Polluted_Mind
Bluelighter
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- Nov 25, 2012
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So basically throughout my life I've suffered from the most extreme form of performance and social anxiety imaginable, although if you met me you probably wouldn't notice as I have ways of hiding it. Originally I started with alcohol in college, then to ecstasy, then back to alcohol, then to speed, then to alcohol, then to codeine, then to buprenorphine, and then to Effexor (shit), then to codeine, and the most recent one is St. John's Wort, but that's not strong enough.
Of course this has taken a massive toll but I've resigned myself to the fact that the only real cure is chemical manipulation done in a cyclical manner.
So what else have other people used here successfully for anxiety, particularly social anxiety?? And no cocaine is too expensive where I live.
I'm thinking of going back on the grog....
Of course this has taken a massive toll but I've resigned myself to the fact that the only real cure is chemical manipulation done in a cyclical manner.
So what else have other people used here successfully for anxiety, particularly social anxiety?? And no cocaine is too expensive where I live.
I'm thinking of going back on the grog....