anxiety. Im scared Ill die 2nite

[Noxxxway]

yerstuday i was seek. vomited 2 times in the evening, hardly fall a sleep, woke up at half past 6 am, felt like i lost my mind, got up and was like drunk with no balance, my heart was racing, light up a cigarette, and then fall down to my knees Unconscious, (i thought its over with me) almost light my room with cigarete and i would be gone, called ambulance after the accident, they didnt come , said i had some virus infection. i was in shock

im scared it will happen again tonight. and i will die.
my thoughts are very scary, I feel like like I allready lost my life.
i would like to hear some uplifting comments so i can go in peace to bad
you can check my posts and threads to see whats going on with me,
but right now i feel ill and scared, i feel sorry ididnt go to famaly doctor today, but main reason was that it should pass if its an virus infections of some sort, and the doctors couldnt do anythink about it.

im thinking to take bromozepamum, to be less scared.

 

[ocean]

Are you on anything?

You are describing what sounds like a panic attack in a way.........
But if you are taking something, it may be that......
If it is a viral infection, sleep would be best.
You'll need lots of rest.
Just breathe deep and try to concentrate on something pleasant.

 

[Noxxxway]

im taking antidepression medicine tianeptine, but i was and i am sober,
thank you very much 4 reply!!

patrik

 

[ocean]

Just try to relax and breathe deep.
It may be that you were having a panic attack and are dealing with some general anxiety.........

 

[amapola]

The drunk feeling could be disassociation related to a panic attack as well. You feel like you aren't in your body and familiar things and places seem unfamiliar. Try talking to a friend on the phone when it is happening and though your heart may seem like it is racing check your pulse and it often isn't nearly as bad as you though.