psychonaut65
Bluelighter
alcohol+cannabis+syrian rue+mushrooms+nitrous - experienced - cosmic ecstasy
Voyagers/participants: A, B ad C
Timeset: approximately 00:00 Astral event/phase of moon: Harvest moon
Dose: 1 measure of Whiskey, Cannabis roughly 4g, 3g Syrian Rue and 4g Psilocybe Cubensis with roughly 12 bulbs of nitrous oxide consumed throughout the duration of the experience.
Setting: nearby woods perfect setting
Mindset: Not adequate and certain frustration for me as B wanted to watch football match before we left which made us set up camp much later than I anticipated.
Experience rating (Shulgin’s scale): PLUS THREE (+++) verging on a plus 4 experience if had not been for my fellow tripper C’s arrogant and dumbfounding ignorance to the profound activity of mushrooms.
After wandering around Goring for thirty minutes C and we eventually went to B’s house. We arrived with his parents soon to leave the premises and we sat talking and listening to music. We went up to B’s room and rolled some joints, we all had around half a measure of Whiskey and a bulb of Nitrous each. Unfortunately for me as I loathe football a football match was on and we watched it for a while before we went out for a couple of joints. As we came back I urged that we get a move on so we made magic chocolate out of the mushrooms, the football match was still on so I was made to watch it. When we had finished making the chocolate broth I began to organise the stuff ready for the trip, yet again I was made to watch a pointless football match until around 22:00. We eventually left with all our gear to set us up for the night.
We began walking up to our setting and talked along the way; it was a two mile trek up to the Holies where we were going to ingest Teonanacatl. As we walked we came upon a large steep hill this was very tiresome in due to the steep incline. We stopped at the top and as C was new to any such psychedelics we tried to prepare him for what was about to unfold. We turned around and there was a giant orange sphere in the sky: a harvest moon. I had previously asked C in a phone call some time ago to prepare for this moment by reading and making an effort to know what the experience in taking psychedelics/psychotomimetic drugs is like but this was to no avail.
As we made the last leg towards our final setting we found ourselves in the presence of no one and for me it was extremely comforting and relaxing; I usually walk to these woods for a quiet and peaceful spliff as these woods allow me to contemplate and think of the world they also inspire me with their mysticism and tranquillity. During October and November I usually make the effort to trek up here to find Liberty caps growing in their natural environment.
No matter what effort I made my fellow voyagers made little conversation about the experience and little preparation for our journey. We eventually arrived at our destination to camp and as it was near dark I found my head torch to set up the tent. With everything set up and organised I ingested Syrian Rue at approximately 23:10, I was the only one taking Syrian Rue and we decided to wait until 00:00 to ingest the magic chocolate. I made a fire just in time to take them and as we sat by the fire we slowly sipped the chocolate broth and for me anyway this was a sacred ritual.
The fire was amazing to sit and take mushrooms by it provided light and warmth. I felt a buzz throughout my body and began to feel the first effects of the mushrooms so I quickly rolled a joint and we began smoking to level the nausea. B went in to the tent to lie down as he was not feeling good and as he claimed to me earlier began to “freak out.”8( I sat talking to C who was feeling the effects for the very first time and he was mystified to it. The fire provided entertainment in watching the now glowing embers constantly changing in colour and shape.
B came back out of the tent and vomited he subsequently felt a lot better and sat next to us around the fire once again. I put on Enigma and the familiar sound of Gregorian Monks came across which was exhilarating exciting as Enigma is something I like to put on during every trip/experience
. We started enjoying ourselves thoroughly; the mushrooms were so evidently playful that night I think due to the profound setting I had chosen. I looked at the ground to see the grass morphing into Mayan patterns, C’s eyes were filled with wonder and amazement as I talked to him about what he was feeling. A strange sensation engulfed me, needle like feelings spreads throughout my body in the most unusual fashion. I was feeling so at one with nature and the universe at that point nothing could have been better, I put underworld on the CD player and began dancing, I ran around thinking I was an aeroplane I was in cosmic ecstasy. The setting had brought the trip to such a level for me I was delighted; now it was my time to inhale nitrous for the very first time during a psychedelic experience, I found a balloon and placed it on the steel whippit, the sound coming from the filling of the balloon was erratic and disturbing; however, it was like loading a gun to shoot me through and into the cosmic consciousness and back, to obliterate my ego and thrust me into cosmic pleasure. Sure enough I was blasted into another plane of consciousness that I found delightful and orgasmic; however, not in a sexual sense it was orgasmic in that I had found my calling to my being and spirit I had found the place where my soul belonged; I had merged with the universe for what seemed an eternity but when looking back only lasted for a split second. I was ecstatic and mystified I could not explain in any words known to man what was going through my head after that hit of nitrous only that I had been somewhere very few people have been; if everyone could of experience that moment we wouldn’t be fighting, quarrelling or arguing we would be looking for the universal truth.
