bluedolphin
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Here goes a lazy trip report...
Set & Setting:
I was in a pretty bad mood and really had no business tripping. I had hooked my buddies up with what I thought was LSD, and they ate it without waiting for me like we'd discussed. Then they called me up several times over the next few hours to complain that nothing was happening. So I was in a bad mood because 1) they didn't wait, and 2) I had a bunch of bunk paper on my hands and I had blown a good amount of cash on this bunk paper.
So then I told them if they really wanted to trip today I'd give them some AMT, something which they'd both been waiting to try. At about 4:00pm they said they'd be right over.
The Trip
So by 7:00pm they assured me they'd be over any minute, so I dropped a 30mg gel cap of AMT. I wanted to get a relatively early start and not be up for 2 straight days, which is why I didn't wait for them to show up. I sat down and watched the Red Sox game on TV with my girlfriend who was busy mixing drinks.
8:00pm: My friends still haven't showed. First alerts can be felt, including a mild buzz which feels like the onset of mdma. Also, my stomach is a little bit unhappy, but this feeling comes and goes and isn't too bad.
9:00pm: Now I am quite high. I have tunnel vision and everything in my peripheral vision looks like a static cartoon, kind of like things would look from a very high dose of THC.
My friends have not yet arrived and at this point I'm guessing they never will. But also by this point I'm hoping they won't show up. I try not to dwell on this because I realize I'm still far from peaking, and that I have a long ride ahead of me. Fuck. No, its allright. My girlfriend sympathizes with my situation and promises to stay up all night with me if she has to.
10:00pm: It now looks like I have taken a decent hit of LSD. Things *look* like they do on LSD and *move* like they do on mushrooms, if that makes any sense. The body high has become more pleasant, and I can't help squirm around on the couch. My jaw is starting to get pretty stiff. The baseball game ended and I go upstairs for a while with my girlfriend while she decides what drink to mix.
Walking around it lots of fun. Moving about is a very pleasant experience, and I spend a good amount of time walking in circles with a grin on my face and staring at various objects as they move around. The trip is not very intense though... a medium/high ++ at this point. I'm in pretty good spirits and have a good sense of humor, and I'm having fun deciding what drink my girlfriend should drink next.
11:00pm: Visuals have increased a little bit, to about the intensity of a couple grams of decent mushrooms. I have a feeling this is where I will be plateauing for quite a while.
I consider smoking some pot, remembering last time how it launched my 25mg AMT trip to a solid +++. The AMT has not really given me a strong mental trip. In fact, it was very neutral in this sense. I knew what was going on, I knew I had a long ride to deal with, and I knew the circumstances sucked. But I was able to easily push this aside and make the best of my trip.
So I smoke some pot. At first, just a very small amount. It increases the body high significantly and that feels great. It increases the mental trip enough to finally make me talk like someone who's tripping, although it never causes paranoia or wild thought loops to race through my brain. It barely increases the visuals, which was a bit of a dissapointment because I was hoping that would be the primary affect of the pot. The visuals were quite beautiful, and everything had a gold-ish hue which was very nice, so I wouldn't have minded if they got more intense.
11:30pm: My girl puts some music on (Air - Talkie Walkie) and I lie back and close my eyes. The CEVs consist mostly of gold and red washes of color floating about (and they never manifested to anything more impressive than that). But the feeling is wonderful... very much like a cross between LSD and MDMA. I usually hesitate to make such comparisons but it really does seem to fit. I have quite a bit of muscle tension which causes me to squirm about a lot. But it doesn't feel bad. It just is.
My girlfriend has been super horny the whole night but I haven't been. I don't know if it was the AMT, but it was probably more likely the underlying conditions which put me in a bad mood. Anyway, she said "AMT is the first drug that doesn't make you horny!", which was true as far as I could tell. Anyway, I finally "gave in" (hahaha) and had some really fantastic sex. Just like a cross between LSD and MDMA, which happen to be my two favorite drugs to get it on with. So that was cool.
During the whole trip, even though I felt pretty stimulated, I noticed that it wasn't as annoying as 2C-I stimulation, for example, or even mescaline (San Pedro) stimulation at some points. Dispite the fact that I had to squirm around a lot, I still felt good. To this point there was no negative "body load" to speak of.
