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crazy stuff you did on weeks of benzos (In General) AKA GOOD REASON TO QUIT BENZOS:


I create this thread to avoid and learn from our mistakes.

1. put chocolate milk in cupboard and not fridge
2. many table flops, bathroom dives and door falls
3. fell in bathtub fully clothed
4. broke toe
5. dental surgery (as a result of falling)
6. Accidentally dropping rolls of toilet paper in toilet
7. Accidentally dropping many things in toilet
8. Falling off toilet
9. Falling off toilet via shower curtain
10. lost 500 mg ppam
11. Got fired from a job for swearing at customers (really high at work)
12. losing most jobs
13. No memory
14. Locking one's self out constantly
15. Forgetting computer passwords multiple times daily
16. Going to same store twice to ask for same thing
17. Spilling things everywhere; my phone is almost ruined
18. why are cigs so damn good??
19. sometimes days of no memories
20. wore underwear inside all day out; pissing was terrible
21. fried my vid card but got new one so oh well
22. had 4some with gf but couldnt get it up cause i was on like 20mg ppam lol those were a sad cpl nights
23. no driving, ever.
24. Must be cautious about cooking, laundry and anything timed.
25. Impulse to spend money; especially on girls for sex which my dick doesn't work well for
26. reaction time too slow for fps, my fav games, and I'm a bit sloppy in NFS
27. Very socialble, to the point where you should not talk to your family.
28. high dose and voice slurs; epephedrine fixes this, so should any stim.
29. How bad does this stuff really kill a trip? I mean I did 90mg 2c-p and smoked DMT and it was astounding but is that normally supposed to be the most relaxing experience ever?
30. Loss of credit cards, licenses and other cards


Can we fix this with lists? WHAT WILL IT TAKE? How little ppam per day could I function on well without being so fucked up?

also I noticed this stuff builds in your system really bad; I mean one day, yeah it's good, second day alright cause of tolerance, than third day holy shit I can't walk. How do I avoid this?

Basically how do I avoid fucking my life up again?


so if you wanna be a benzo addict come enjoy the good effects above, the bad ones aren't listed.


so how can we keep taking these great substances and avoid the social not only physical harm. Discuss.
 
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I have pretty much joined you in every one of those things on Clonazepam binges.

Another bad effect for me is I tend to over-do every other substance when on it because it feels like a good idea at the time.
Did a 6 day meth bender with no sleep and lots of alcohol etc. when I got home I (think) I decided to eat 3x 27.5mg caps of 2C-B and promptly went to sleep.
 
P.S Im surprised you can remember most of those things, have you been a benzo addict long?

If I was dosing daily it would take me years to try and remember all that and even then I'd have to carry a list of what I need/jobs to do etc just to remind me.
 
not funny but got like a thousand dollars worth of oxys fronted whilst on a heavy xanax bender,
got an attitude like give me a substance and i'll abuse it
spent all the money made off oxy on more xanax dope and coke,
started thieving to pay back the big man that fronted the oxys
leaving needles laying around cuz i was just one big mess
got caught thieving,
took off across I 80 with no insurance no registration
made it from nj to iowa, in less then 24 hours
had to turn around cuz i had like 4 sticks left
came back home sick as hell

family took care of me
weened of benzos
had a lot of relapses

but now i got my shit together
the end
im still paying off the oxy and thieving debt
i know i kinda strayed from the topic with that short story
 
on the funny side,
had a shoe polish container filled with krink
was tagging up all over the place
dipped into a bar
the barmaid was like whys your hand silver
im like im an artist

tagged up the bar
put the mop "shoe polish "container in my back pocket sat down
mop exploded krink everywhere

shes like what the fuck you got paint everywhere
i said get me some paper towels i'll clean it up
when she turned her back i got the fuck outta dodge
 
I curse the day I started xanax. A year later my dr goes, "Btw, be careful. This drug is highly addictive." Barn door closed, but horse already gone. 8)
 
I don't screw around with benzos much anymore, but I used to take ridiculous amounts of klonopin on the weekends to unwind. I remember waking up sometime Monday evening only to check my Blackberry and find that my professor e-mailed me, a reply to en e-mail that I had sent her but that I had absolutely no recollection of ever writing. I checked to see what I wrote her, and this is how my e-mail read, something like:

"Dear Professor, I cannot make it to class today because I've taken way too many klonopin and now I can't drive. I guess I could walk to school, but I don't want to fall into traffic and die. I'm sorry."

Yikes! Talk about honesty...
 
ended up with alot of scrap metal when on xanax ,and didnt know where it came from ....

man io hate the memory fuck from benzos
 
I don't really get benzo hazes so much as I get benzo psychosis (yes really) and have had multiple incidences with police and emergency room security while hopped up on benzos.

Ebay is always aaaawesome when high tho, then the drugs wear off and you gotta pay for everything :(

I've been using a lot of benzos for 11 years, with single dosages as high as 22mg of lorazepam not putting me in a haze, at least not to the point of doing something weird.
 
ugh yeah, had a 3 day blackout on about 100mgs of valium a few years ago, dont remember a damn thing....

i hardly ever take benzos but just even last week i took 2mgs of xanax at night and over slept for the methadone clinic and missed my sat dose and take away sunday dose, sucked!
 
on my lunch break friday , there was a vacant building thats gunna be knocked done tuesday
well i went in with my hack saw and salvaged the fuck out of the copper pipe,
it was hard work ,
the pill container i keep my sticks in aint childproof
so the lid popped open and the sticks fell out into my pocket as i was busting my ass
well when i finished i soon discovered a bunch of broken , crumbling mash of half sticks , quarter sticks ect... disintegrating sticks

good thing i got 200 and some change from the metal man,

gottta find a nice cool stash spot for these suckers,
 
Fucking a girl in my car outside of a crazy meth-lady's house and then sitting naked in the middle of the parking lot while she called the cops on me.

The girl was a month below my age limit...
 
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