C lost himself somewhere in the experience and proclaimed “who am I.” I think due to his personality he likes to be in control of everything around him, which pre-dominates his selfish nature, the mushrooms showed him the exact opposite of what he thinks life is about the fact that he is wrong he couldn’t take and left to the tent. We talked to him and tried to comfort him, I thought he was genuinely freaking out but this was not the case as he was no where near the level of “freaking out” as I had experienced in previous and first time occasions. B in being a more acquainted friend to C sat and talked to him in the tent and left me outside to be by myself. I was quite disappointed as it seemed to me that maybe C was a better friend to B than I as it certainly came across in that way as I very much enjoy talking to B about the experience and yet he seemed to be rather talking to this blithering idiot.
It began to start drizzling and I noticed the fire was dying down; I took it upon myself to build a fire so big no one could put it out, so I went up to the nearby stone track and looked into the woods beyond it for wood. I found a stockpile of logs and one by one I placed them onto the stone track. With a huge gathering of wood I made my way with each log down to the fire. The fire was now burning strong and bright with a mass of wood that would last the whole night. After satisfying myself with building a huge fire I felt quite content but it started raining a bit harder and I noticed I was getting quite wet; I would have been happy to stay out there all night; however, I was driven into the tent.
I went into the tent and the same drivel was coming out of C’s mouth, he claimed that what the mushrooms were showing him was completely false and couldn’t exist! I sat quietly, mostly thinking to myself and occasionally entering the conversation, if it had not been for C’s selfish, arrogant and stupid behaviour I think I would have had a guaranteed plus four experience; however, I do not know this and I’ll never know. From my first hit of nitrous to this point I do not know how much nitrous was actually consumed although I brought around 16 cartridges and it was all gone in the morning. Each hit provided a boost into another dimension and gave me further insight to what is out there. I skinned up a few spliffs and we smoked them, C came out with the usual bullshit until B went to sleep and then the conversation went dead. I caught a couple of visuals during this period in the tent: one of stars flying past me as if I was flying through space and another after a hit of nitrous when I looked up and a weird bubble patterning surrounded by purple brought off from the rain left on the top of the tent.
At around 4/5:00 in the morning I heard “moooo” and looked out of my tents window to see a regiment of cows staring at the tent with the most blank expression I have ever seen, I laughed as they were obviously dumbfounded by the large dark dome on their territory like in 2001: a space odyssey. On looking out the tent the fire was still burning strong. I got out of the tent with my gas stove and bacon and began the best fry-up I have ever had
. All of us were very hungry because of the necessary fasting prior to the trip. The bacon was soooooo good wrapped in bread.
I looked around and we were most definitely in one of the most beautiful places of the world with not a person to be seen in the vicinity. B and C carried on with their usual drab conversation not related to the experience we had just had and I remained out of it listening to never ending gob-shite. I was quite angry it seemed that I was the only one bothered about the experience and the tent, when it was nearly time to leave they both asked me to take it down and I said “I’m not the only fucking one hear am I” as their attitude was awful, I did basically take it down by myself which didn’t help my temper. After a long walk back to my house via the train station loaded like a pack horse,I was exhausted. I took a long awaited shower and went to bed going 25 hours without sleep which I have never done before.
I enjoyed my psychedelic experience but my friends let me down as they didn’t really care about it so I was left rather disappointed. I will be much, much more careful when introducing people to mushrooms in the future as in this case introducing C spoiled it for me and it was not nearly as good as it could have been. My friend |B seemed to somewhat ignore me during this as the level of conversation was pointless and they must of seen me just a little bit unhappy if not more when in actual fact I was pretty furious and upset
.
Be very careful in choosing people to trip with as it can tear friendships apart, I would of thought it would bring them closer together but in this instance it had the complete opposite effect.
