bowdenta
Bluelighter
60 mg AMT - 3rd time - 30 hour adventure; coming through in the quick
ok, first of all, please no flames despite the obvious need to point out many of the stupid things I did, I am well aware I should not have and will never do them again
ok so me and my friend J have one semi-free day before I started training to be an advisor for my colleges orientation week. he had one day before his track season started. we got together around noon and made preparations to go to his physical and then head home and enjoy the night
4:00 pm - we arrive at the physical. J tells me it will take about an hour and then he will have a 30 minute team meeting. so i take 2 30 mg pills and then give him another 30 mg pill to take right before the meeting. that way I'd be trippin pretty good by the time we get home and he would be coming up.
5:00 I go get a one use camera and chill in the car as I have been and just wait for it
5:30 whoa, coming up way quicker than I thought, in fact, I am getting pretty good visuals and auditory hallucinations. PLus I feel sick. I run out the car to a nearby trashcan. I don't make it in time and throw up in a lot near a populated street. I make it to the can and hope to god no one comes over to me. I then go back to the car
6:00 ok so now I am worried j should have been back by now. I get paranoid. I fear he has dropped his pill early and got caught.
6:30 really getting worrieed now. I decide to call j on his cell and see what the hell is taking so long. he informs me he dropped at 5:30 and his eyes are a bit dialated. he said, but dude you'll never beleive this, I have the eye exam next. I say dammit, get the hell out of there. he says, ï'll see what I can do. I have about 15 of these pills in the car and decide I need to get rid of them, so i go to the nearby trash can and throw them out (they are still in the vile)
6:45 I decide It's up to me now. Its up to me to make the daring rescue. I walk into the giant complex past huge football players who seem to be yelling at me, but they are just laughing. they say, damn that boy ;looks confused."
7:00 tripping pretty good now, feeling no love, and I see the guy who is in checking people in. I say hey I need to have J out right now, his mom has been in an accident. he looks shocked and says, I can get him. I say, can you get for me (since I will get horribly lost and don't want to talk to his coach. he says, ooookkkkkk. just then J shows up and says, ok, we are ready. I pretend like i will tell him the "news"in the car and get the hell out of there.(after picking up the pills in thrash can)
7:15 we are on the freeway now and I say J, are you sure you can drive, and aparently he isn't really feeling the pill yet. he says, give me my other 30 mg's now. I say ok, and give it to him. I say, "so we made it?" he grins at me, and says of course T, we're so good. I feel soooooo much better (since I was sure we were only minutes away from being caught when we got out of there). a wave of empathy for my friend who just saved my life comes over me and I feel like I'm rolling balls
7:45 we get home and J tells me he got out of it by pretending to throw up in a trash can and we get ready for a great night.
8:00 I go to my car to get my whippets, and as I come back in, he is on the phone, with his parents! and he has his head between his legs like he just confessed the whole story. I wait for what seems like 45 minutes, although it was only 10. I do a whippet and get a crazy hallucination. this wire flamingo is in front of these palm trees and all of a sudden it starts coming alive and opening its mouth to show sharp teeth and the palm trees behind it align in a perfect row and somehow everything breaks into a different type of dimension where everything revolves around 2 space within 3-d and then 3 space within 3-d and then 4 space within 3-d (its very difficult to explain.
8:15 J comes out and says his parents don't know shit, they were just worried since he "got sick in the physical." another wave of total empathy comes over me and I am rolling balls. hiw made will come at 11 and then I will have to hide since I wasn't allowed to be there, but when she goes to sleep we can do whatever we want...but can we make a 3rd daring escape? and a 4th when I leave in the morning. fate seemed to be with us this night, but would she just be buttering us up for a fantastic fall in the end? My mind all of a sudden becomes completely enlightened, like I am james bond, and I can outwit any enemy there is. I tell J that our night was going to have to change if we were to outsmart our enemies and he agrees. we'd work as a team and beat any situation.
