I guess this goes for all downers, really.
Can you take some and reach a moderate high and then just stop?
I find that - unless I have a specific reason to be awake and somewhat alert like if I want to read a book or meet my dealer - I keep using until I nod off.
Generally watch TV shows or movies while also online. I tend to use a small bit at a time but fast enough so that the high steadily builds. I never just stop, though. I just keep going until either I'm nodding or (more likely) I'm tired enough to have a nap.
I used to be the same with alcohol (I was an alcoholic for 3 years...seven months sober now). I guess it's due to boredom? I don't have much of a social life and I don't have a job (I may abuse my meds and take way more than I'm supposed to but I do legitimately suffer severe chronic pain),
Does anyone else do this? I know it's pretty common on "Intervention" but when I read these forums I feel like I'm the only one that keeps going until they're ready for sleep. :/
Sorry if this is a weird or stupid question...I'm just looking for people in a similar position. And I'm very curious about when you stop a "session".
Can you take some and reach a moderate high and then just stop?
I find that - unless I have a specific reason to be awake and somewhat alert like if I want to read a book or meet my dealer - I keep using until I nod off.
Generally watch TV shows or movies while also online. I tend to use a small bit at a time but fast enough so that the high steadily builds. I never just stop, though. I just keep going until either I'm nodding or (more likely) I'm tired enough to have a nap.
I used to be the same with alcohol (I was an alcoholic for 3 years...seven months sober now). I guess it's due to boredom? I don't have much of a social life and I don't have a job (I may abuse my meds and take way more than I'm supposed to but I do legitimately suffer severe chronic pain),
Does anyone else do this? I know it's pretty common on "Intervention" but when I read these forums I feel like I'm the only one that keeps going until they're ready for sleep. :/
Sorry if this is a weird or stupid question...I'm just looking for people in a similar position. And I'm very curious about when you stop a "session".