Probably some time around 2010 I went through a lot of medical examinations because of heart pains and other medical problems. The doctors found in an ultrasound (if I remember correctly) an "artifact" in my heart, which they interpreted as destroyed veins caused by i.v. drug use. At some point I injected lots of morphine in pill form. The doctors said they've never seen anything like that artifact before. I still have occasional heart pains and cardiac arrhythmia. I quit doing drugs in 2011. The artifact worries me. I don't see or dream of a bright future ahead but I have children and would like to live as long as they need me.
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