12:00am: Adult Swim is on the telly, so I smoke some more ganja and watch the telly again. I'm not trying to discover every mystical secret AMT has in store. I could really give a shit. The AMT was inside of me, there was nothing I could do about that. But its not like I really wanted to be tripping, or was looking for some deep truths. I just wanted to stay entertained until the stuff wore off. And cartoons entertained me nicely for a couple hours.
3:00am: Well I haven't really come down, but the stimulation has gotten a bit worse. More squirming and my jaw feels like I've taken a lot of LSD and MDMA in combination. By that I mean very stiff and strange feeling. My girlfriend has nodded out a couple times but she still insists on staying up with me.
4:00am: Well I'll be damned if I'm gonna miss a night of sleep because my friends are douchebags. I tapped into the secret emergency stash of Oxycontin. And by stash I mean there was one and I thought it would really help mellow out my stimulation and possibly help me sleep. So I ate one 20mg Oxycontin straight up, with no attempts at evading the time release mechanism.
5:00am: Ahhh... the stimulation has faded mostly, and my mind is at rest. I flip off the TV because I'm pretty sure I can sleep now.
12:00pm: Sweet. I actually slept!! I have a very minor headache, which lasts only a couple hours. Other than that, I feel fine.
....
So, that went pretty well. I will take AMT again, and I will take it with a certain friend who has an appreciation for such things. I will also take a dose around 40mg or 45mg because, given proper circumstances, I would like a more intense trip from this stuff.
All in all it wasn't nearly as stimulating, body-loading, or shitty as I remembered from the first time. Certainly this stuff is far better than most research chemicals, at least by virtue of its resemblence to LSD and feeling kind of like MDMA. Much less depth than LSD though, at least at this dose. The comedown was drawn out and full of stimulation, but not as bad as comedown from dirty "E" pills. No doubt the Oxycontin is what allowed me to get any sleep at all though.
Next time I will take this stuff relatively early in the day and go for a walk in the woods. Walking feels nice, and stuff looks nice. Hooray!
Set & Setting:
I was in a pretty bad mood and really had no business tripping. I had hooked my buddies up with what I thought was LSD, and they ate it without waiting for me like we'd discussed. Then they called me up several times over the next few hours to complain that nothing was happening. So I was in a bad mood because 1) they didn't wait, and 2) I had a bunch of bunk paper on my hands and I had blown a good amount of cash on this bunk paper.
So then I told them if they really wanted to trip today I'd give them some AMT, something which they'd both been waiting to try. At about 4:00pm they said they'd be right over.
The Trip
So by 7:00pm they assured me they'd be over any minute, so I dropped a 30mg gel cap of AMT. I wanted to get a relatively early start and not be up for 2 straight days, which is why I didn't wait for them to show up. I sat down and watched the Red Sox game on TV with my girlfriend who was busy mixing drinks.
8:00pm: My friends still haven't showed. First alerts can be felt, including a mild buzz which feels like the onset of mdma. Also, my stomach is a little bit unhappy, but this feeling comes and goes and isn't too bad.
9:00pm: Now I am quite high. I have tunnel vision and everything in my peripheral vision looks like a static cartoon, kind of like things would look from a very high dose of THC.
My friends have not yet arrived and at this point I'm guessing they never will. But also by this point I'm hoping they won't show up. I try not to dwell on this because I realize I'm still far from peaking, and that I have a long ride ahead of me. Fuck. No, its allright. My girlfriend sympathizes with my situation and promises to stay up all night with me if she has to.
10:00pm: It now looks like I have taken a decent hit of LSD. Things *look* like they do on LSD and *move* like they do on mushrooms, if that makes any sense. The body high has become more pleasant, and I can't help squirm around on the couch. My jaw is starting to get pretty stiff. The baseball game ended and I go upstairs for a while with my girlfriend while she decides what drink to mix.
Walking around it lots of fun. Moving about is a very pleasant experience, and I spend a good amount of time walking in circles with a grin on my face and staring at various objects as they move around. The trip is not very intense though... a medium/high ++ at this point. I'm in pretty good spirits and have a good sense of humor, and I'm having fun deciding what drink my girlfriend should drink next.
