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back from fuckin rehab and feeling great! but worried about cravings

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Dr.kush

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im glad to say im off IV heroin, this my 36 day clean! im going NA meetings but worried bout cravings, how was your expiernece
 
Way to go. Are you on suboxone or methadone? or are you off everything? The main component to remaining sober is treating the mental aspects that contributed to your drug usage, whether it be AA, NA, psychology etc. One shoe doesn't fit all so you have to find something that helps. I wish you the best of luck and hope you continue on your successful road or recovery!
 
fuck thats awesome man! Welcome back. I remember you. Your 16 right? sorry :P

Dude don't pick that fucking needle up again. I hate to call any doubt upon your permanent sobriety, but, but!! if u ever slip, never pick the needle up again.

But fuck yo, theres so much more to live for. Go tell the girlies how bad asss u were, but now your reformed lol.

Next time you crave. Send me a fucking PM yo [email protected] or [email protected]

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Ya man buckle down and dont go back to hanging with old friends. Pick up some new hobbies.? What have you been doing to keep those cravings down..
 
Congrats on not leaving.

So how much weight did you gain?
 
thank you everyone. im not on anything except antidepressants. i gained 11lbs.

i did what ur not suppose to do and called my old get high friend and the first thing he said was want a bag? i denied it, and his other offerings about weed. i want to be clean but im craving bad right now. im going to NA tomorrow to find a sponsor to talk to. and work the steps im on step 3 right now.
 
congrats man! honestly if someone like that offered me a bag right now id flip on them.

Someone fucking found out when I visited my mom a couple weeks back, i was clean, and they fucking called my moms house and were like "come on, you know you want it"

LOL Evil motherfuckers EVIL EVIL!!

U don't actually want to be there little pawn anymore, do ya?
 
no, but i know its going to be hard, i just had my friend take my pipe, and i broke all my rigs

i just hope i can do it, its really hard
 
yeh man. Weed makes u jones more eh. i.e the munchies. man u just got past the wd lol. go play some vid games, eat some food, go to sleep, w/e! just dont ruin ur life man

I think probably u havnt experienced the pain i experienced from this crap yet. Just cuz ur young and it takes time to catch up, but let me tell u man, the sorrow that comes from this stuff gets so intense :(
 
It is tough man, I've been clean for 37 days so I'm at about the same point as you. I was addicted to poppy tea for 2 years and quit on May 30th cold turkey. It seems like when we get to this point is where we start to really overthink things and consider relapse. IME I was so sick when I quit that it deterred me from jumping right back and fucking things up while I was just starting to get better. Now that I'm feeling about 95% normal (I'm wary to say I'm all the way back yet) it's getting easier to rationalize using again... ya know... just one more time. I still have some semblance of reason that is keeping me from doing that but I know that I'm likely to break down at some point. Scoring pods is just too easy :(
 
yo quasi sorry i didnt get back to you yet. Thats a long ass fucking pm yo :P I gota think about it.

btw,my last heroin relapse was from "just one more time" or like once a week blah blah blah. but what happens is the fucking WD from just one dose are enough to cause depression...
 
Yeah do u mind if I ever PM u for support sometimes, so I can get a couple different peoples input on my situation?
 
yo quasi sorry i didnt get back to you yet. Thats a long ass fucking pm yo :P I gota think about it.

btw,my last heroin relapse was from "just one more time" or like once a week blah blah blah. but what happens is the fucking WD from just one dose are enough to cause depression...
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No problem at all man, I did throw a lot at you, haha. I know that the one more time type of thinking is just asking for trouble, I've seen it a 100 times on this website alone but I think some part of me just wants to believe I'm different... even though the rational part of me knows better :p
Yeah do u mind if I ever PM u for support sometimes, so I can get a couple different peoples input on my situation?
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Not sure who you were talking to but I'm sure almost everyone over here in the darkside would be happy to help if you wanted to PM someone for support.
 
Good job on quitting keep up the NA meetings and get a good sponsor who you can call anytime or you can shoot me a pm iff you need someone to let out all the shit on
 
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