Mental Health Anguish

[Robi]

Im reading and learning much in BL. I read old threads and new, getting s feel for the past of BL and the current, but WOW the hurt I feel, reading of a recently departed Bluelight member, it hurts, cant hardly imagine how his friends and others feel, when i even hurt not knowing him as many many of you did, this isnt so much a thread , hard for me to convey, yes I feel it in my very marrow. my true honor to know so many of you a bit in a short time

 

[December Flower]

I did a big chunk of terminal care(i.e staying with someone until they die), and what I have learned is the only option to not break out in tears and start punching things is changing your perspective on death.

Is death horrible, or is death relief for those in pain? I see death as something positive now, sure it sucks that you can never speak to that person again, but at least they are done suffering