burnergod
Ex-Bluelighter
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So I tried a lot of benzo and meds in general, still I'm not satisfied 100% of results (I know it's hard, otherwise everyone would took the only -magic- working pill extisting)
What I need is something that put me in a deep state of sleep (sooner it kicks, better it is). Also, I would want to sleep with a "turned off" brain, I don't want to dream (good or bad doesn't matter), or at least I don't want to remember anything when I wake up.
My experience:
(Huge)
- Clonazepam, Lormetazepam, Olanzapine/Zyprexa, Levomepromazine
(Medium-Low)
- Diazepam, Oxycodone, Triazolam, Lorazepam, Alprazolam, Zolpidem/Stilnox, Subuxone/Subutex, Tramadol, Promazine, Clozapine
Levomepromazine (and Clozapine) is the equivalent of taking an hammer in the head (my experience), I was taking 100mg almost every time. But even with 25mg it was too strong, also the Levomepromazine was making my heartbeat crazy and I couldn't breath (It was not a panic attack, more like the feeling of my chest being imprisoned and unable to expand). This is the reason I stopped taking it even with the sleeping effect was very good. Clozapine was very strong too, but can't remember good all details because I took it few times (I got some tabs by a guy who gifted them to me)
Clonazepam is good, cheap, but I'm so addicted (years) and I feel the kick way too slow and If I take some extra pill I get a huge headache the day after. Not to mention the withdrawal are horrible.
Lormetazepam is expensive but tastes so damn good and looks like the kick is a bit faster, but the effect lasts less than clonazepam and the addiction is even worse.
Olanzapine is good, but lasts too much and I don't want to sleep for 2 days straight, also like Levomepromazine I remember me cooking in the kicthen while asleep, with closed eyes, because I was hungry af. So no, I don't want this dangerous zombie-mode.
Other classic benzos like xanax/alprazolam I tried them, but not so much, and I didn't feel anything special so I left them, even the stilnox, which is supposed to be the "rape-drug" so I said "omg this will make me sleep so good". Well I can eat 20 of them and still able to work and talk properly like no problem. Try to do that with 5mg of olanzapine.
I don't know what to do, I see many people going "good" with alprazolam or lorazepam, (also struggling with addiction), but are them so good effects talking? Should I give them another chance?
I mean what is for you the best "put me to sleep and make me blackout for 6 hours"?
I repeat, I just need a good-fast kick sleeping med, a peaceful time in bed and ready to wake up for work with no headache or something.
Any suggestion?
Thanks
What I need is something that put me in a deep state of sleep (sooner it kicks, better it is). Also, I would want to sleep with a "turned off" brain, I don't want to dream (good or bad doesn't matter), or at least I don't want to remember anything when I wake up.
My experience:
(Huge)
- Clonazepam, Lormetazepam, Olanzapine/Zyprexa, Levomepromazine
(Medium-Low)
- Diazepam, Oxycodone, Triazolam, Lorazepam, Alprazolam, Zolpidem/Stilnox, Subuxone/Subutex, Tramadol, Promazine, Clozapine
Levomepromazine (and Clozapine) is the equivalent of taking an hammer in the head (my experience), I was taking 100mg almost every time. But even with 25mg it was too strong, also the Levomepromazine was making my heartbeat crazy and I couldn't breath (It was not a panic attack, more like the feeling of my chest being imprisoned and unable to expand). This is the reason I stopped taking it even with the sleeping effect was very good. Clozapine was very strong too, but can't remember good all details because I took it few times (I got some tabs by a guy who gifted them to me)
Clonazepam is good, cheap, but I'm so addicted (years) and I feel the kick way too slow and If I take some extra pill I get a huge headache the day after. Not to mention the withdrawal are horrible.
Lormetazepam is expensive but tastes so damn good and looks like the kick is a bit faster, but the effect lasts less than clonazepam and the addiction is even worse.
Olanzapine is good, but lasts too much and I don't want to sleep for 2 days straight, also like Levomepromazine I remember me cooking in the kicthen while asleep, with closed eyes, because I was hungry af. So no, I don't want this dangerous zombie-mode.
Other classic benzos like xanax/alprazolam I tried them, but not so much, and I didn't feel anything special so I left them, even the stilnox, which is supposed to be the "rape-drug" so I said "omg this will make me sleep so good". Well I can eat 20 of them and still able to work and talk properly like no problem. Try to do that with 5mg of olanzapine.
I don't know what to do, I see many people going "good" with alprazolam or lorazepam, (also struggling with addiction), but are them so good effects talking? Should I give them another chance?
I mean what is for you the best "put me to sleep and make me blackout for 6 hours"?
I repeat, I just need a good-fast kick sleeping med, a peaceful time in bed and ready to wake up for work with no headache or something.
Any suggestion?
Thanks
