Any medications and/or supplements that can be help me quit methamphetamine? I have severe ADHD and CPTSD.

[Omlovepeace]

Any medications and/or supplements that can be help with my severe ADHD and CPTSD symptoms so I can quit methamphetamine forgood? I've been diagnosed ADHD for decades and recently learned all of my mental health issues, including all of my ADHD symptoms are also symptoms of my complex PTSD.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Quitin it for good sounds as a good beginning, never had it just Amphetamine and now prescribed Dextro-Amphetamine.
But having a replacement ready when quitting Meth seems a good safety net. Prescription right ?

c-PTSD is it more recent? Or from child hood as ADHD should.
For me it developed later on if it it is c-PTSD could aswell be Prolonged Grief or something else.
Its irritating, for sure. Though some symtoms might overlap,
ADHD is no downer like c-PTSD, and whatever i have.

Dextro-Amphetamine would be my prefered [limited/ lucky] choice for ADHD. c-PTSD MDMA therapie with counseling sessions.
Thats in the future, for real, EMDR some form of therapie, Ashwaghanda 2 weeks on 2 weeks off. Maybe add or swap another.

Training the Para-Symphetic-Nerve-System. Theoratically should help.

 

[Omlovepeace]

I love your reply. Extremely physically, sexually, and emotionally abused and neglected during entire childhood. I've had a trauma bond with my mother my entire life. I've only attracted friends and boyfriends that were as abusive and neglecting, rejecting, ect as my mother is. CPTSD all of my life, but much worse over the last 11 years. Major traumas again between 8 through 12 years ago. All my ADHD symptoms are also CPTSD symptoms, as well as all my misdiagnoses, all my symptoms are CPTSD symptoms.
And I've already started emdr and somatic therapies.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

I love your reply. Extremely physically, sexually, and emotionally abused and neglected during entire childhood. I've had a trauma bond with my mother my entire life. I've only attracted friends and boyfriends that were as abusive and neglecting, rejecting, ect as my mother is. CPTSD all of my life, but much worse over the last 11 years. Major traumas again between 8 through 12 years ago. All my ADHD symptoms are also CPTSD symptoms, as well as all my misdiagnoses, all my symptoms are CPTSD symptoms.
And I've already started emdr and somatic therapies.

Good you got EMDR, and therapie. We ll have to wait a while, but MDMA based therapie seems as real promising.
About 6 years, so not a possebility yet.

You know i can t even imagine your situation. My youth was ok, got kids. So what they did to you.
Incomprehensible to me, shouldn t imo. Having Kangood my to early born son, after taking care of my baby daughter.
its something i can t imagine, knowing it happens. Having been there/ helt it, life seemed sacred.

Well a bit my ex-wife went through it sort of a like growing up, abuse and later one bad boyfriends. She told most of it.
Psychological damage, huge. Instead of blaming her actions [to me/ not the kids],
maybe i should reconsider it and imbed that past that matches yours. Forgiving. accepting things go as they go.

Allready did forgave her, but not emotianally yet [still hurts] , but ... she didn t make herself nor me me or anyone.
And the current anti-social society, aint helping.

 

[Omlovepeace]

Good you got EMDR, and therapie. We ll have to wait a while, but MDMA based therapie seems as real promising.
About 6 years, so not a possebility yet.

You know i can t even imagine your situation. My youth was ok, got kids. So what they did to you.
Incomprehensible to me, shouldn t imo. Having Kangood my to early born son, after taking care of my baby daughter.
its something i can t imagine, knowing it happens. Having been there/ helt it, life seemed sacred.

Well a bit my ex-wife went through it sort of a like growing up, abuse and later one bad boyfriends. She told most of it.
Psychological damage, huge. Instead of blaming her actions [to me/ not the kids],
maybe i should reconsider it and imbed that past that matches yours. Forgiving. accepting things go as they go.

Allready did forgave her, but not emotianally yet [still hurts] , but ... she didn t make herself nor me me or anyone.
And the current anti-social society, aint helping.

That's beautiful sir. If she's abusive I hope you won't reconsider. I've always empathized with abuser's, abuse histories and horrible past and current circumstances but I never empathized with my own pain and history, I never learned how to learn how to love myself, never learned what boundaries were or how to start building boundaries with people. You could tell her to research CPTSD Complex PTSD, it's from longterm childhood abuse and/or emotional abuse and/or physical abandonment neglect, or long-term adult psychological abuse and/or physical abuse, neglect ect, like a domestic violence marriage. CPTSD is a disorder that has significant significantly maladapted the nervous system, brain and body. It has serious physical symptoms and serious psychological symptoms, my symptoms have gotten much worse in the last 11 years to where I feel almost unemployable. Learning about CPTSD started my healing maybe 4 months ago.
CPTSD Books I recommend:
What my Bones Know by Stephanie Foo
Complex PTSD; Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker
The Body Keeps the Score by last name Van Der Koch.
Follow Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle on FB or other social media.
There are many CPTSD support groups online... she might really find some happiness and peace and more!

