jones-in_J
Bluelighter
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So I'm off probation in like 5 days... well that's the last date I have to go to at least
I know that my life is 1000x better now that I'm off doing drugs like I was a year ago, I have a nice new car, a really good job.. no girl in my life but hey at least I'm not unhally like I was with my ex for 2 years
I've been really happy without drugs (except kratom once in a while but off of hard drugs no more smack, crack, opana every day.. you guys get the picture)....
except now that there's like 5 days left tonight for the first time I can't sleep-at all. I keep thinking about drugs and fucked up stuff from the past and the good times from the past.. shitty how this far down the line drugs can control you so much still
Anyway I've been tossing and turning all night and decided to write this.. maybe someone has been thru the same thing and can give a few words of wisdom who knows
I know that my life is 1000x better now that I'm off doing drugs like I was a year ago, I have a nice new car, a really good job.. no girl in my life but hey at least I'm not unhally like I was with my ex for 2 years
I've been really happy without drugs (except kratom once in a while but off of hard drugs no more smack, crack, opana every day.. you guys get the picture)....
except now that there's like 5 days left tonight for the first time I can't sleep-at all. I keep thinking about drugs and fucked up stuff from the past and the good times from the past.. shitty how this far down the line drugs can control you so much still
Anyway I've been tossing and turning all night and decided to write this.. maybe someone has been thru the same thing and can give a few words of wisdom who knows