7 30 Well the other night we got this huge storm, and i was already in chill mode, at about 730pm I sniffed a moderate dose of MXE (for myself) about 50-60 mg by eyeball. enough to get me a real nice semi strong effect without going into a hole of any sort.
8pm-915pm So for the next few hours i watched my favorite tv shows (american dad/venture bros) and having a really great time. the rain was coming down, it was warm and nightime made it all the much better. i sat in one spot, smoking medical cannabis, watching tv, and listening to downtemp electronic music (booka shade, junkie xl)
1030pm i am feeling really good from the MXE and being baked. I get up and feel really in touch with my buzz. its very "controllable" i feel well adjusted to it. when i plateau on MXE i feel like a top that has been spinning and toppling over at all sides, no vertigo but i feel like im coming up and waiting on the rythms to finally catch, and smooth out. so yea i stand up, walk around, feeling awesome. i start dancing to the electro, nothing super stimulant but i feel fluid like i can feel the rythms in the music exceptionally well. everything flows together like a nice moment of psychadelic wonder, yet slightly euphoric and at the same time tranquil and somewhat dissasociative. even tho its raining, i go outside and smoke a cigarette on the porch rail and just relax, leaning against the wet siding with my shirt off. everything felt really good and in place. (some people perfer dark settings on MXE, to me a nice rainy night with warm weather is absolutely perfect and tranquil, i recommend trying this if you enjoy night storms)
1050pm (The moment of truth) i come inside and check the weather radar. looks like we have a continual storm heading straight for us for the next 4 or 5 hours. realizing how prime of a time it is to take this adventure further, i think immediately about getting out some potent psilocybe cubesnsis. but after my last encounter mixing the two, and remembering i have a leftover snoopy cutout(bzp/tfmpp/caffeine) from last summer i dont really need just laying around, i decided, why not. so i go for it, after about 15 minutes of deciding.
1130pm starting to feel the relaxed feelings of the mxe fading as my mind is starting to race slightly and im finding reading on the forums alot more interesting. for a good hour or so(before it came on all the way) i didnt really now what i felt like doing to be honest. (personally ive had at least a dozen, maybe 20 bzp experiences total. im not a huge fan the first 2 or 3 times were okay, but this substance loses what small luster it has extremely fast due to its long lasting, unwanted side effects.) i didnt really feel like listening to music, which was weird. usually on bzp music sounds good, somewhat. i gave it a shot, and it just wasnt doing it for me. the depth wasnt there, everything sounded kinda flat and generic (this could be also due the fact im pretty well burned out on the bzp experience) but i made the most of it. for the most part id say the best qualities were the slight stimulation, funny/goofy thoughts, and definetely some creativity.
1am even tho i basically just technially peaked an hour ago on these piperazines, im starting to feel some of the unwanted effects. the stimulation is still there but everything is starting to become very uninteresting. i immediately recognize these feelings, from past expereinces, and think if it keeps going this way, i may do another bump of mxe, like i did earlier (50-60mgs). sure enough 2am rolls around and after thinking about safety and all that jazz, i realize its a green light.
2am like clockwork, 10 minutes after snorting the bump of small line of mxe i can feel the sedating effects smoothing out my pipe high and melting all the rough edges away. this was good. so i continue back to the forums, talking to fellow bluelighters and trying to be as helpful as i can with responding to posts, and doing a ton of research on different research chemicals and similar subjects. everything was cool. just chillin, jammin to some tunes, smoking here and there, not as much cannabis smoking as if i were on bzp just by itself. time is sliding by. next thing i know its 245am
245am im starting to feel the pipe override the mxe again. which is weird. Staring to have mild paranoia, which is normal with bzp. i kept hearing thunder and i thought i heard car doors closing outside, like people were there, and stuff like that. nothing i couldnt handle. i dont have an mxe tolerance really at all, and every other time ive done it (including since the experience) usually lasts 2 hours heavy, and im still feeling it most noticably for at least 3 or 4 hours. so being on pipes the mxe was VERY short lived and left on a whim. weird, there was no more mellowing of any sorts. so i pondered on it for a few and then realized well, maybe i could use another really small bump, less than before. just enough to knock some of the unwanted effects down. not necessarily enough to try and get high from it. my heart is kinda racing at this point, nothing too strenuous, but i question doing more, just trying to play it safe. i tell myself if this buzz doesnt become any more enjoyable in the next half hour, i will do another slight bump as a stablizer.
