Thou
Bluelighter
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- Mar 10, 2007
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I don't usually wish, because who am I to ask anything of the universe? Petitioning the empty sky isn't something I consider decent practice. If wishes were fishes they'd all cast nets, but I'm usually not a fishing man.
But right now I'm so down I'll give in. I'll be selfish.
I wish I had a family. Just one person would do.
All they'd have to do was love me back.
I have genetic relations and obligatory associates by proxy of some strange coincidence, or fate.
You know what's worse than being literally orphaned?
Being orphaned like this, growing up in a loveless home - wanting to love and only to love.
I can't even have a cat here. I had a cat once, he followed me 3 miles home. His name was Hunter, an orange tabby. He was the best friend and family I've ever had. He died a year after I'd met him, and he let me introduce himself into my life. I cried more than I'd ever cried before, and surely, barring some wonderful relationship with a human female (I'm hopeful, but not optimistic based on the one's I've had), will never grieve like I grieved that day.
I'm going to get a cat.
But right now I'm so down I'll give in. I'll be selfish.
I wish I had a family. Just one person would do.
All they'd have to do was love me back.
I have genetic relations and obligatory associates by proxy of some strange coincidence, or fate.
You know what's worse than being literally orphaned?
Being orphaned like this, growing up in a loveless home - wanting to love and only to love.
I can't even have a cat here. I had a cat once, he followed me 3 miles home. His name was Hunter, an orange tabby. He was the best friend and family I've ever had. He died a year after I'd met him, and he let me introduce himself into my life. I cried more than I'd ever cried before, and surely, barring some wonderful relationship with a human female (I'm hopeful, but not optimistic based on the one's I've had), will never grieve like I grieved that day.
I'm going to get a cat.