LaurenfromMI
Greenlighter
I have never done that before, but I was having horrible anxiety due to the Adderall. I ran out of my Xanax early and when I got a new prescription they said it was too early to fill on Thursday. I had six .5 left, so I thought I would be okay, and I would have were it not for a freaking stimulant that obviously aggravates an already bad anxiety problem. (I have GAD.) So, I'm flipping out yesterday and I call up there to see when exactly I can pick it up because the lady up there Thursday said "over the weekend" and at the time I was not too concerned with it, so I never asked what day specifically. So, I call up and he says Tuesday. He says your insurance won't pay for it if you get it early. I'm like, fine...I'll pay for it. Xanax is cheap. Then he goes, "No...you can't do that." That's when I got pissed. Why even mention the insurance shit if you can't get it early because of the controlled substance issue. I am a brat I know it. When I want something, I want it NOW. But I have NEVER done that with a pharmacist. I have done it with a doctor though...lol. A psychiatrist that tried to cut my meds in half. But I never saw him again. So now...after telling the guy to fuck off and making myself look like a total drug addict asshole I can never go to that Rite Aid again. He yelled back. lol. I could not believe this even happened. After I said fuck off, he goes, "You know what..." And I hung up on him. I did call him back almost immediately to apologize. Partly because I really was sorry, but partly because I was scared he would call my doctor and cancel my prescription. I did see a few different doctors over the past couple weeks, but it was because I was in an outpatient group thing and then saw my regular psych doc. I was afraid he was gonna accuse me of doctor shopping.Anyway, this whole thing really woke me up to the fact that I better get off the Adderall because it makes me into a total asshole and makes me take more benzos than I need because I'm a nervous wreck!!