10:00 doing whippets now, wow CRAZY patterns are coming alive in the room and as cev's. I can even change them into extremely complex fractals just by adjusting them and then letting "the motion of the visuals"adapt my change to take shape in the entire pattern. very freaking cool. and I'm so happy, I feel a lot of love.
10:30 decide I really need cigarrettes, so I will have to make a 10 minute drive to a gas station. and then quickly make it back before the maid. I tell justing that I will be back in 20 minutes. we sychronize watches, and I head out. I make it to my car parked at a nearby house and a man is fighting with his son over groceries and and I think, wow, how little some things are in comparison to the greater scheme of this world. I get and drive off.
10:35 ok, so driving is a bad bad bad bad bad idea and I head back (never having left the neighborhood) I go in the back just as the maid is pulling up. I dive into the house and make a mad dash up the stairs. J examines the situation and determines she is either plaing with his head, or she doesn't know I'm there. we're both pretty sure she's clueless
11:00 she goes to bed and we chill by the pool and talk and come to amazing revelations. such as the complex rational of them mind, and imaging the scope of human intelligence and being in awe about how much we can do, but then seeing how small we must be in the whole scheme of things. we also determine that no matter how hard we are tripping and how hards our minds work, our actions are still dominated by powerful emotions such as anger, sadness, but strongest of all love. It seems like love is the dominating force in every situation, you just have know how to find it.
1:00 am - still getting mad visuals. me and j look up pyschedellic artwork on the internt, and we both agree its mind-boggling in its simplicity despite its cluttered chaos. great stuff. we do more whippets and just talk for along time.
5:30 its raining like crazy and J has practice at 6:30 we have to go , and its so hard wsince we both have visuals and then rain is crazzzy hard. we get a call and they say practice is cancelled and we can go home. we do
7:00 we are coming down a bit, we get cigarrettes, which is incredibly hard in the rain. yes stupid, we nearly crash
8:00 I leave for advisor training and yes more rain, but its clearing up a lot, but traffic is bad
9:30 get there just in time. and have 2 orange juices. I determine this make me start tripping a lot harder
basically I was tripping all day and came down completely at 10 pm
I will change some stuff when i get time, but i must go now
ok, first of all, please no flames despite the obvious need to point out many of the stupid things I did, I am well aware I should not have and will never do them again
ok so me and my friend J have one semi-free day before I started training to be an advisor for my colleges orientation week. he had one day before his track season started. we got together around noon and made preparations to go to his physical and then head home and enjoy the night
4:00 pm - we arrive at the physical. J tells me it will take about an hour and then he will have a 30 minute team meeting. so i take 2 30 mg pills and then give him another 30 mg pill to take right before the meeting. that way I'd be trippin pretty good by the time we get home and he would be coming up.
5:00 I go get a one use camera and chill in the car as I have been and just wait for it
5:30 whoa, coming up way quicker than I thought, in fact, I am getting pretty good visuals and auditory hallucinations. PLus I feel sick. I run out the car to a nearby trashcan. I don't make it in time and throw up in a lot near a populated street. I make it to the can and hope to god no one comes over to me. I then go back to the car
6:00 ok so now I am worried j should have been back by now. I get paranoid. I fear he has dropped his pill early and got caught.
6:30 really getting worrieed now. I decide to call j on his cell and see what the hell is taking so long. he informs me he dropped at 5:30 and his eyes are a bit dialated. he said, but dude you'll never beleive this, I have the eye exam next. I say dammit, get the hell out of there. he says, ï'll see what I can do. I have about 15 of these pills in the car and decide I need to get rid of them, so i go to the nearby trash can and throw them out (they are still in the vile)
6:45 I decide It's up to me now. Its up to me to make the daring rescue. I walk into the giant complex past huge football players who seem to be yelling at me, but they are just laughing. they say, damn that boy ;looks confused."