315am sure enough i am feeling very edgy and cracked out at this point from the pipes. i break out a small line of mxe (20-35mgs) and just as im about ready to do it. i notice my heart rate at the last second. i realize at this point im just experiencing notable anxiety and paranoia, with the feelings of an undesirable stimulant with absolutely no recreational or even enjoyable properties, at this point in the experience. i flushed my second thoughts and went for it. i thought about all the ravers who mix k with mdma, so this helped me decide it would be fine. this was basically the same effects i got earlier. it helped alot but im not sure at this point it was AS enjoyable as earlier. it defintely brought back some mild euphoria, i considered pulling an all nighter and morninger at this point possibly.
430am Just like earlier the mxe effects subsided and i was left feeling piped. ugh at this point, im telling myself im glad that was the last bzp tablet i had, never care to do this junk again.i try and just smoke more medical cannabis and smooth it out if possible. its been storming all night, at this time all the local tv stations are talking about how the whole county is flooded, vehicles stranded, roads shut down. ugh just what u want to hear at this point. the disaster news fit right into my disaster feeling.
6am fuckit, time to drink some beers. i just want to sleep. i cant shower or take a relax bath because its lighting out, lol. ohhh well. i drink a few beers and am noticable feeling better, more sedated. throught the entire experience there was no sexual stimulation, i didnt even feel like trying. but as most of guys know, it helps ya fall asleep. cant sleep. endless tossing and turning. there is just no getting comfortable. so i go back out to the living room watch tv a little longer
730am FINALLY after several beers and medical cannabis indica i can finally sleep. dont do MXE if u want to fall asleep Lol. all in all, a worthwhile experience, however i never care to further experiment with piperazine of any sort EVER NEVER again.
the next day kinda sucked. it was a typical day after. didnt eat until well after dinner time. didnt have any of those grody flu like symptoms some people say they get, ( i have never got those) but i did feel weird and drained all day. one of those days you pull off an early bedtime. i slept from 10pm-noon the next day (today) and i feel really good right now : ) Thanks for reading bluelighters, hope someone finds this helpful or at the very least worth reading
8pm-915pm So for the next few hours i watched my favorite tv shows (american dad/venture bros) and having a really great time. the rain was coming down, it was warm and nightime made it all the much better. i sat in one spot, smoking medical cannabis, watching tv, and listening to downtemp electronic music (booka shade, junkie xl)
1030pm i am feeling really good from the MXE and being baked. I get up and feel really in touch with my buzz. its very "controllable" i feel well adjusted to it. when i plateau on MXE i feel like a top that has been spinning and toppling over at all sides, no vertigo but i feel like im coming up and waiting on the rythms to finally catch, and smooth out. so yea i stand up, walk around, feeling awesome. i start dancing to the electro, nothing super stimulant but i feel fluid like i can feel the rythms in the music exceptionally well. everything flows together like a nice moment of psychadelic wonder, yet slightly euphoric and at the same time tranquil and somewhat dissasociative. even tho its raining, i go outside and smoke a cigarette on the porch rail and just relax, leaning against the wet siding with my shirt off. everything felt really good and in place. (some people perfer dark settings on MXE, to me a nice rainy night with warm weather is absolutely perfect and tranquil, i recommend trying this if you enjoy night storms)
1050pm (The moment of truth) i come inside and check the weather radar. looks like we have a continual storm heading straight for us for the next 4 or 5 hours. realizing how prime of a time it is to take this adventure further, i think immediately about getting out some potent psilocybe cubesnsis. but after my last encounter mixing the two, and remembering i have a leftover snoopy cutout(bzp/tfmpp/caffeine) from last summer i dont really need just laying around, i decided, why not. so i go for it, after about 15 minutes of deciding.
