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Man i cant stand this shit anymore

I aint done certain drugs for a long time. im talkin bout uppers.
and now i can drink alot of coffee and my system so sensitive to that shit i get all wired and shit. not stupid wired like a lil kid having too much sugar, but just feeling a little up. and jerky. too fast. its all in my head but i still feel it.

or sometimes i get real tense or nervous about somethin thats goin down and i might have drank soem coffee earlier or took a excedrin for aheadache wth caffeine in it or something and its just mad uncomfortable, i feel like i just took a line too big and get that anxiety

that feeling of being all upped up not in the head but just that fast breathing moving jerky and feeling too quick.....

I hate it now, i cant stand it. now that i dont do that shit no more i despise that feeling when i get the mini version of it from somethin else unrelated to getting fucked up.

what about yall?
 
i abused way too much weed. now when i smoke weed i get lots of awful feelings and sometimes i totally hate it and want it to be over.
 
lacey k said:
Man i cant stand this shit anymore

I aint done certain drugs for a long time. im talkin bout uppers.
and now i can drink alot of coffee and my system so sensitive to that shit i get all wired and shit. not stupid wired like a lil kid having too much sugar, but just feeling a little up. and jerky. too fast. its all in my head but i still feel it.

or sometimes i get real tense or nervous about somethin thats goin down and i might have drank soem coffee earlier or took a excedrin for aheadache wth caffeine in it or something and its just mad uncomfortable, i feel like i just took a line too big and get that anxiety

that feeling of being all upped up not in the head but just that fast breathing moving jerky and feeling too quick.....

I hate it now, i cant stand it. now that i dont do that shit no more i despise that feeling when i get the mini version of it from somethin else unrelated to getting fucked up.

what about yall?
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From my time with cocaine.. yeah, I know what you mean. Did it for years on and off..

What is EXACTLY the same is the shitty feeling I get from coffee... it's like all the bad aftereffect/comedown from cocaine, but no euphoria. I think it's how our brains get re-jigged to running at 500% normal speed - then WHATEVER stimulant we put it on we get a little nervous speediness.

Maybe it's the mind's anticipation of something more to come - that doesn't come?
 
Well, i stopped smoking weed full-time a couple of years ago, and now i can only smoke it if im fucked up on something else (alcohol, mdma, speed mostly)

I just dont like the high at all nowadays :\
 
^ Same here. I dont enjoy the high alone, only in combination with pretty much those exact drugs you listed. I cant say the same about any other drugs though
 
I have the same problem with stimulants, although I still occasionally take them in moderation and with plenty of alcohol.

Even caffeine makes me anxious and uncomfortable :(

I wonder if anyone ever gets enough of the opiate feeling, though? From what I hear you never really stop wanting that warm glow back, you just stop because of the bullshit associated with it.

--- G.
 
Not as hard as the rest of you, but DXM is mine. I use to do it like every other day and know I can't stand to look at it.
 
I hate looking at any junkie or tweaker, they are annoying to me now because they remind me of people I am not friends with anymore.
 
I used to abuse adderall quite a bit, 60mg doses everyday, maybe 90. all while smoking weed and going to highschool

No I can't eat more than 5 mg of it or else I get so frustered that I can't talk to people......
 
Morrison's Lament said:
I wonder if anyone ever gets enough of the opiate feeling, though? From what I hear you never really stop wanting that warm glow back, you just stop because of the bullshit associated with it.

--- G.
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I'm over the warm-glow. But I was never much of a fiend.
 
I feel your pain. I react the exact same way. I cant take cold medicine because of the pseudo ephedrine. I can barely even handle coffee without feeling overly stimulated and anxious.

I have to stick to downers, its my only cup of tea anymore.
 
I stopped all drugs a while ago because they were starting to rule my life in a bad way, I was a majot stimulant fiend and after about 6 months clean, I'd get the same feeling from am iced coffe or coffee, or whatever, but I would feel all amped and wired, and remembered how much I loved all that, so I started again, now I just do shit in moderation...
 
Uumpalompa, lifeisforlivin -

Word. man it just brings the bad iwithut any of the good and reminds you of bein strung out
 
Not sure if this is in same league but... i use to abuse cocaine heavy (9th grade.. probally 2 8balls a week), and stopped for abit then abused it pretty heavy when i was a junk (probally about a half to whole ounce of coke a week or so). I never was too much into coke except in 9th grade because it was really my first "hard" drug, but now the only time i can even stand coke is when im fucked up on heroin... for me comedown and short high just isn't worth it and i went from loving it (about 6 years ago) to despising it, the high and the people that use it.