7:00 tripping pretty good now, feeling no love, and I see the guy who is in checking people in. I say hey I need to have J out right now, his mom has been in an accident. he looks shocked and says, I can get him. I say, can you get for me (since I will get horribly lost and don't want to talk to his coach. he says, ooookkkkkk. just then J shows up and says, ok, we are ready. I pretend like i will tell him the "news"in the car and get the hell out of there.(after picking up the pills in thrash can)
7:15 we are on the freeway now and I say J, are you sure you can drive, and aparently he isn't really feeling the pill yet. he says, give me my other 30 mg's now. I say ok, and give it to him. I say, "so we made it?" he grins at me, and says of course T, we're so good. I feel soooooo much better (since I was sure we were only minutes away from being caught when we got out of there). a wave of empathy for my friend who just saved my life comes over me and I feel like I'm rolling balls
7:45 we get home and J tells me he got out of it by pretending to throw up in a trash can and we get ready for a great night.
8:00 I go to my car to get my whippets, and as I come back in, he is on the phone, with his parents! and he has his head between his legs like he just confessed the whole story. I wait for what seems like 45 minutes, although it was only 10. I do a whippet and get a crazy hallucination. this wire flamingo is in front of these palm trees and all of a sudden it starts coming alive and opening its mouth to show sharp teeth and the palm trees behind it align in a perfect row and somehow everything breaks into a different type of dimension where everything revolves around 2 space within 3-d and then 3 space within 3-d and then 4 space within 3-d (its very difficult to explain.
8:15 J comes out and says his parents don't know shit, they were just worried since he "got sick in the physical." another wave of total empathy comes over me and I am rolling balls. hiw made will come at 11 and then I will have to hide since I wasn't allowed to be there, but when she goes to sleep we can do whatever we want...but can we make a 3rd daring escape? and a 4th when I leave in the morning. fate seemed to be with us this night, but would she just be buttering us up for a fantastic fall in the end? My mind all of a sudden becomes completely enlightened, like I am james bond, and I can outwit any enemy there is. I tell J that our night was going to have to change if we were to outsmart our enemies and he agrees. we'd work as a team and beat any situation.
10:00 doing whippets now, wow CRAZY patterns are coming alive in the room and as cev's. I can even change them into extremely complex fractals just by adjusting them and then letting "the motion of the visuals"adapt my change to take shape in the entire pattern. very freaking cool. and I'm so happy, I feel a lot of love.
10:30 decide I really need cigarrettes, so I will have to make a 10 minute drive to a gas station. and then quickly make it back before the maid. I tell justing that I will be back in 20 minutes. we sychronize watches, and I head out. I make it to my car parked at a nearby house and a man is fighting with his son over groceries and and I think, wow, how little some things are in comparison to the greater scheme of this world. I get and drive off.
10:35 ok, so driving is a bad bad bad bad bad idea and I head back (never having left the neighborhood) I go in the back just as the maid is pulling up. I dive into the house and make a mad dash up the stairs. J examines the situation and determines she is either plaing with his head, or she doesn't know I'm there. we're both pretty sure she's clueless
11:00 she goes to bed and we chill by the pool and talk and come to amazing revelations. such as the complex rational of them mind, and imaging the scope of human intelligence and being in awe about how much we can do, but then seeing how small we must be in the whole scheme of things. we also determine that no matter how hard we are tripping and how hards our minds work, our actions are still dominated by powerful emotions such as anger, sadness, but strongest of all love. It seems like love is the dominating force in every situation, you just have know how to find it.
1:00 am - still getting mad visuals. me and j look up pyschedellic artwork on the internt, and we both agree its mind-boggling in its simplicity despite its cluttered chaos. great stuff. we do more whippets and just talk for along time.
5:30 its raining like crazy and J has practice at 6:30 we have to go , and its so hard wsince we both have visuals and then rain is crazzzy hard. we get a call and they say practice is cancelled and we can go home. we do
7:00 we are coming down a bit, we get cigarrettes, which is incredibly hard in the rain. yes stupid, we nearly crash
8:00 I leave for advisor training and yes more rain, but its clearing up a lot, but traffic is bad
9:30 get there just in time. and have 2 orange juices. I determine this make me start tripping a lot harder
basically I was tripping all day and came down completely at 10 pm
I will change some stuff when i get time, but i must go now
