functionaldumbdumb
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 13, 2023
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- 14
Hi Everyone,
Firstly would like to say nice to meet everyone. I've been a lurker for years and think this is a great community.
To jump right in, back in June I somehow found someone through a friend who was selling real, prescribed Oxy. Since then, I would buy 3 30MGs to last me for the weekend, and use about 6-9Gs of Kratom daily on weekdays to keep me at bay. I've never had an issue when it comes to self-control, in fact I am pretty good at keeping it to the weekends for social use, knowing the dangers that come with daily use.
Well, it looks like I wasn't as smart as I thought I was because the Kratom shot my tolerance through the roof. I used to be able to split a 30 into 2 15s and that would keep me good and happy for the entire night. Now I need a whole 30 for a single dose and that still does not give me any euphoria anymore. I rarely take 60MGs a night but it does happen sometimes, I always keep it to 30 a night.
How deep in am I? Am I still able to save my tolerance or am I pretty much screwed at this point? Would you guys consider me heavily addicted? If I were to quit the Kratom I do notice myself waking up early in the morning sweaty but symptoms do not go beyond that. Is my tolerance able to be saved? I started taking Kratom because I wanted something light to replace Oxy during the weekends, if I knew the harm it would have caused on my tolerance I would have never started.
I have a profound respect and appreciation for the drug, I keep it to weekends and only dose at night. I do not "chase the dragon," but I do want to feel some sort of euphoria. Any tips on keeping the tolerance at bay for a weekend warrior like me would be very much appreciated. This isn't a post asking how to quit as I don't think I have a problem, I would just love to hear how anyone else has kept their tolerance in control while being a self controlled weekend user like I am.
Firstly would like to say nice to meet everyone. I've been a lurker for years and think this is a great community.
To jump right in, back in June I somehow found someone through a friend who was selling real, prescribed Oxy. Since then, I would buy 3 30MGs to last me for the weekend, and use about 6-9Gs of Kratom daily on weekdays to keep me at bay. I've never had an issue when it comes to self-control, in fact I am pretty good at keeping it to the weekends for social use, knowing the dangers that come with daily use.
Well, it looks like I wasn't as smart as I thought I was because the Kratom shot my tolerance through the roof. I used to be able to split a 30 into 2 15s and that would keep me good and happy for the entire night. Now I need a whole 30 for a single dose and that still does not give me any euphoria anymore. I rarely take 60MGs a night but it does happen sometimes, I always keep it to 30 a night.
How deep in am I? Am I still able to save my tolerance or am I pretty much screwed at this point? Would you guys consider me heavily addicted? If I were to quit the Kratom I do notice myself waking up early in the morning sweaty but symptoms do not go beyond that. Is my tolerance able to be saved? I started taking Kratom because I wanted something light to replace Oxy during the weekends, if I knew the harm it would have caused on my tolerance I would have never started.
I have a profound respect and appreciation for the drug, I keep it to weekends and only dose at night. I do not "chase the dragon," but I do want to feel some sort of euphoria. Any tips on keeping the tolerance at bay for a weekend warrior like me would be very much appreciated. This isn't a post asking how to quit as I don't think I have a problem, I would just love to hear how anyone else has kept their tolerance in control while being a self controlled weekend user like I am.