Lucy Bookit
Bluelighter
I love my job at the pharmacy and have not/would not steal from them ever. However, I love and have been addicted to drugs for almost a decade. I've only been in the pharmacy for a year and a half. I get all my narcotic meds legally prescribed, as well as adderall and xanax, and a host of other medications due to a chronic type of autoimmune arthritis called undifferentiated spondylarthropathy (basically my body is inflamed everywhere) which has led to many different conditions.
Anyway, I find it unnerving how my life is now completely consumed by pills--from being at work to going home and taking my oxy and morphine. It's a strange line to walk, especially when faced with having to deny needles to addicts per my pharmacists rules (I believe in harm reduction, in part due to previously shooting up) and of course people are obviously conning the system yet have legal rxs. It is like switching on and off 1 part of my life for another every day, yet they are so intrinsically intertwined. I'm even thinking about going to pharmacy school, I love it so much!
I wonder if anyone else is living the same sort of double life behind the pharmacy walls.
Anyway, I find it unnerving how my life is now completely consumed by pills--from being at work to going home and taking my oxy and morphine. It's a strange line to walk, especially when faced with having to deny needles to addicts per my pharmacists rules (I believe in harm reduction, in part due to previously shooting up) and of course people are obviously conning the system yet have legal rxs. It is like switching on and off 1 part of my life for another every day, yet they are so intrinsically intertwined. I'm even thinking about going to pharmacy school, I love it so much!
I wonder if anyone else is living the same sort of double life behind the pharmacy walls.