Benzo Amnesia?

[Vacuumhed]

It had been quite a while since I last played around with benzos, and my tolerance had probably dropped quite low. The break was intended for this, and when I one day thought it'd be time resuming my roll with benzos again, I got myself 5 tabs of 10mg valium from roche and 10 supposed-to-be xanax that I highly doubted containing 2mg as stated.

Never expecting the horror to be experienced later on, not even a bit, I decided to pop 20mgs of diazepam and awaited the highly anticipated relief from my stress. Time went on and I could definitely feel my body mellowing down flushing all the looping worries inside my head away like I had been rescued from a horrible constipation, thinking "Damn, it was really worth the wait" and sneaked to my bed for some sleep. When I "woke up", thinking I had slept for a few hours, all of my alprazolam were gone, every tab of diazepam had been emptied being scattered throughout my desk and floor. I couldn't believe it, I had strongly promised myself not to exceed my initial plan of 20mg, but without knowing anything I had gone far far above the limits. It left me thinking while being horrified, if these were taken at once, or if I had popped the pills throughout the 2 days that had passed without being stored in my memory. Some serious amnesia there and I don't know if actually more serious stuff had happened while I was being unconcious of my actions, and if I've had more time slip than I thought to have. They can be recurring as I know it.

Has anything similar happened to you bluelighters?

 

[VerbalTruist]

Thread name changed.

 

[Khadijah]

I dont really feel like this fits with Drug Culture. it really aint got nothing to do with the culture of drugs, and everything to do with the drug effects.

If this was a thread like "Tell your crazy stories about experiences you have had when you was blacked out on benzos" then maybe it would fit better, but Ima move this to basic drug discussion becuz A, it dont really belong here, and B, its a pretty common thing that happens to many ppl, and it prolly been discussed in there, so ima put it in BDD instead of OD.

 

[Psychedelic Jay]

Yep, it happens to the best of us.

Blacking out feels so bad. It's like you got robbed of memory. Like you missed all of the fun.

 

[Vacuumhed]

Sorry, I was doubting where to post this and figured drug culture would be the appropriate, because I got the impression BDD is more about posting useful info about drugs whereas drug culture more for casual story sharing. I'll keep this in mind next time

Had no idea this was common, but I did try searching for similar threads without any results. Glad to hear I'm not special about this.

 

[Psychedelic Jay]

Try a lower dose.

 

[Vacuumhed]

Try a lower dose.

Yeah, thanks for the suggestion man. I would never have figured it out.

I would have preffered the title to be "Binging epic doses of benzo during amnesia" because I wasn't really asking about the amnesiac properties, I know THAT is common. But if it's usual taking dose after dose, that you initally planned to last at least a month, in a timespan of 2 days while you're totally fucked was the question.

Well whateva, it's a common misstake for me to misforumulate the point.