Weed i was the biggest pot head around here for years.. half ounces of the 400 dollar ounce shit a day, then i stopped and starting smoking again and really really hated the high, was a fucking paranoid wreck but kept smoking the shit because in the back of my head i really really really really hoped that high would get back to like it was (and thankfully it did mostly, just took months) and kinda kept smoking because even tho high sucked and i was super paranoid it was better then worrying about shit all the time (im a worry wart for sure, just front to people and don't let my worries leave my mind).

Was a heroin JUNK for a good bit, at least 60 dollars aday about (not penis braggin and shit but i got wholesale, and really really good dope.. my 60 dollars not to be sick would be same as like 200 for someone else) and im not gonna lie i still like the high very much but it doesn't seem like that "omg yo im gonna pass out under this tree in the snow and not give afuck for about 4, 5 hours dog" but its not like it was back then. I can relapse (infact i relapse every few months, sad i know) and after that day not touch it again.. but wasn't always like that and im very proud of myself that i can do that now (yea its dumb to keep relapsing but i can't help it, cop-out sure but fuck you if you think so hah).

With whole anxiety from caffiene and shit i get that too. With me tho i just get twitches now and then, but biggest thing with my anxiety is im too paranoid to talk alot ill be thinking i have nothing worthy to say or whatever. Weed really really brings it out tho, and ill think people looking at me and shit, but i come up with a little way of controlling that super noid feeling, ill just pick at my hangnails non stop and for me it takes my mind of twitching and shit.. on a side note tho my fingers always have mad fucking hangnails.. ounce in awhile ill have like 5 on my thumb and shit, lately i haven't had too many but still like 3 to 4 hangnails on all my fingers.. which is all time low haha. Ohh, the whole strung out thing made me laugh haha because i feel that way too, ill be on a stim type drug (mostly speed of some sort nowadays) and if im up for like 2 days.. not even 48 hours like morning afterwards even with sleeping till 5 day before i will whore up all friends and shit because i feel dirty or whatever its kinda funny mother fuckers be calling me to chill and smoke some green and ill be like "naa yo, i feel all wierd and dirty and don't want to be out in public" then they be like "nigga what the fuck is you talkin about, your the mother fucker that use to stay up for a week on them Es and be scared of people cuz they had clown ass faces, and still drive around hittin sales all night long".. heh, it sucks not bein young anymore.

I think everyone has a honeymoon with drugs, and then after that honeymoon the drugs isn't nearly what it was, and in some cases it just sucks compared to what it did ya know.
 
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STFU u bitchass clown. why you hatin on him , kids cool.

why yall gotta be on cats dicks for how they talk or how they do.

Iunnow even if you werent bustin on him you gotta be a retard if you think bein crazy w/drugs means you in a gang it takes alot crazier shit than that dawg since when does bein a coke or dopehead make you tough.

yea to get into the LK all you gotta do is kill an 8 ball in 4 hours and you in. Bloods makes you slam diesel into your eyeball fore they accept you 8) 8(
 
^^^ i agree, that was extremely condescending, its not like he said that he was busting caps and shit like that, all he said was his experience with drugs
but to get on topic, I still like my drugs=D
 
lacey k said:
STFU u bitchass clown. why you hatin on him , kids cool.

why yall gotta be on cats dicks for how they talk or how they do.

Iunnow even if you werent bustin on him you gotta be a retard if you think bein crazy w/drugs means you in a gang it takes alot crazier shit than that dawg since when does bein a coke or dopehead make you tough.

yea to get into the LK all you gotta do is kill an 8 ball in 4 hours and you in. Bloods makes you slam diesel into your eyeball fore they accept you 8) 8(
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I'm not sure if you are making fun of him too or if you are being serious.

I thought you were serious until that last bit.
 
I aint making fun of shit im tired of people making fun of me and cats who talk the same as i do on here.

And i was clownin in the last part, no, you dont do those things to get into either

i was being sarcastic based on the other posters conclusion that kid was with a set because he do alot of drugs
 
Haha yall funny mother fuckers

Naw, didnt take offense to nothin anyone said.. you right tho im prolly abit crazy but that shit adds character feel me? :p

I dunno nothin bout no gangs that need you to do mad drugs haha.. but for trivia worthless info i do know bloods you gotta blood-in gotta shed someones blood.. usin a razor will score ya some brownie points, you gotta bleed.. cribs dunno commit fel or murk someone they tell ya to or somethin i guess.

gang based on drug use would be some crazy shit tho.. les meet up friday night suck up a 8th pie through a glass dick then rob someone for some more while we fienin real hard, let in anyone that hooks us up with ready when we fienin an we give em mad hugs and tell em we love em they our savoir, worship them for a good 15min and carry them around on a rockin chair like a jewish party thing, cept with a rockin chair.
 
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