Nightonthesun
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Oct 14, 2013
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This is my first time posting anything on here. Anyways. Im a 22 yr old female. I've been living in this area for a few yrs now. My drugs of choice are roxys and heroin. I got clean for a couple years but relapsed as soon as I got off subs. So... that's where I am in my life. :/ Problem is I don't have any friends that are also addicts anymore. Guess I got all high and mighty when I was clean and now the only ppl I know are complete strangers to the drug culture. Cutting out all the other addicts worked great while i was clean but now the feelings of isolation are only seeming to making my addiction worse. I'm cool w ppl who don't use drugs or are against them but it'd be nice to know someone in the area who understands my addiction and can accept me anyways. I don't fit in to society's 'typical junky' stereotype. I don't use(or even know) most of the slang associated with drugs. Most ppl Ive met would never guess that I am an addict. Even in rehab everyone was flabbergasted at the fact that I used opiates and left in even more disbelief when they found out that I used needles. So meeting someone who I can truly be myself around is damn near impossible. Btw I'm not looking for a connect, just someone I can talk to and not have to hide the fact that I'm stil using. Oh and the reason I'm looking for someone that lives nearby is because I find it almost impossible to maintain friendships when I never see them face to face. That's just me... So if anybody would like to chat sometime, I'd love that 
