Mental Health Anyone got good psychosis stories here?

Jabberwocky

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I got one.
I was in my friends house, met with some OG old guys who gave me really hard speed, then bought some more. I had been awake for 3 days.
Everyone left but me. I was just chilling for like 12 hours.
I started hearing screaming and sounds of torture on apartment next to one i was in. I was like "OK, I don't give a fuck. Imma just chill."
Soon someone knocked on the door, i looked from the hole in door and there was 2 big guys there, speaking russian. I was like shit, i wont open.
I started hearing gunshots and dogs barking outside, it was war outside. I looked out of window and saw shady people running behind things so i couldn't see them.
I looked out of window and in house next to me someone was in the window with those BIG huge old cameras from 1900's and filming me with it. It looked like what people had in movie theaters back in the day projecting the film. I started stacking up things to the doorway so nobody could come inside. I called people and told them i'm gonna get killed. Most laughed at me.
I got myself some kind of weapon (don't remember, like a piece of wood i think) and went hide so if somebody comes inside i can attack first.
Some time later i realized i was in psychosis and was like "what the fuck!" I went to computer and started playing games and watching porn with the thought "OK, if i'm gonna get killed i wanna have last bits of fun."
Later i curled up in bed and put hands on my ears. I still heard some of the sounds.
I fell asleep. My friend called me later and told me he is downstairs with car and came to look how i was.
I went to car, i kept hearing little beeps but after i slept more i was OK.
Nowdays, if im bordering psychosis i start to hear barking of dogs. That's how i know. Dogs barking make me feel uneasy every time i hear them even sober.
 
I jumped out of my window in a cocaine induced psychosis. Impailed my leg in a metal fence. Appeared on national TV, the police came, the fieefighters, the neighbors. I ended up in a psych ward for 45 days. There's a vid on YouTube about this but I'm not showing the link....
 
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