Myster_Bond
Bluelighter
Ben,
Thank you for the total lack of respect and interest you made myself and Maria feel on Sunday night.
I am not going to give you a fucking lecture about drugs, but you have changed. You tell me the last conversation we had that did not have a drugs reference in it? We don't go an hour without talking about it.
I am not going to be a hypocrite, fuck I love using it the feeling is unreal, but for shits sake USE and ABUSE.
"Drug break" bullshit! You sounding and act like you cant go without something. Last time I asked you about a drug break..."maybe a line of speed here or there." You think being fucked up on drugs is 'cool.' When you fucked and at a rave or event, yeah being fucked and dancing your brains out is 'cool.' But when you talk of 'cool' as spending most of your days fucked or pumped on drugs and doing it for the sake of taking drugs and stocking huge amount of drugs well that fucked.
You are not the person you used to be. 13 years of friendship, many deep conversation, with me and Maria, and now Maria cant stand to talk to you, she regrets telling you personal things, because the other night you treated her like shit. Each night you take more and more you get worse. What happened to that day that Maria came down on your lap talking to you at Tezza?
What happened to that Ben? The Ben we see now is arrogant and self obsessed, committed only to drugs and devoid of life. This is sad to see.
It takes a brave man to say "enough is enough" well fuck it ENOUGH... now can you say it? Or would you have the people that love you, and loved you before this whole "E" thing came around fall away from your side, and would you replace your friends that stick by you through everything with those you meet in one night?
I am sick of the shit man. I am not saying stop, just USE not ABUSE. Cause you ABUSE the drugs you ABUSE your friends.
Think of all the good I have done you, then weigh it up against the drugs.
I've thought of all the good you have done for me and I weighted it up you won.
I am sorry if this is sketchy, its hard to confront someone you love like a brother, and a best friend (this feeling is shared by Maria.)
If I didn't say this I would not be a true friend. Call me if you want to talk.
Adrian
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When there is a changing of generation the New School become the Old School and the cycle of learning continues...
Thank you for the total lack of respect and interest you made myself and Maria feel on Sunday night.
I am not going to give you a fucking lecture about drugs, but you have changed. You tell me the last conversation we had that did not have a drugs reference in it? We don't go an hour without talking about it.
I am not going to be a hypocrite, fuck I love using it the feeling is unreal, but for shits sake USE and ABUSE.
"Drug break" bullshit! You sounding and act like you cant go without something. Last time I asked you about a drug break..."maybe a line of speed here or there." You think being fucked up on drugs is 'cool.' When you fucked and at a rave or event, yeah being fucked and dancing your brains out is 'cool.' But when you talk of 'cool' as spending most of your days fucked or pumped on drugs and doing it for the sake of taking drugs and stocking huge amount of drugs well that fucked.
You are not the person you used to be. 13 years of friendship, many deep conversation, with me and Maria, and now Maria cant stand to talk to you, she regrets telling you personal things, because the other night you treated her like shit. Each night you take more and more you get worse. What happened to that day that Maria came down on your lap talking to you at Tezza?
What happened to that Ben? The Ben we see now is arrogant and self obsessed, committed only to drugs and devoid of life. This is sad to see.
It takes a brave man to say "enough is enough" well fuck it ENOUGH... now can you say it? Or would you have the people that love you, and loved you before this whole "E" thing came around fall away from your side, and would you replace your friends that stick by you through everything with those you meet in one night?
I am sick of the shit man. I am not saying stop, just USE not ABUSE. Cause you ABUSE the drugs you ABUSE your friends.
Think of all the good I have done you, then weigh it up against the drugs.
I've thought of all the good you have done for me and I weighted it up you won.
I am sorry if this is sketchy, its hard to confront someone you love like a brother, and a best friend (this feeling is shared by Maria.)
If I didn't say this I would not be a true friend. Call me if you want to talk.
Adrian
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When there is a changing of generation the New School become the Old School and the cycle of learning continues...
