Morkin
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Beauty & the Beast were excited to have been granted the opportunity to explore some 6-APB!
Beauty is a twentysomething 5.8”, 135lb
The Beast is a thirtysomething 5.11”, 150lb.
The Beast considers these experiences to be akin to going on vacation (& are often superior to trips like that), which he receives with gratitude & as an opportunity to explore dimensions of reality which are rarely unpleasant & often fantastical, like visits to another world.
The setting was the Beast’s lair, which is actually very nice. The 6-APB was finely ground, slightly off-white, with a light medicinal scent.
T0.00 (1.45pm) – Beauty had a bowl of cereal and few bites of an apple an hour ago. The Beast had an empty stomach, having not eaten since the previous evening. Beauty drank a measured 50mg with half a cup of purified water, mixed with a silver spoon. 6-APB didn’t completely dissolve, so another dash of water went into the glass to mop up any stray grains. Tasted medicinal, not too bad. The Beast drank a measured 75mg with water. Tasted foul, needed a sweeter drink to be rid of the flavour. The two relaxed for an hour, a little excited & expectant, asking each other if anything could be felt. Beauty impatiently wanted to do more. The Beast cautioned it was always best to be moderate with something new, especially if it was ones first trip into the Phenethylamine world, which can get very intense.
T1.00 – Feeling warm & giddy, Beauty & the Beast drank another measured 50mg & 60 mg respectively. The Beast could hear an extra sibilance to his voice that always came with an MDMA “come-up”. He expected perhaps an hour of euphoria (at best) & then lots of energy.
T1.15 – The Beast suggested to go outside to see if it could be used as a baseline to measure the high. Still excitable & expectant, the two were not yet close to the high. As they changed their clothes to go out, they decided it as better to lay on the bed in a close embrace.
T1.30 to 6.30 – Beauty and the Beast felt very connected, expressed their tender feelings & made love for a long time. Over the next hour (T2.30), the high intensified to a peak which didn’t decline until roughly 6.30, enhancing their sensual & uinhibited pleasuring of each other. This was contrary to the Beast’s expectations of a brief high with a sharp decline, followed by wish to dance to techno while chewing gum. Orgasm was not the object of the Beasts desire (nor was it ever attained, as is typical with his previous Phenethylamine experience), but the intimate sharing of each other was beautifully enjoyed. The Beast was languid, patient & open to listening, hardly speaking (unusual for the Beast), but very empathetic. Because she no longer felt any inhibitions, Beauty unleashed her full feelings of passion upon the excited Beast. These were hours spent in a warm bed, covered in bright sunshine from outside, with a shameless, forgiving & sincere passion that would have been very difficult (though not impossible) to achieve sober. Both felt warm to the touch & were sweating a little more than to be expected. Beauty & the Beast noticed that upon standing, there was a woozy, almost drunken feeling that was pleasant, but ensured some funny clumsiness. This was a delightful time!
T6.30 - Though it was about 8.30pm, the Beast suggested re-dosing. The comedown was not hard, but it was very tempting to maintain the afternoon’s enhancement of easy & pleasurable intimacy. Beauty accepted & drank a measured 50mg & the Beast chugged another 50mg. Both took Tylenol to get rid of a dull headache (a small price to pay for a very beautiful experience – though the headache may have been more simply explained by the fact that neither had consumed any food, having had little appetite).
T7.00 to T11.00 – Still in bed & very cosy, it became clear to Beauty & the Beast why Phenethylamines had been used in therapy, including therapy for couples. The Beast could no longer maintain an erection & the two contemplated using Viagra next time. Again, it was not important for the Beast to climax, but the sense of being intimately connected was strongly desired by both. Regardless, the two stayed physically close & Beauty was able to talk to the Beast about difficult matters that had dealt her a lot of pain & uncertainty. The Beast gently encouraged her to share & though Beauty relived some pain & shed tears, they were both glad about what had been disclosed, the sincere reassurances that were given by the Beast & Beauty’s sense of being relieved of a burden. Beauty & the Beast both knew that this was not a magic bullet for pain & that this was just the beginning of coping with past hurts – but it was still seen as a breakthrough, one which months of ordinary therapy hadn’t achieved. Note that no therapy had been intended – Beauty’s personal pain had been shared spontaneously, out of recognition of the Beast’s attentive attitude & an overall sense of the safe atmosphere of intimacy.
T11.00-T12.00 – The mild & not disappointing comedown would have been made easier by substances like GBL or cannabis. However, there was no source for the former & the latter was a drug the Beast had been addicted to & had forsworn for the past 2 years. Both experienced some mild jaw-clenching & were grateful for gum. Beauty experienced mild anxiety, perhaps due to the fact that she had made herself vulnerable in sharing difficult things, plus the excess energy from the 6-APB that would keep her awake for another few hours, plus that neither she nor the Beast had eaten all day (but had been drinking plenty of water). Good food was consumed at this point & an episode of a mutually favourite TV show was played to establish a light-hearted normalcy. Beauty & the Beast talked about the experience of the day, which was conclusively deemed beautiful, warm, valuable & insightful.
T14.00 – Feeling fairly normal (but not baseline) Beauty had no regrets about her sharing. The sense of relief would continue into the next day & was not haunted by shame or guilt. Beauty tends to fall asleep with ease & drifted into sleep still above baseline. It took the Beast until T16.30 to fall into a light & frequently disturbed sleep. Some sleeping aid might have made things easier, but regardless of the tiredness, stiffness & headache the next day (which 1 ordinary Tylenol dealt with) Beauty & the Beast remained grateful for & pleased with their experience. Beauty decided that 100mg would be enough for next time. The Beast considers this to be one of the finest Phenethylamines, better than MDMA, MDA & even 2CB. Both are very much looking forward to their next experience.
