Alone Again...

[*SWeeT-e*]

I miss soft touches on skin
and kisses in the rain,
sleeping side by side
and having kraft dinner for breakfast.
I miss spontaneous road trips
late at night,
the locking of eyes across
a crowded room,
and dancing like we're
the only two people in the world.
I miss hearing you
mumble in your sleep.
I miss skipping classes
and sleeping in,
listening to trance and feeling
so safe
in your arms.
I miss being in love.
Or thinking I was.
But mostly,
I miss the Dream.
The Dream that you would be
The One,
my special sweetheart,
my other half.
The One,
who would need me as much as
I needed him,
who could not live without me,
nor I him.
The One,
who would love me forever
and never let me be
Alone,
Again.
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I just broke up with my boyfriend last night...yet another brief yet intense relationship, failed. I wonder if there is such a person as The One, or if you just have to end up settling? It's hard to keep dreaming sometimes.
Peace,
kimmy.
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We are each of us angels with only one wing. And we could only fly embracing each other.

 

[*SWeeT-e*]

P.S. The guy in this poem is NOT the same as the guy in the other poem I wrote on here!
~kimmy.

 

[Goddess]

Nice poem. I know how you feel...the lonely part. Before, I used to have someone at all time but now his gone...but oh well life goes on...and your life will too

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I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work

 

[Big_Red]

I just got my heart broken by someone i loved and i found out he had another girl on the side the same time when we were together. i cried for 3 days straight, but now i realize he does not know what love is. its just words with no meaning or comprhension. he's just your typical guy. guys only lie,cheat,and play.
*angie*

 

[Ashke]

That was a wonderful piece! I'm sorry this has happened to you, but I really admire the way you take something awful and can vent and express yourself and come up with such beautiful words.
~*~ Ashke ~*~

 

[AnTiLooP]

OMG....... That was real good. I could place myself in those words of yours. My ex broke up with me 5 months ago and still I'm thinking of her now and then wherever i roll. Its not so difficult after sometime. I gone to the extremes like slashing wrist and overdosing on antidepressants. Man... thats not a good feelin so all i can say is let time heal your wounds and maybe soon enuff the right guy would walk up your door. For now.. just Roll and Feel Plurry... For there are bluelighters all around the world who will definitely not turn away if you ask for a listening ear..

)))))))))))
PLUR for Life..

 

[feelinfine]

sweet-e
You really summed it up...I too find myself wondering if you "just have to settle"
Its an uneasy feeling just not knowing. And your ending signature about us being angels with only one wing is so peaceful....Thanks for sharing! Take care things will ALWAYS get better.
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feelinfine

 

[CyaLuvyaBye]

im soooo going thru this rite now
and it hurts real bad thank you for ur words
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i thought it was you i needed nevertheless i have learnt thru the pain i needed me

 

[richierich]

I feel you, all of you. I'm single now and have been for a long while (5 years), but i still beleive in The One. There are soo many wonderfully nice peole out there, it's hard to find them true, but never the less thery're out there looking for that special someone too, we just gotta believe and be true to ourselves and unafraid to reach out again.
Thanks for the beautiful heartfelt words!
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there's no need to fear, richierich is here!

 

[Starfucker]

Ah, we've all been there. I've been single for way too long too, but... that's the way it goes sometimes I guess. Don't worry. The yukky feelings will go away and you can enjoy being single for a bit.