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Benzos blah, relapse bigtime

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thaitom

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Hello all, okay I have taken substances since the age of 14, starting with weed, shrooms, ex, ketamine you name it. Not proud of this fact, but it is what it is.
I stopped everything for 4 months and as now i live in thailand, benzos are easy to get over the counter. So, I took 100mg valium, 10MG lorazepam with a little beer and bud, but was not at a level to which I would have been. Before I relapsed I once ate 400MG valium in one night, silly yes.

Anyway, can anyone provide decent info on lorazepam and what benzos you consider to be best. I have OCD so they do help.


regards, Tom
 
Do you want to start using benzos again or do you feel that you have to now that you consumed them once?
 
Legerity said:
Do you want to start using benzos again or do you feel that you have to now that you consumed them once?
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This.

It sounds like you feel obligated to continue benzo usage because you used them once.
This reminds me of the AA & the like mentality of you use, you have no control bullshit.
So an answer to the above question would be helpful.

If you choose to use benzo's that's one thing but don't feel obligated.
Just because you use something again & have a "relapse" doesn't mean shit.
You aren't obligated or controlled by a substance so you have the option not to continue.
So I guess what it comes down to is we can't properly answer your question without an answer to that question.

If your looking for information on benzo's & lorazepam specifically there's a few good threads in BDD on the subject.
Check them out, they can answer any questions you have regarding the afore-mentioned chemicals.
 
I don't see how using 1 time is relapsing big time.

you COULD just not do it again, binging benzo for 1 night isnt going to give you any kind of big withdrawal symptoms. i occasionally take a few mgs of alrapozam before i go out to drink, It wasnt until i was on it for more than a few weeks daily that i realized i was addicted. but before on occasions, no problems.

although I have all the resources in the world to get more alprazolam, i'll just keep some stashed for when I feel like it. keep it green brah. just smoke the bud.
 
I really think taking benzos for OCD is going to bite you in the long run. Becoming dependent on a drug like this so that you behave in a certain "correct" way generally does not work out well.
 
I like Clonazepam! Sex is great, the intense dissociation is awesome, and all troubles in your mind will be sorted out. Coming soon to a pharmacy near you.
 
benzos kill my sex drive completely and i have a massive sex drive. the lack of inhibition is fun but i can't ever get off lol

best benzo? diazepam. I eat lorazepam like candy, i was putting 4mg under my tongue at a time, they just don't last long enough for me.
 
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