fluttervalve
Greenlighter
As of today I'm 23 days free from any type of opiate for the first time in three years. I'll sum my story up quickly because most opiate junkie stories are very similar in progression. Had a couple operations which Introduced me to Hydros, Oxycodone, and when they ran out I learned I could get poppies online and make some very strong opiate tea that knocked a well hardened oxy user on his ass. After a few years of this I knew I had to stop because the dea was starting to catch on to the poppy scene and I had never experienced withdrawals before, wow! was that an eye opener! I knew I was up shit Creek without a paddle. So what does anyone who is suffering from opiate withdrawals do? You try to find some way to ease the never ending suffering. I learned via the internet you could high dose loperamide to alleviate almost all symptoms of opiate withdrawal. Was it a lie? Nope. You can not only remove all symptoms of withdrawal, you can feel normal and function again with a slight Codeine like high. I thought it was a godsend, but there is no easy way out once you're addicted to opiates. I used lope for about a year and a half and tried to get off it a few times and found the withdrawal stung more than Oxy. The half life of lope is 7 to 11 hours depending on your metabolism so it's not going to get out of your system quickly like oxy with a 4 hour half life. It takes a good 4 days for withdrawals to fully kick In after 3 days of the most Intense panick attacks. Then it's the run of the mill opiate withdrawal symptoms that just never seem to end. So, my point here is this - Do not take high doses of loperamide! You have to pay the piper one way or another and using this crap which is almost identical to fentanyl chemically is doing nothing but prolonging the enviable. I'm 23 days off the lope and I feel so much better than even 5 days ago. Every day is a little better. Still have the anxiety a bit and sleep is so/so just like any other opiate detox at this point.