 

[Omlovepeace]

Good you got EMDR, and therapie. We ll have to wait a while, but MDMA based therapie seems as real promising.
About 6 years, so not a possebility yet.

You know i can t even imagine your situation. My youth was ok, got kids. So what they did to you.
Incomprehensible to me, shouldn t imo. Having Kangood my to early born son, after taking care of my baby daughter.
its something i can t imagine, knowing it happens. Having been there/ helt it, life seemed sacred.

Well a bit my ex-wife went through it sort of a like growing up, abuse and later one bad boyfriends. She told most of it.
Psychological damage, huge. Instead of blaming her actions [to me/ not the kids],
maybe i should reconsider it and imbed that past that matches yours. Forgiving. accepting things go as they go.

Allready did forgave her, but not emotianally yet [still hurts] , but ... she didn t make herself nor me me or anyone.
And the current anti-social society, aint helping.

That's beautiful sir. If she's abusive I hope you won't reconsider. I've always empathized with abuser's, abuse histories and horrible past and current circumstances but I never empathized with my own pain and history, I never learned how to learn how to love myself, never learned what boundaries were or how to start building boundaries with people. You could tell her to research CPTSD Complex PTSD, it's from longterm childhood abuse and/or emotional abuse and/or physical abandonment neglect, or long-term adult psychological abuse and/or physical abuse, neglect ect, like a domestic violence marriage. CPTSD is a disorder that has significant significantly maladapted the nervous system, brain and body. It has serious physical symptoms and serious psychological symptoms, my symptoms have gotten much worse in the last 11 years to where I feel almost unemployable. Learning about CPTSD started my healing maybe 4 months ago.
CPTSD Books I recommend:
What my Bones Know by Stephanie Foo
Complex PTSD; Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker
The Body Keeps the Score by last name Van Der Koch.
Follow Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle on FB or other social media.
There are many CPTSD support groups online... she might really find some happiness and peace and more

 

[Omlovepeace]

Emkee_reinvented
I'm also microdosing psilocybin about every 2 or 3 weeks, short term.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

That's beautiful sir. If she's abusive I hope you won't reconsider. I've always empathized with abuser's, abuse histories and horrible past and current circumstances but I never empathized with my own pain and history, I never learned how to learn how to love myself, never learned what boundaries were or how to start building boundaries with people. You could tell her to research CPTSD Complex PTSD, it's from longterm childhood abuse and/or emotional abuse and/or physical abandonment neglect, or long-term adult psychological abuse and/or physical abuse, neglect ect, like a domestic violence marriage. CPTSD is a disorder that has significant significantly maladapted the nervous system, brain and body. It has serious physical symptoms and serious psychological symptoms, my symptoms have gotten much worse in the last 11 years to where I feel almost unemployable. Learning about CPTSD started my healing maybe 4 months ago.
CPTSD Books I recommend:
What my Bones Know by Stephanie Foo
Complex PTSD; Surviving to Thriving by Pete Walker
The Body Keeps the Score by last name Van Der Koch.
Follow Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle on FB or other social media.
There are many CPTSD support groups online... she might really find some happiness and peace and more!

Reconsider gettin back together. No way i ratherlike you said.
Its been offered but i know its a dead ending trail. Thanks for warning me though,
the two lovely kids i have would get even more traumatized.
They are the main appeal to get back there. But that path is long passed.

What s done is done, no returning to the past. And folowing fantasies of another, nah.
Forgiving based on putting yourself in the position, like you describe. And my ex.
To myself, might she ask for it she hear it but its for my healing and towards my kids.
Know they live with her, " Could you be loved and be love ? " not meaning intimaticy.

Blood is blood, my ex is family. She a staple of shit, maybe she better skip and solve another live.
Its to much for one person to carry, so burying parts might be necessary in her case atm.
You might know, i only guess. She has Passive-Aggesion a conduct disorder a. o. which was painful.
To me.

And for the kids to see. Not her fault, result of upbringing. Not used in Psychology or Psychiatry.
So not even recognized. Plus PTSD and who knows what else.

Maybe I can benefit from the books you mentioned. As going through this 10 years.
Not letting myself be bitten, but not biting back [mental/ physical. Or leaving as we had 2 babys.
Responseabilty s! Prolonged Grief another disorder very similar to c-PTSD i also considered.

But recommending her not an option, will leed to troubles. So not stepping in that pitfall ever again.



Lets hope time heals things, when you put some effort in it.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

Emkee_reinvented
I'm also microdosing psilocybin about every 2 or 3 weeks, short term.

Well curious about the result, i am also considering it. At worst it stimulates neurologic plasticity.
Consideringg a Lysergic over a Phenetylamine or Tryptamine. But not sure on which solution to use it.

As cutting blotter is dis-adviced. No Fluor/ or Chlorination. Shitty destilled water points to being made undrinkable.
Some sources say, not hurry btw. Take my time last years, easy being the most productive. As always.
While pushing it the opposit actually works delaying, and sometimes to mistakes. And you can never go back.

"taking my time as the world goes by my window, lying there staring at the ceiling. In my head i am still ... ? "