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Greenlighter
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- Apr 5, 2009
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ill start at the very first of my story so you know details.
I got suspended the week before spring break.
So i had 2 weeks off, so i set a personal goal to be high 24/7.
Well i was, high off my ass for 2 weeks, id wake n bake, and take a few hits midday maybe a joint, and then toke up ALOT at night.
I notice not only was a i getting a REALLY good night sleep when i woke up i felt soooo much better.
But now getting into the bulk of things.
Its now after spring break, and i just have this new drive, i have a new will to learn, and do good, and push myself in school, and in skateboarding.
Ive never felt this way before. I feel like im in a state of tranquility, i can express myself so much more. I feel like i dont have to go to church for god to know whats in my heart. And i have this new confidense in myself and my abilitys.
I dont know why but i can talk talk talk talk about how to make somones life better, sort of a psychologist you know? but im 15.
And i just love using my vocabulary now, i love using big words and being more articulate. I just feel as though god came to me in my dreams and told me i can do what i want.
So now when im on the bus i get myself into a trance, towhere i block outside shit out. The second i walk into school, ill talk to my friends, but not near as much. And i just love doing my work now. It really wierd, cause im on of the people that dont apply themselfs.
Has anyone else got this like, golden state of mind after eathier smokeing alot, or doing other drugs??
I got suspended the week before spring break.
So i had 2 weeks off, so i set a personal goal to be high 24/7.
Well i was, high off my ass for 2 weeks, id wake n bake, and take a few hits midday maybe a joint, and then toke up ALOT at night.
I notice not only was a i getting a REALLY good night sleep when i woke up i felt soooo much better.
But now getting into the bulk of things.
Its now after spring break, and i just have this new drive, i have a new will to learn, and do good, and push myself in school, and in skateboarding.
Ive never felt this way before. I feel like im in a state of tranquility, i can express myself so much more. I feel like i dont have to go to church for god to know whats in my heart. And i have this new confidense in myself and my abilitys.
I dont know why but i can talk talk talk talk about how to make somones life better, sort of a psychologist you know? but im 15.
And i just love using my vocabulary now, i love using big words and being more articulate. I just feel as though god came to me in my dreams and told me i can do what i want.
So now when im on the bus i get myself into a trance, towhere i block outside shit out. The second i walk into school, ill talk to my friends, but not near as much. And i just love doing my work now. It really wierd, cause im on of the people that dont apply themselfs.
Has anyone else got this like, golden state of mind after eathier smokeing alot, or doing other drugs??