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Jabberwocky

Jabberwocky

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This anger fucking pure unadulterated anger is going to get me arrested today. Bloodshot eyes and all I want to do is assault or rob someone

This isn't fucking good

I can't remember the last time I felt like this

Something is going to happen today I just don't know what. I actually feel like punching someone and I think I just might and I can't fucking do that


Fucking ANGER FUCK THE WORLD FUCK EVERYTHING FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

Have you ever been so angry your body doesn't know what to do so you cry instead?
 
Whats wrong man? Are you diagnosed with bipolar possibly? What are you angry at exactly? You seemed fine until that onlyfans model triggered you... does this have something to do with loneliness/romance?

You are usually so silly and positive... could it be from excessive alcohol? :-/
 
Hey mate. Sorry to hear yout feeling that way. I hate when i feel like that. Is there anything that may have triggered this?

I actually woke up feeling awful today. Was in a right mood. After a good jog/walk i still felt a bit anxious but after an hour after being out and grabbing some food im feeling a bit better.

Hope your feeling better soon
 
That triggered me but I'm certainly not about to fucking assault someone because I'm not getting laid... It touched on a lot of issues and I've been up 48 hours no stims my brain is just about to fucking snap I seriously want to fucking hit someone but I can't get a 3rd felony I really just need to fucking go home idk maybe this is bipolar I don't fucki g know I'm just so fucking angry right now
 
I can relate for sure. You have been awake quite a long time so its easy for our emotions to become sensitive.

You not feeling a bit tired? Have you got any medication for no sleep? A benzodiazepine may help if your feeling fried. Other than that a shower and a dark room with soothing music may help.

You need sleep mate. Things will be easier after some sleep. Stay safe ,thinking of you
 
Snafu of the Forest said:
That triggered me but I'm certainly not about to fucking assault someone because I'm not getting laid... It touched on a lot of issues and I've been up 48 hours no stims my brain is just about to fucking snap I seriously want to fucking hit someone but I can't get a 3rd felony I really just need to fucking go home idk maybe this is bipolar I don't fucki g know I'm just so fucking angry right now
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Either way, taking out your angst on a random stranger isn't going to help anyone and you are obviously better than that - the law shouldn't be the only thing stopping that. I understand the loneliness, but man, ive been a lone a looong time and if anyone would be frustrated at women like that it would be me, but you can't let it turn you bitter. Imean, ive seen your pic, you are far too attractive (mixed with a usually charming personality) for that sort of incel shit.

I think you will feel better after you spend some time hanging out with people outside the internet, I know how isolation can make you hurt or even angry. Try not to take it out on the world - whatever sort of energy you put out will just come back to you, feeding the cycle.

I haven't known you very long, but I think it's more related to alcohol abuse and sleep dep than bipolar considering this is the first time I've seen you be so negative at all. If it happened more often, you might want to try a mood stabilizer for your own benefit- especially if you think you might get arrested.

I can only relate so much about the anger but have family members who can be the same. Relax, take a breath, go on a long jog. My nephew keeps a punching bag to take out stress.
 
And I hope you are in at least a proper state to receive the good intents of that message and not get offended.

Also, I dont know your pain. There was a single point in my life where I was being hurt so badly I did almost seek out to hurt random innocent beings as a way to deflect the pain, so I can understand I guess. (You aren't taking Adamax or nsi-189 or high doses of noopept are you?)
 
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Maybe find another angry person who wants to fight ? then it's not a crime and everyone gets there anger out. I also try to tell myself everyone is doing there best and struggling. This makes me less angry at others.

If your body can handle running, do it. Run till you need to sleep.
 
Fuck man, I don't have much experience with withdrawal but I have some exp with tard rage.

Breathing exercises usually help to calm me down when I'm pissed off. Try sitting down and slowing your breathing. Just focus on your breath. After the amount of adrenaline in your system its probably going to be hard to steady breathe but you'll manage it.

And one you've had time to gather your thoughts I'd like to hear what's upset you to this extent.
 
Thanks guys had some road rage on the way home and got out of my car but he took off luckily, my dumb fucking ass. There's no alcohol left in my system but I didn't sleep last night so I probably look fucked up to the cops. I made it home and feel a lot better.

I rarely feel anger like that it was a bit weird.

Combination of a lot of things.

Fuck I need to see a shrink again
 
Snafu of the Forest said:
Thanks guys had some road rage on the way home and got out of my car but he took off luckily, my dumb fucking ass. There's no alcohol left in my system but I didn't sleep last night so I probably look fucked up to the cops. I made it home and feel a lot better.

I rarely feel anger like that it was a bit weird.

Combination of a lot of things.

Fuck I need to see a shrink again
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I'm glad you're feeling better.:)

I hope the rest of your withdrawal is less stressful.
 
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