Mental Health akathisia from sub's and a lot of other problems

[Dtresearch17]

I have been dependent on sub's for a few years and the last 6months no matter how much sub I take I just feel like shit. I'm pretty sure I'm experiencing akathisia as I feel insane body tension and joint pain,skin crawling and I wake up puking a lot. Like is this normal after awhile? I try to taper down and I get brutal fucking withdrawal ...I feel trapped . is there anything I can ask for to treat these symptoms as I really don't think I am strong enough to quit sub. Klonopin helps a lot but then it stops working....sorry if these seems dumb but it is ruining my life and I can't work like this at all

 

[herbavore]

It doesn't seem 'dumb' at all. You are trapped between feeling horrible and feeling worse and I don't blame you for wanting out. It really seems like tapering off everything and doing whatever it takes (therapy, meditation, support groups, recovery resources, etc) is the only real way out of your suffering. I am sorry to hear it is so brutal.

 

[Dtresearch17]

Thanks for the support I can taper down to 2-3mg and then it wears off too fast that's another issue. I got some klonopin I'm gonna try to take less sub and use the kpins mostly . Idk I don't even think about a high anymore I just want normal