Thanks for reading
Iopener
Voyagers/participants: A, B ad C
Timeset: approximately 00:00 Astral event/phase of moon: Harvest moon
Dose: 1 measure of Whiskey, Cannabis roughly 4g, 3g Syrian Rue and 4g Psilocybe Cubensis with roughly 12 bulbs of nitrous oxide consumed throughout the duration of the experience.
Setting: nearby woods perfect setting
Mindset: Not adequate and certain frustration for me as B wanted to watch football match before we left which made us set up camp much later than I anticipated.
Experience rating (Shulgin’s scale): PLUS THREE (+++) verging on a plus 4 experience if had not been for my fellow tripper C’s arrogant and dumbfounding ignorance to the profound activity of mushrooms.
After wandering around Goring for thirty minutes C and we eventually went to B’s house. We arrived with his parents soon to leave the premises and we sat talking and listening to music. We went up to B’s room and rolled some joints, we all had around half a measure of Whiskey and a bulb of Nitrous each. Unfortunately for me as I loathe football a football match was on and we watched it for a while before we went out for a couple of joints. As we came back I urged that we get a move on so we made magic chocolate out of the mushrooms, the football match was still on so I was made to watch it. When we had finished making the chocolate broth I began to organise the stuff ready for the trip, yet again I was made to watch a pointless football match until around 22:00. We eventually left with all our gear to set us up for the night.
We began walking up to our setting and talked along the way; it was a two mile trek up to the Holies where we were going to ingest Teonanacatl. As we walked we came upon a large steep hill this was very tiresome in due to the steep incline. We stopped at the top and as C was new to any such psychedelics we tried to prepare him for what was about to unfold. We turned around and there was a giant orange sphere in the sky: a harvest moon. I had previously asked C in a phone call some time ago to prepare for this moment by reading and making an effort to know what the experience in taking psychedelics/psychotomimetic drugs is like but this was to no avail.
As we made the last leg towards our final setting we found ourselves in the presence of no one and for me it was extremely comforting and relaxing; I usually walk to these woods for a quiet and peaceful spliff as these woods allow me to contemplate and think of the world they also inspire me with their mysticism and tranquillity. During October and November I usually make the effort to trek up here to find Liberty caps growing in their natural environment.
No matter what effort I made my fellow voyagers made little conversation about the experience and little preparation for our journey. We eventually arrived at our destination to camp and as it was near dark I found my head torch to set up the tent. With everything set up and organised I ingested Syrian Rue at approximately 23:10, I was the only one taking Syrian Rue and we decided to wait until 00:00 to ingest the magic chocolate. I made a fire just in time to take them and as we sat by the fire we slowly sipped the chocolate broth and for me anyway this was a sacred ritual.
The fire was amazing to sit and take mushrooms by it provided light and warmth. I felt a buzz throughout my body and began to feel the first effects of the mushrooms so I quickly rolled a joint and we began smoking to level the nausea. B went in to the tent to lie down as he was not feeling good and as he claimed to me earlier began to “freak out.”8( I sat talking to C who was feeling the effects for the very first time and he was mystified to it. The fire provided entertainment in watching the now glowing embers constantly changing in colour and shape.