11:00pm: Visuals have increased a little bit, to about the intensity of a couple grams of decent mushrooms. I have a feeling this is where I will be plateauing for quite a while.
I consider smoking some pot, remembering last time how it launched my 25mg AMT trip to a solid +++. The AMT has not really given me a strong mental trip. In fact, it was very neutral in this sense. I knew what was going on, I knew I had a long ride to deal with, and I knew the circumstances sucked. But I was able to easily push this aside and make the best of my trip.
So I smoke some pot. At first, just a very small amount. It increases the body high significantly and that feels great. It increases the mental trip enough to finally make me talk like someone who's tripping, although it never causes paranoia or wild thought loops to race through my brain. It barely increases the visuals, which was a bit of a dissapointment because I was hoping that would be the primary affect of the pot. The visuals were quite beautiful, and everything had a gold-ish hue which was very nice, so I wouldn't have minded if they got more intense.
11:30pm: My girl puts some music on (Air - Talkie Walkie) and I lie back and close my eyes. The CEVs consist mostly of gold and red washes of color floating about (and they never manifested to anything more impressive than that). But the feeling is wonderful... very much like a cross between LSD and MDMA. I usually hesitate to make such comparisons but it really does seem to fit. I have quite a bit of muscle tension which causes me to squirm about a lot. But it doesn't feel bad. It just is.
My girlfriend has been super horny the whole night but I haven't been. I don't know if it was the AMT, but it was probably more likely the underlying conditions which put me in a bad mood. Anyway, she said "AMT is the first drug that doesn't make you horny!", which was true as far as I could tell. Anyway, I finally "gave in" (hahaha) and had some really fantastic sex. Just like a cross between LSD and MDMA, which happen to be my two favorite drugs to get it on with. So that was cool.
During the whole trip, even though I felt pretty stimulated, I noticed that it wasn't as annoying as 2C-I stimulation, for example, or even mescaline (San Pedro) stimulation at some points. Dispite the fact that I had to squirm around a lot, I still felt good. To this point there was no negative "body load" to speak of.
12:00am: Adult Swim is on the telly, so I smoke some more ganja and watch the telly again. I'm not trying to discover every mystical secret AMT has in store. I could really give a shit. The AMT was inside of me, there was nothing I could do about that. But its not like I really wanted to be tripping, or was looking for some deep truths. I just wanted to stay entertained until the stuff wore off. And cartoons entertained me nicely for a couple hours.
3:00am: Well I haven't really come down, but the stimulation has gotten a bit worse. More squirming and my jaw feels like I've taken a lot of LSD and MDMA in combination. By that I mean very stiff and strange feeling. My girlfriend has nodded out a couple times but she still insists on staying up with me.
4:00am: Well I'll be damned if I'm gonna miss a night of sleep because my friends are douchebags. I tapped into the secret emergency stash of Oxycontin. And by stash I mean there was one and I thought it would really help mellow out my stimulation and possibly help me sleep. So I ate one 20mg Oxycontin straight up, with no attempts at evading the time release mechanism.
5:00am: Ahhh... the stimulation has faded mostly, and my mind is at rest. I flip off the TV because I'm pretty sure I can sleep now.
12:00pm: Sweet. I actually slept!! I have a very minor headache, which lasts only a couple hours. Other than that, I feel fine.
....
So, that went pretty well. I will take AMT again, and I will take it with a certain friend who has an appreciation for such things. I will also take a dose around 40mg or 45mg because, given proper circumstances, I would like a more intense trip from this stuff.
All in all it wasn't nearly as stimulating, body-loading, or shitty as I remembered from the first time. Certainly this stuff is far better than most research chemicals, at least by virtue of its resemblence to LSD and feeling kind of like MDMA. Much less depth than LSD though, at least at this dose. The comedown was drawn out and full of stimulation, but not as bad as comedown from dirty "E" pills. No doubt the Oxycontin is what allowed me to get any sleep at all though.
Next time I will take this stuff relatively early in the day and go for a walk in the woods. Walking feels nice, and stuff looks nice. Hooray!
