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AMT - 5th Time - AMTrip To The Hospital

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sonar

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I was persuaded to post this trip report by a few friends, please note it is also available on erowid:
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php3?ID=14531
Let's get on with it...
T+ 0:00 30 mg oral AMT (powder / crystals)
T+ 0:30 30 mg oral AMT (powder / crystals)
T+ 1:30 30 mg oral AMT (powder / crystals)
T+ 3:30 30 mg oral AMT (powder / crystals)
Well I first decided to try AMT, because it was one of the few research chemicals that didn't have any deaths attributed to it yet (a plus) unlike 2C-T-7 and that shizzle. So I went ahead and ordered 1g, got it on a friday, but forgot to order the scale so I waited until monday to order that. However, my friend and I couldn't wait so to get an approximate (if you can even call it that) dosage we dumped it all out and split it into 10 equal piles and each took a 1/3 of 1 pile (~33mg). So we swallowed it (in a cap) and waited for the effects. I got a weird feeling in my head and this lasted for about an hr then I just got this weird smile on my face, was happy. Some people say its kind of like ecstasy, but I didn't really find it to be all that pronounced. All the lights kind of had a nice glow around them and shadows looked cool (this was at night). This was my first actual psychedelic drug. Anyways, it was a nice experience, I experienced a little nausea but nothing I would puke on. After that I tripped about 3 more times, but I actually had a scale and measure out 30-35mg each time. This was all before my bad experience.
So April 28 (sunday) my friend and I rolled that night and were still up @ 6am so we decided to just stay awake. Somehow we got the idea to trip on AMT during the day while my mom was gone. So she left for work and we started out dosing. First I only took 30mg, about 30min later I took another 30mg because I decided it was time to actually SEE something! I had never had an open-eyed visual before with my previous trips. So to make the long story short my friend kept making pills and I kept taking them. The thing about AMT is it is such a long experience it takes time to hit peak. So around noon (+4hrs) I started to see my first open-eyed visuals. I was amazed as I looked at the grass across the ditch in my backyard and my dog and my mother's plants and such. So we decided to go and rent Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. OMG that is the weirdest movie on the planet. I only watched about 30min of it before shutting it off.
So I decided to take 1 last pill at a little after noon. I don't know what I was thinking...this was 120+mg total. At about 1 the trip started to turn bad. I think I realized how much I took and that my mom was going to be home in 5 hrs. I soon became delerious, insane, just straight crazy. One of my sober friends came over and helped pick up my house (we had trashed it) and him and my tripmate realized I was 'way passed baked'. This is the point of no return. There was nothing I could do, I couldn't sleep, or relax. I was spurting off random things and kept tossing and turning on my bed. I was begging one of them to knock me out.
Then the trip proceeded to get worse. My little brother came home. He's straight as an arrow, no drugs, he's 16. I think I scared the shit out of him. At about 3:30 my friend and my brother decided they need to take me somewhere to settle me down before my mom gets home. So we got in his car and he drove us around trying to find my office building so they could stash me in my office. By this point I was far too gone and it was tough to comprehend things. It was a hot day and I was in the backseat of his car when the real bad visuals started to set in. Soon enough every car became a cop car and every stop light we were surrounded by cops. I started to see spider webs everywhere in the car and bugs and spiders were crawling all over the place. Then the car seats started to corrode away. Now remember I had never seen an open-eye visual before today.
So naturally I started to REALLY freak out. They kept yelling at me to settle down and relax. This just started to freak me out more. Then everything started to get darker and decay more (like molding bread). This is where my memory starts to fog up. I remember in the car with my brother and my friend telling me I needed to snap out of it NOW, because my mom would be home any minute. I remember them yelling 'IF YOU ARE SERIOUS SAM THIS IS THE TIME TO WAKE THE FUCK UP NOW, I AM NOT KIDDING!' and I mean this is in a loud very stern voice.
I thought I was dying and this was the only thing keeping me alive. It was like staring at death right in the face, I remember my heart pounding and not knowing what to do because I couldn't do anything. I wasn't in control. I value control in my life more than almost anything. This is where basically I just fainted or something. My memory stops there and there's a blank spot in my mind for about 30min. The next thing I remember is my dad (he's a doctor) sitting on my bed 'sam what'd you take, whats wrong?' in a nice voice and my mom crying on the phone to the 911 center.
All of a sudden I just started out yelling every drug name I knew. Dilaudid, pcp, etc. Even though I'd never even seen most of them. They knew i was way past gone and I was just scared to death, as everything was still decaying more and more. Then I heard my mom say, he's gone and I just stopped. I remember hearing sirens as everything was melting. I remember seeing a detective I knew (he went to my church) and I thought I was in a funeral parlor because I was seeing ppl I knew. Next thing I remember is seeing the top of the ER room.
I was taken to the hospital in code red condition because my pulse was up to 220bpm. I was on the verge of going into cardiac arrest. Anyways I remember seeing the top of the room (the big lights) which were blue and red for some reason (weird visual). And I shouted 'I'm sorry! and my mom kept saying its ok'. I then thought I was dead and this was the after life. Spiders were still everywhere. This was the scariest moment of my life, truly. I really did think I was dead. I just thought to myself how did I let it get this far? I then woke up the next morning in hospital bed in restraints, with my mom at my side. I was in the hospital from that monday to wednesday night. Just yesterday (monday) I started having flashbacks.
Well, now I'm on my way to my first rehab meeting. Thank you for listening and remember, I think I just psychologically cracked. My mind couldn't handle all the sensory input.
 