B came back out of the tent and vomited he subsequently felt a lot better and sat next to us around the fire once again. I put on Enigma and the familiar sound of Gregorian Monks came across which was exhilarating exciting as Enigma is something I like to put on during every trip/experience
. We started enjoying ourselves thoroughly; the mushrooms were so evidently playful that night I think due to the profound setting I had chosen. I looked at the ground to see the grass morphing into Mayan patterns, C’s eyes were filled with wonder and amazement as I talked to him about what he was feeling. A strange sensation engulfed me, needle like feelings spreads throughout my body in the most unusual fashion. I was feeling so at one with nature and the universe at that point nothing could have been better, I put underworld on the CD player and began dancing, I ran around thinking I was an aeroplane I was in cosmic ecstasy. The setting had brought the trip to such a level for me I was delighted; now it was my time to inhale nitrous for the very first time during a psychedelic experience, I found a balloon and placed it on the steel whippit, the sound coming from the filling of the balloon was erratic and disturbing; however, it was like loading a gun to shoot me through and into the cosmic consciousness and back, to obliterate my ego and thrust me into cosmic pleasure. Sure enough I was blasted into another plane of consciousness that I found delightful and orgasmic; however, not in a sexual sense it was orgasmic in that I had found my calling to my being and spirit I had found the place where my soul belonged; I had merged with the universe for what seemed an eternity but when looking back only lasted for a split second. I was ecstatic and mystified I could not explain in any words known to man what was going through my head after that hit of nitrous only that I had been somewhere very few people have been; if everyone could of experience that moment we wouldn’t be fighting, quarrelling or arguing we would be looking for the universal truth.C lost himself somewhere in the experience and proclaimed “who am I.” I think due to his personality he likes to be in control of everything around him, which pre-dominates his selfish nature, the mushrooms showed him the exact opposite of what he thinks life is about the fact that he is wrong he couldn’t take and left to the tent. We talked to him and tried to comfort him, I thought he was genuinely freaking out but this was not the case as he was no where near the level of “freaking out” as I had experienced in previous and first time occasions. B in being a more acquainted friend to C sat and talked to him in the tent and left me outside to be by myself. I was quite disappointed as it seemed to me that maybe C was a better friend to B than I as it certainly came across in that way as I very much enjoy talking to B about the experience and yet he seemed to be rather talking to this blithering idiot.
It began to start drizzling and I noticed the fire was dying down; I took it upon myself to build a fire so big no one could put it out, so I went up to the nearby stone track and looked into the woods beyond it for wood. I found a stockpile of logs and one by one I placed them onto the stone track. With a huge gathering of wood I made my way with each log down to the fire. The fire was now burning strong and bright with a mass of wood that would last the whole night. After satisfying myself with building a huge fire I felt quite content but it started raining a bit harder and I noticed I was getting quite wet; I would have been happy to stay out there all night; however, I was driven into the tent.
I went into the tent and the same drivel was coming out of C’s mouth, he claimed that what the mushrooms were showing him was completely false and couldn’t exist! I sat quietly, mostly thinking to myself and occasionally entering the conversation, if it had not been for C’s selfish, arrogant and stupid behaviour I think I would have had a guaranteed plus four experience; however, I do not know this and I’ll never know. From my first hit of nitrous to this point I do not know how much nitrous was actually consumed although I brought around 16 cartridges and it was all gone in the morning. Each hit provided a boost into another dimension and gave me further insight to what is out there. I skinned up a few spliffs and we smoked them, C came out with the usual bullshit until B went to sleep and then the conversation went dead. I caught a couple of visuals during this period in the tent: one of stars flying past me as if I was flying through space and another after a hit of nitrous when I looked up and a weird bubble patterning surrounded by purple brought off from the rain left on the top of the tent.
At around 4/5:00 in the morning I heard “moooo” and looked out of my tents window to see a regiment of cows staring at the tent with the most blank expression I have ever seen, I laughed as they were obviously dumbfounded by the large dark dome on their territory like in 2001: a space odyssey. On looking out the tent the fire was still burning strong. I got out of the tent with my gas stove and bacon and began the best fry-up I have ever had
. All of us were very hungry because of the necessary fasting prior to the trip. The bacon was soooooo good wrapped in bread.I looked around and we were most definitely in one of the most beautiful places of the world with not a person to be seen in the vicinity. B and C carried on with their usual drab conversation not related to the experience we had just had and I remained out of it listening to never ending gob-shite. I was quite angry it seemed that I was the only one bothered about the experience and the tent, when it was nearly time to leave they both asked me to take it down and I said “I’m not the only fucking one hear am I” as their attitude was awful, I did basically take it down by myself which didn’t help my temper. After a long walk back to my house via the train station loaded like a pack horse,I was exhausted. I took a long awaited shower and went to bed going 25 hours without sleep which I have never done before.
I enjoyed my psychedelic experience but my friends let me down as they didn’t really care about it so I was left rather disappointed. I will be much, much more careful when introducing people to mushrooms in the future as in this case introducing C spoiled it for me and it was not nearly as good as it could have been. My friend |B seemed to somewhat ignore me during this as the level of conversation was pointless and they must of seen me just a little bit unhappy if not more when in actual fact I was pretty furious and upset
.Be very careful in choosing people to trip with as it can tear friendships apart, I would of thought it would bring them closer together but in this instance it had the complete opposite effect.
Thanks for reading
Iopener
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