1130pm starting to feel the relaxed feelings of the mxe fading as my mind is starting to race slightly and im finding reading on the forums alot more interesting. for a good hour or so(before it came on all the way) i didnt really now what i felt like doing to be honest. (personally ive had at least a dozen, maybe 20 bzp experiences total. im not a huge fan the first 2 or 3 times were okay, but this substance loses what small luster it has extremely fast due to its long lasting, unwanted side effects.) i didnt really feel like listening to music, which was weird. usually on bzp music sounds good, somewhat. i gave it a shot, and it just wasnt doing it for me. the depth wasnt there, everything sounded kinda flat and generic (this could be also due the fact im pretty well burned out on the bzp experience) but i made the most of it. for the most part id say the best qualities were the slight stimulation, funny/goofy thoughts, and definetely some creativity.
1am even tho i basically just technially peaked an hour ago on these piperazines, im starting to feel some of the unwanted effects. the stimulation is still there but everything is starting to become very uninteresting. i immediately recognize these feelings, from past expereinces, and think if it keeps going this way, i may do another bump of mxe, like i did earlier (50-60mgs). sure enough 2am rolls around and after thinking about safety and all that jazz, i realize its a green light.
2am like clockwork, 10 minutes after snorting the bump of small line of mxe i can feel the sedating effects smoothing out my pipe high and melting all the rough edges away. this was good. so i continue back to the forums, talking to fellow bluelighters and trying to be as helpful as i can with responding to posts, and doing a ton of research on different research chemicals and similar subjects. everything was cool. just chillin, jammin to some tunes, smoking here and there, not as much cannabis smoking as if i were on bzp just by itself. time is sliding by. next thing i know its 245am
245am im starting to feel the pipe override the mxe again. which is weird. Staring to have mild paranoia, which is normal with bzp. i kept hearing thunder and i thought i heard car doors closing outside, like people were there, and stuff like that. nothing i couldnt handle. i dont have an mxe tolerance really at all, and every other time ive done it (including since the experience) usually lasts 2 hours heavy, and im still feeling it most noticably for at least 3 or 4 hours. so being on pipes the mxe was VERY short lived and left on a whim. weird, there was no more mellowing of any sorts. so i pondered on it for a few and then realized well, maybe i could use another really small bump, less than before. just enough to knock some of the unwanted effects down. not necessarily enough to try and get high from it. my heart is kinda racing at this point, nothing too strenuous, but i question doing more, just trying to play it safe. i tell myself if this buzz doesnt become any more enjoyable in the next half hour, i will do another slight bump as a stablizer.
315am sure enough i am feeling very edgy and cracked out at this point from the pipes. i break out a small line of mxe (20-35mgs) and just as im about ready to do it. i notice my heart rate at the last second. i realize at this point im just experiencing notable anxiety and paranoia, with the feelings of an undesirable stimulant with absolutely no recreational or even enjoyable properties, at this point in the experience. i flushed my second thoughts and went for it. i thought about all the ravers who mix k with mdma, so this helped me decide it would be fine. this was basically the same effects i got earlier. it helped alot but im not sure at this point it was AS enjoyable as earlier. it defintely brought back some mild euphoria, i considered pulling an all nighter and morninger at this point possibly.
430am Just like earlier the mxe effects subsided and i was left feeling piped. ugh at this point, im telling myself im glad that was the last bzp tablet i had, never care to do this junk again.i try and just smoke more medical cannabis and smooth it out if possible. its been storming all night, at this time all the local tv stations are talking about how the whole county is flooded, vehicles stranded, roads shut down. ugh just what u want to hear at this point. the disaster news fit right into my disaster feeling.
6am fuckit, time to drink some beers. i just want to sleep. i cant shower or take a relax bath because its lighting out, lol. ohhh well. i drink a few beers and am noticable feeling better, more sedated. throught the entire experience there was no sexual stimulation, i didnt even feel like trying. but as most of guys know, it helps ya fall asleep. cant sleep. endless tossing and turning. there is just no getting comfortable. so i go back out to the living room watch tv a little longer
730am FINALLY after several beers and medical cannabis indica i can finally sleep. dont do MXE if u want to fall asleep Lol. all in all, a worthwhile experience, however i never care to further experiment with piperazine of any sort EVER NEVER again.
the next day kinda sucked. it was a typical day after. didnt eat until well after dinner time. didnt have any of those grody flu like symptoms some people say they get, ( i have never got those) but i did feel weird and drained all day. one of those days you pull off an early bedtime. i slept from 10pm-noon the next day (today) and i feel really good right now : ) Thanks for reading bluelighters, hope someone finds this helpful or at the very least worth reading