and this, is the reason retards should not use drugs. carelessness and stupidity is what causes drugs to become hot and get a bad name for themselves. add a nother notch up for amt to become scheduled with shit like this. people if you use drugs know what the fuck you are doing or stay the fuck away
 
Thats why you don't mix amt and E dude. It really sucks that things like this have to give reaserch chemicals a bad name. I hope you feel better, but that was a fucking idiotic move.
peace
 
Sorry you had to go through all that. But I am glad you posted your trip on here so others can read it and not make the same mistakes. There's been to many times where someone doesn't know what they're gettin themselves into and end up in the hospital. Let's not create another scheduled drug anytime soon. Like shadow said "know what the fuck you're doin or stay the fuck away" No one can stress this enough.
 
Sorry to hear about the hospital, but you are honestly lucky to be alive. There's another report here at Bluelight of someone going into convulsions and having their heart stop because of AMT. Thanks for posting about your experience so hopefully other people won't repeat your mistake.
 
Yes it was stupid, thanks for the constructive criticism :) Hopefully "retards" like myself will stay away from the godly research chemicals.
 
Posts like this make me think "what the hell were you thinking"... (not trying to sound like a dick)
It took alot of balls to post this, considering the insults would surely follow. But it was a good report nontheless. It sucks that you went through such hell, but perhaps this will prevent people from making the same mistake.
 
Yelling at you was the worst thing your friend and brother could have done....
They should have driven you around, taken you to a park, a wide open space -- made you feel comfortable, tell you it's all good. The worst thing they could have done was made an issue out of your moms coming home in three hours and seeing you baked.
 
I agree with the comment that is good that you posted this, knowing you would likely be flamed. Not condoning what you did, it is a good wake-up call to others.
 
I was thinking exactly what TheGreenPhantom said. If someone is losing the plot, reassure them, talk calmly, sing a song anything, but don't yell at them. sonar: glad you were OK in the end, sounds like you were lucky your parents found out and got you to hospital. I bet it took a lot of courage to post this,
 
I just pray it will help others who think taking more is better. I hope to god no one ever has to go through that, think of your own personal hell x 10. I'm beginning to see more and more posts on AMT, so I hope they read this forum as well, I sure as hell wish I had! I see where everyone is coming from, but honestly, I think it was a combination of my judgement altered and the horrible mentality of "drugs can't hurt me". Thank you everyone for your comments.
 
Shit, that was terrifying to even read that. Im glad you are ok and are not too fucked up from this hopefully, and i also hope some others that have been posting about this drug lately would read this... there are a few people who think they have done enough research and think they know and are ready for it but obviously are not... maybe reading this will set them straight.
Hope everything is going well for you know and i am glad you learnt from this awful experience and can maybe help others by posting it here :)
 
Thanks for sharing your report. That was a very nasty experience. It's just one of those things that happens though when you exceed the dosage.
 
We know what was done was stupid, sonar knows this also, he learnt a lesson.
The purpose of this trip report is to WARN people the dangers of high AMT doses.
Sonar wishes he could of read a thread like this before dosing large amounts of AMT.
Now, NO MORE FLAMES. It is in the past, flaming and insults will get nowhere now.
 
How could you say that my rant is off topic? I am trying to get people like him and others who are using these drugs to "get fuct up, y0!" to stop and think about what they are doing. If you want to simply trip, eat mushrooms or LSD. Don't ruin it for me and others who honestly are exploring these chemicals in a safe, moderated way. Don't tell me I'm wrong to be mad at this kind of bullshit, because I'm not.
 
The purpose of this forum is to share information with other people. sonar is trying to warn people not to make his same mistake. I am glad he posted his story. I really hope this thread warns people not to mess with research chemicals. Everytime some Bluelighter asks about AMT, I send them to this post in the spirit of harm reduction. People need to be more cautious and treat research chemicals with more respect.
sonar ended up in the hospital and now says he is attending rehab meetings. sonar has gotten the message! He doesn't need to be called an idiot or made fun of by someone on the internet. We are trying to make this forum a place where people feel comfortable sharing "mistakes" without getting flamed...especially if they have already learned their lesson, like sonar seems to have done.
 
well thats a fucking intense trip rite there, good luck with rehab..it works like 20% of the time...i've been in it for 3 yrs on and off..and whoever yelled at him for doing it..like you havnt combined drugs before..its called a RESEARCH drug...thats why its used for REASEARCH you moron...he did what he's sposed to do, and now the research is done, and we know not to combine E and AMT.....
 
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