Bupe Bupe after Kratom and a duel 80 original OC a day habit

[AlwaysHasBeen]

What can I say? I had posted already during it. I sucked the shit till yesterday just like I said I would, that I wouldn;t touch a suboxone after coming off 2 80 OC's a day, snorted. It replaced my usual years and years long 12 mg a day of subs, I replaced it all with the OC's, anyways, got Kratom, the extract the most heavyshit I could find and I did it, I sweated at work all day, shitting and all for multiple days, the kratom helped so much. I had a hard time driving because of how you want to flail your arms, like the bones in your arms and legs have "feeling" and its unpleasent and the bones NEED TO MOVE, THEY NEED TO MOVE, NOW, NOW, and some of the drives home were unbearable to say the least, just moving myself around in my vehicle, just sneezing, nose pouring, hot, cold, hot, cold, sweating, now its freezing, gotta shit, now yawn, oh now sneeze, oh god it's only been one mile of 84 more miles, god.............

But Kratom really helped me, I took the extracts, about two to three bottles a night and was able to not really sleep but to function so I could face work again when that hour rolled around. It took five days, from last pill snort to back on suboxone and feeling normal again. That kratom saved my job and really my life. So I will say with full heart that if you are going through withdrawel that IS NOT FETTY, Kratom extracts work wonders. Then take your suboxone on day 5, a small piece and you will be back to normal again by day 6. Thought I would post a follow up because I said in my other post I was doing OK but it did get much worse and for not sleeping what I had was Clonodine which is a miracle drug for sleep and withdrawel, RLS,. I did the Kratom extract and the tea, the tea really was comfortable drinking, hot, it was comfortable, but I had also taken multiple "shots" of those extracts but just the ground leave in a tea was the most comfortable thing really. So there you go, from a multi year suboxone program, to replacing it with OC's, the originals, to back again on subs in under a month and not losing my job.

Not losing my job or a SINGLE day off work! I think that is important to say. Just think next time you are hurting so damn bad at work. every minute is an hour and you just want to go home, any excuse, but you don;t because if you did the last ten minutes, you can do the next ten minutes. And if you have some kratom to help it will help. One of those days I left my kratom at home like a dummy and had to truly truly suffer it, I just took it literally minute by minute "now it has been 2 minutes, now it has been 4 minutes..." ext till you make it through the day. Anything to not fuck your life and ruin your job if you care about that job and are older like myself and rely on it. Glad I am over it though and back on my normal dose of subs, thank god, what a damn nightmare.....gotta wake up in 3 hours,gotta wake up in 2 hours,gotta wake up in 1 hour, gotta go to work, how can I even drive!?!?!. I got through it.

 

[Xyborg]

First off congrats man! Second, if I'm reading correctly you were on 12mg of subs then transitioned to the OCs then kratom? I had a similar time but instead of 12mg of sub it was 4mg over to real roxi 30s then MS contontin 60s then nothing after those were completely tapered. I cannot recall my exact taper schedule but it started with 5 blues per day knocking out either a half or whole depending on the step and how I felt same goes for the morphine. I personally did not feel much any withdrawal at all with that method. The gigan tic problem with using a full agonist to get off bupe is self-control. We are all here because we have issues in said department. I had help from my family because no way in hell would I get a full script of real blues and morphine and not have slipped haarrrrddd.