Hey there! After having been pretty stably hypomanic for over a year, I eventually came down with my first full-blown mania last year at the tender age of 28/29 which lasted for more than 6 months. I had been using speed (2yrs), ssri's (2yrs), caffeine (>1g/d, 6 months) and Tramadol (7 months) prior to the final breakdown and getting my diagnosis. My blood pressure used to be around 125/75 2 years back. Now before the last three times it was taken it has apparently skyrocketed to fucking 165/95 at heart rates of <70 (pretty much fully rested and calm)!
I recently lost sight on my left eye for two days and got a diagnosis of retinopathy hypertension on my left eye while the right eye isn't doing so great either (stage II compared to III on the left).
I'm just wondering if anyone knows about the coincidence of hypertension and bipolar I, specifically if my manic state could have played a role in this process. I've been abusing drugs for 15 years and find it hard to imagine that this was solely caused by the drugs. I'm just curious and would really appreciate hearing about similar experiences or being pointed to a good scientific article.
All this comes as quite the shock since I'm only 29 years old. I'm trying to make sense of what has happened to my body in these past two years and how I could prevent further rapid progression of the hypertension... Or how much is simply due to the mental illness.
I have handled the bp diagnosis really well, am getting integrated therapy with home visits, 1-20 psychotherapy sessions per month, one of two psychiatrists available 24/7, out-patient drug therapy etc. Pretty fucking good treatment which makes me optimistic I can handle what is to come. I was pretty far gone during the mania, powerful long-lasting delusions, hallucinations, lost my ability to speak or write coherently, slept for 12h every 60-70h in the end. But now with the hypertension dg and the transient loss of sight I'm scared shitless. I'm kinda getting used to living and don't want to die of a fucking clot before my daughter is an adult with a stable life, so at least another 20 years.
Btw I'm on 100mg Quetiapine per day which is the current max I can take before akathisia kicks in. I really loved everything about both olanzapine and quetiapine since they absofuckinglutely gave me my life back. My HDL is only slightly lowered since I started on em, the blood pressure was this high before I got started on the neuroleptics though. Needless to say, I'm not abusing stimulants, ssri's or opiates anymore these days (except for a single incident). All I'm doing is pot. Started working out and doing cardio again, smoke a lot less, I'm trying...
I recently lost sight on my left eye for two days and got a diagnosis of retinopathy hypertension on my left eye while the right eye isn't doing so great either (stage II compared to III on the left).
I'm just wondering if anyone knows about the coincidence of hypertension and bipolar I, specifically if my manic state could have played a role in this process. I've been abusing drugs for 15 years and find it hard to imagine that this was solely caused by the drugs. I'm just curious and would really appreciate hearing about similar experiences or being pointed to a good scientific article.
All this comes as quite the shock since I'm only 29 years old. I'm trying to make sense of what has happened to my body in these past two years and how I could prevent further rapid progression of the hypertension... Or how much is simply due to the mental illness.
I have handled the bp diagnosis really well, am getting integrated therapy with home visits, 1-20 psychotherapy sessions per month, one of two psychiatrists available 24/7, out-patient drug therapy etc. Pretty fucking good treatment which makes me optimistic I can handle what is to come. I was pretty far gone during the mania, powerful long-lasting delusions, hallucinations, lost my ability to speak or write coherently, slept for 12h every 60-70h in the end. But now with the hypertension dg and the transient loss of sight I'm scared shitless. I'm kinda getting used to living and don't want to die of a fucking clot before my daughter is an adult with a stable life, so at least another 20 years.
Btw I'm on 100mg Quetiapine per day which is the current max I can take before akathisia kicks in. I really loved everything about both olanzapine and quetiapine since they absofuckinglutely gave me my life back. My HDL is only slightly lowered since I started on em, the blood pressure was this high before I got started on the neuroleptics though. Needless to say, I'm not abusing stimulants, ssri's or opiates anymore these days (except for a single incident). All I'm doing is pot. Started working out and doing cardio again, smoke a lot less, I'm trying...
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