dildonian jr.
Bluelighter
well ive been taking vyvanse and its my favorite drug, it helps me so much except,,,,,,
when i come down, i get very crazy.
like theres a being/demon/ghost that sits behind me and taunts me .
i can sense it there and even my cat see it.....
ill turn around and ill hear it swoosh to the opposite side i turn.
idk if i lost my mind or if its amphetamine psyhcosis.
i cant be alone for more than five minutes without freaking out, also i no longer want to do anything. feeelings of hopelessness controll my life now. all i think about is negativity.
i have major deppressin and anxiety, which have gotten worse.
but this being is really is tearing my life apart,i have mental breakdowns everynight.
no one understands what im talking about.
i just want help.
any one had an experince like this?????????
when i come down, i get very crazy.
like theres a being/demon/ghost that sits behind me and taunts me .
i can sense it there and even my cat see it.....
ill turn around and ill hear it swoosh to the opposite side i turn.
idk if i lost my mind or if its amphetamine psyhcosis.
i cant be alone for more than five minutes without freaking out, also i no longer want to do anything. feeelings of hopelessness controll my life now. all i think about is negativity.
i have major deppressin and anxiety, which have gotten worse.
but this being is really is tearing my life apart,i have mental breakdowns everynight.
no one understands what im talking about.
i just want help.
any one had an experince like this?????????