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moke

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I would have to say that with trying ecstasy comes much reflection. I think the only long term effect ecstasy can have on an individual is the fact that they got to experience ecstasy. With this can come obsession, craves, and just simply lot of your free time thinking about the darn drug. To this day i think my e use has been beneficial in the long run but i wish it didn't consume my thoughts as much as it does. There isn't a day that goes by that i do',t think of rolling. After all thizz is what it izz. Anybody else feel this way?
 
I feel this way about shrooms more than E, but ya i totally see what you're going through. thought consuming.

still, that's the price of experiencing a happy event, having to ponder about it :P
 
eLW said:
I never regred that i tried E.
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Same. I'm glad I got to experience it because there are many times that I've had that would have been pretty crappy if I was rolling.

I think the biggest side effect for me is that little sadness you get as you're coming down because you know your night is coming to an end
 
I think the cognitive function thing is it for most people- I tend to be foggy for the next 4 days or so, but honestly....that's totally worth it ;) I've had panic attacks, anxiety, and depression at worst as a result of using MDMA, but the life lessons it provided me and the clarity far outweighed the severity of those issues.
 
The thing I regret about e is doing too much in too short of a time. I now have anxiety/panic disorders & I think waaaay to much about all the bad stuff that could happen when I roll. It's one thing to be safe & careful, it's another to be a hypochondriac (like me). I miss my carefree (but still careful) self:(
 
eLW said:
I never regred that i tried E.
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i do. but only because i want to go through the honeymoon phase again =D

for me the biggest side effects are:
-emotional instability for 1-2 weeks are rolling which can lead to panic attacks in susceptible people (e.g. me)
-having to get up and pee like 5 times in the night after rolling

since i have discovered the wonders of benzodiazepines the second point is more important to me now :)
 
As (unfortunately) a long-term ecstasy user, I can tell everyone that the true cause of my newly-noticeable anxiety is more than likely due to using ecstasy repeatedly and abusively for over a year :/ That's, in my opinion, the WORST long-term effect.

The worst short-term effect is probably the depression that follows, post-roll.
I'm a very happy person, always, but there's no avoiding that moody week after a good ol' roll :\
 
I hate the feeling of emptiness you have the next day. Its like you cant think. On time I had an E session and the next day when I woke up I literally laid in bed for 3 hours straight thinking about what should I do.
 
ThizzMon$teR said:
I hate the feeling of emptiness you have the next day. Its like you cant think. On time I had an E session and the next day when I woke up I literally laid in bed for 3 hours straight thinking about what should I do.
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That's always a frustrating thing for me too. If I have something planned for the next day, I can get up and do it just fine. But usually, I clear my post-roll day completely so I can sit around the house and do nothing... but this results in doing absolutely nothing, including eating because I can't decide on anything I want to eat. It's just this suuuuper apathetic feeling that can be annoying at times.

Other than that... yeah, I think about it a lot too, but I'm going to assume this is just part of the honeymoon phase and it will pass. But I still can't help thinking "Man, this activity I'm doing now would be so much better rolling!" And that's something I hoped to never experience in life back when I was fearful of becoming some drug addict. I would say now that I definitely have my use under control, but that addicted mind-set is there and it is unnerving.

And yet it's all totally worth it!
 
I haven't noticed any long-term side effects but I've been pretty responsible with my rolling. The worst short-term effect is I always end up chewing the shit out of my lip even though I try very hard to make a conscious effort not to and my lip hurts like hell for about a week.
 
moke said:
I would have to say that with trying ecstasy comes much reflection. I think the only long term effect ecstasy can have on an individual is the fact that they got to experience ecstasy. With this can come obsession, craves, and just simply lot of your free time thinking about the darn drug. To this day i think my e use has been beneficial in the long run but i wish it didn't consume my thoughts as much as it does. There isn't a day that goes by that i do',t think of rolling. After all thizz is what it izz. Anybody else feel this way?
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Pretty much my thoughts exactly. Ive only recently discovered the magic of MDMA, and i find myself think about the incredible experience every day since that first night.
 
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