Znegative
Bluelight Crew
Hi-I recognized this most likely should be merged with the Suboxone/Buprenorphine Megathread, but after my first week on Suboxone and my experience today, I had a question and I wanted to get some feed back from some members who are well versed in Buprenorphine.
So I got on Suboxone this last Tuesday. It had been six days since I had used heroin, and had been maintaining with kratom as I didn't have an ID, nor did I have a SS card to get a new Ohio State ID. Luckily I got my ex-girlfriend to Fed-Ex me my NY ST NDL ID, and that was good enough to get in on an appointment with a suboxone dr, who immediately wrote me a script for 8mg 2xday.
Now I know a thing or two about Suboxone and have had a lot of experience with it at a lot of different dosages. The common mantra on these boards is that less is more bla bla bla. With that in mind, I purposely started off taking 4mg which got me well, but I needed to redoes another 4mg later that night. Then, throughout the past few days I'd been experimenting with dosages and ROA (going back and forth between SL and rectal use) I never went above 2mg at a time if I plugged it, and I never went above 4mg if I took it sublingually. I was trying to take as little as possible, because, as we all know 'less is more', and not only that, Suboxone has a ceiling effect (which I think we all know is below 32mg). In my prior experience, it always seemed to me to be around 4-6mg when taken sublingually. However, Each day this week I found myself having to redose at night (not just because I wanted to) as my nose would start running and my eyes would get teary and I'd feel that anxiety start to kick in. Not unbearable withdrawals for sure, but if you're going to be on suboxone for maintenance, one should be comfortable, that is the idea right?
So today I said fuck it, and took a whole 8mg strip sublingually, and holy shit, it made a huge fucking difference. I dare say I was even nodding as little as a few hours ago, and it was early this morning when I dosed. Now my question is this, and its something I never quite understood- Buprenorphine, as a partial agonist, fills up a certain amount of receptors and binds to them with a high affinity. However, at some point taking more buprenorphine is not going to do any more good as its agonism plateaus. I have also heard that Buprenorphines agonism is about equivalent to 30mg of methadone, though it is hard to accurately equate narcotic effects due to the fact that it is a partial agonist rather than a full one.
What I'm getting at is this-does that mean that if your tolerance is above 30mg of methadone, Buprenorphine will not cut it for you? Does Buprenorphine only fill up say X amount of receptors and if you have any additional ones your just destined to feel shitty until they die off or you relapse?
OR does Buprenorphine partially stimulate all your extra receptors, and does this then mean that the ceiling effect is relative to each individual and his or her tolerance? I should clarify that not only did the 8mg dose hold me longer but I also felt more stable immediately. I definitely noticed more out of taking more suboxone today- I'm not discounting that 'less is more', I agree with that but I also think that in order to benefit from low dose buprenorphine you have to first stabilize at a dose that comfortable holds you and then start to taper at a pace that suits you, and then you can start to get slightly more recreational effects off of the drug.
But without getting off topic...
I hope this question makes sense, I sometimes have a hard time articulating myself, so I apologize if this was kind of rambling. Any feedback would be appreciated, and mods, should you decide to merge this with the megathreads, by all means..
PS-just to throw in there, my heroin habit had been that of about a g or more a day IV for the last two and a half years (no exceptions except a three day jail stint which I more than made up for), and prior to that 2 years of methadone (50 mg) with periods of months where I would shoot bundles of ECP on top of my dose. In short I had a monster of a monkey on my back.
So I got on Suboxone this last Tuesday. It had been six days since I had used heroin, and had been maintaining with kratom as I didn't have an ID, nor did I have a SS card to get a new Ohio State ID. Luckily I got my ex-girlfriend to Fed-Ex me my NY ST NDL ID, and that was good enough to get in on an appointment with a suboxone dr, who immediately wrote me a script for 8mg 2xday.
Now I know a thing or two about Suboxone and have had a lot of experience with it at a lot of different dosages. The common mantra on these boards is that less is more bla bla bla. With that in mind, I purposely started off taking 4mg which got me well, but I needed to redoes another 4mg later that night. Then, throughout the past few days I'd been experimenting with dosages and ROA (going back and forth between SL and rectal use) I never went above 2mg at a time if I plugged it, and I never went above 4mg if I took it sublingually. I was trying to take as little as possible, because, as we all know 'less is more', and not only that, Suboxone has a ceiling effect (which I think we all know is below 32mg). In my prior experience, it always seemed to me to be around 4-6mg when taken sublingually. However, Each day this week I found myself having to redose at night (not just because I wanted to) as my nose would start running and my eyes would get teary and I'd feel that anxiety start to kick in. Not unbearable withdrawals for sure, but if you're going to be on suboxone for maintenance, one should be comfortable, that is the idea right?
So today I said fuck it, and took a whole 8mg strip sublingually, and holy shit, it made a huge fucking difference. I dare say I was even nodding as little as a few hours ago, and it was early this morning when I dosed. Now my question is this, and its something I never quite understood- Buprenorphine, as a partial agonist, fills up a certain amount of receptors and binds to them with a high affinity. However, at some point taking more buprenorphine is not going to do any more good as its agonism plateaus. I have also heard that Buprenorphines agonism is about equivalent to 30mg of methadone, though it is hard to accurately equate narcotic effects due to the fact that it is a partial agonist rather than a full one.
What I'm getting at is this-does that mean that if your tolerance is above 30mg of methadone, Buprenorphine will not cut it for you? Does Buprenorphine only fill up say X amount of receptors and if you have any additional ones your just destined to feel shitty until they die off or you relapse?
OR does Buprenorphine partially stimulate all your extra receptors, and does this then mean that the ceiling effect is relative to each individual and his or her tolerance? I should clarify that not only did the 8mg dose hold me longer but I also felt more stable immediately. I definitely noticed more out of taking more suboxone today- I'm not discounting that 'less is more', I agree with that but I also think that in order to benefit from low dose buprenorphine you have to first stabilize at a dose that comfortable holds you and then start to taper at a pace that suits you, and then you can start to get slightly more recreational effects off of the drug.
But without getting off topic...
I hope this question makes sense, I sometimes have a hard time articulating myself, so I apologize if this was kind of rambling. Any feedback would be appreciated, and mods, should you decide to merge this with the megathreads, by all means..
PS-just to throw in there, my heroin habit had been that of about a g or more a day IV for the last two and a half years (no exceptions except a three day jail stint which I more than made up for), and prior to that 2 years of methadone (50 mg) with periods of months where I would shoot bundles of ECP on top of my dose. In short I had a monster of a monkey on my back.