supersonic
Bluelighter
So I'm not sure if this is permanent, but I feel like I've just clicked into a new writer tonight. quite long so bear with it.
Struggling for so hard so long it takes forever and its been mere seconds, mere minutes, mere hours, mere days, mere years, mere decades, so close to forever.
Its unfocused and thats the trouble unattentive, always searching for the goal.
What will I become?
Where is this relationship going?
What is the point of life?
Don't you understand its the process of becoming that is the point and not reaching what it is,
there's always more, there is always a deeper goal.
Don't you understand that the relationship has been going and that if you ask where then the endless roads you drive will become full of obstacles.
Don't you understand that the point of life is living,
don't you see that every moment that is not now which is every moment because the present is only what has happened in the past and what will happen in a blink of a wide eyed future, is the most important moment ever.
Because know-where are you ever constant,
Know-where are you ever the same,
so Know-where should you be bored,
because that time is the past mixed with so many pieces of beauty incapsulated constantly and it will give way to the future to repeated things mixed with beauty yet to be seen.
And we need these repetitive motions to show us the innovative experiences the future holds.
This is what appreciation is.
Appreciation of a moment is only possible before and after it occurs.
And when we see that we can appreciate the before and the after consistently then the present is consistent.
Time means nothing in the end,
nothing is wasted as long as we smiled for a second,
and nothing is worth anything unless we've cried for a second.
And on spirals continously growing, flowing and changing,
we are forever rearranging.
and forever is less then a second.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
Struggling for so hard so long it takes forever and its been mere seconds, mere minutes, mere hours, mere days, mere years, mere decades, so close to forever.
Its unfocused and thats the trouble unattentive, always searching for the goal.
What will I become?
Where is this relationship going?
What is the point of life?
Don't you understand its the process of becoming that is the point and not reaching what it is,
there's always more, there is always a deeper goal.
Don't you understand that the relationship has been going and that if you ask where then the endless roads you drive will become full of obstacles.
Don't you understand that the point of life is living,
don't you see that every moment that is not now which is every moment because the present is only what has happened in the past and what will happen in a blink of a wide eyed future, is the most important moment ever.
Because know-where are you ever constant,
Know-where are you ever the same,
so Know-where should you be bored,
because that time is the past mixed with so many pieces of beauty incapsulated constantly and it will give way to the future to repeated things mixed with beauty yet to be seen.
And we need these repetitive motions to show us the innovative experiences the future holds.
This is what appreciation is.
Appreciation of a moment is only possible before and after it occurs.
And when we see that we can appreciate the before and the after consistently then the present is consistent.
Time means nothing in the end,
nothing is wasted as long as we smiled for a second,
and nothing is worth anything unless we've cried for a second.
And on spirals continously growing, flowing and changing,
we are forever rearranging.
and forever is less then a second.
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If anything I do drugs to appreciate reality.