Beauty is a twentysomething 5.8”, 135lb
The Beast is a thirtysomething 5.11”, 150lb.
The Beast considers these experiences to be akin to going on vacation (& are often superior to trips like that), which he receives with gratitude & as an opportunity to explore dimensions of reality which are rarely unpleasant & often fantastical, like visits to another world.
The setting was the Beast’s lair, which is actually very nice. The 6-APB was finely ground, slightly off-white, with a light medicinal scent.
T0.00 (1.45pm) – Beauty had a bowl of cereal and few bites of an apple an hour ago. The Beast had an empty stomach, having not eaten since the previous evening. Beauty drank a measured 50mg with half a cup of purified water, mixed with a silver spoon. 6-APB didn’t completely dissolve, so another dash of water went into the glass to mop up any stray grains. Tasted medicinal, not too bad. The Beast drank a measured 75mg with water. Tasted foul, needed a sweeter drink to be rid of the flavour. The two relaxed for an hour, a little excited & expectant, asking each other if anything could be felt. Beauty impatiently wanted to do more. The Beast cautioned it was always best to be moderate with something new, especially if it was ones first trip into the Phenethylamine world, which can get very intense.
T1.00 – Feeling warm & giddy, Beauty & the Beast drank another measured 50mg & 60 mg respectively. The Beast could hear an extra sibilance to his voice that always came with an MDMA “come-up”. He expected perhaps an hour of euphoria (at best) & then lots of energy.
T1.15 – The Beast suggested to go outside to see if it could be used as a baseline to measure the high. Still excitable & expectant, the two were not yet close to the high. As they changed their clothes to go out, they decided it as better to lay on the bed in a close embrace.
T1.30 to 6.30 – Beauty and the Beast felt very connected, expressed their tender feelings & made love for a long time. Over the next hour (T2.30), the high intensified to a peak which didn’t decline until roughly 6.30, enhancing their sensual & uinhibited pleasuring of each other. This was contrary to the Beast’s expectations of a brief high with a sharp decline, followed by wish to dance to techno while chewing gum. Orgasm was not the object of the Beasts desire (nor was it ever attained, as is typical with his previous Phenethylamine experience), but the intimate sharing of each other was beautifully enjoyed. The Beast was languid, patient & open to listening, hardly speaking (unusual for the Beast), but very empathetic. Because she no longer felt any inhibitions, Beauty unleashed her full feelings of passion upon the excited Beast. These were hours spent in a warm bed, covered in bright sunshine from outside, with a shameless, forgiving & sincere passion that would have been very difficult (though not impossible) to achieve sober. Both felt warm to the touch & were sweating a little more than to be expected. Beauty & the Beast noticed that upon standing, there was a woozy, almost drunken feeling that was pleasant, but ensured some funny clumsiness. This was a delightful time!
T6.30 - Though it was about 8.30pm, the Beast suggested re-dosing. The comedown was not hard, but it was very tempting to maintain the afternoon’s enhancement of easy & pleasurable intimacy. Beauty accepted & drank a measured 50mg & the Beast chugged another 50mg. Both took Tylenol to get rid of a dull headache (a small price to pay for a very beautiful experience – though the headache may have been more simply explained by the fact that neither had consumed any food, having had little appetite).
T7.00 to T11.00 – Still in bed & very cosy, it became clear to Beauty & the Beast why Phenethylamines had been used in therapy, including therapy for couples. The Beast could no longer maintain an erection & the two contemplated using Viagra next time. Again, it was not important for the Beast to climax, but the sense of being intimately connected was strongly desired by both. Regardless, the two stayed physically close & Beauty was able to talk to the Beast about difficult matters that had dealt her a lot of pain & uncertainty. The Beast gently encouraged her to share & though Beauty relived some pain & shed tears, they were both glad about what had been disclosed, the sincere reassurances that were given by the Beast & Beauty’s sense of being relieved of a burden. Beauty & the Beast both knew that this was not a magic bullet for pain & that this was just the beginning of coping with past hurts – but it was still seen as a breakthrough, one which months of ordinary therapy hadn’t achieved. Note that no therapy had been intended – Beauty’s personal pain had been shared spontaneously, out of recognition of the Beast’s attentive attitude & an overall sense of the safe atmosphere of intimacy.
T11.00-T12.00 – The mild & not disappointing comedown would have been made easier by substances like GBL or cannabis. However, there was no source for the former & the latter was a drug the Beast had been addicted to & had forsworn for the past 2 years. Both experienced some mild jaw-clenching & were grateful for gum. Beauty experienced mild anxiety, perhaps due to the fact that she had made herself vulnerable in sharing difficult things, plus the excess energy from the 6-APB that would keep her awake for another few hours, plus that neither she nor the Beast had eaten all day (but had been drinking plenty of water). Good food was consumed at this point & an episode of a mutually favourite TV show was played to establish a light-hearted normalcy. Beauty & the Beast talked about the experience of the day, which was conclusively deemed beautiful, warm, valuable & insightful.
T14.00 – Feeling fairly normal (but not baseline) Beauty had no regrets about her sharing. The sense of relief would continue into the next day & was not haunted by shame or guilt. Beauty tends to fall asleep with ease & drifted into sleep still above baseline. It took the Beast until T16.30 to fall into a light & frequently disturbed sleep. Some sleeping aid might have made things easier, but regardless of the tiredness, stiffness & headache the next day (which 1 ordinary Tylenol dealt with) Beauty & the Beast remained grateful for & pleased with their experience. Beauty decided that 100mg would be enough for next time. The Beast considers this to be one of the finest Phenethylamines, better than MDMA, MDA & even 2CB. Both are very much looking forward to their next experience.
Nice report.