I apologize for my english, I am not from an english speaking country.
My previously trips: 5x trips on mushrooms, some as high as 100 liberty caps. 2x lsd one was 400ug. also done 2cb a couple of times.
This trip: 10mg 5-meo-mipt + 50mg Allylescaline(mescalin cousin?)
To me this didnt sound as a big dosing, to another guy whos taking it he described it as very euphoric, very calming with medicore patterns and colors everywhere.
I will describe this different, way different. I did learn alot from this trip, alot more than I have ever had.
T+00 I am shaving my hair to 1.5mm,it only takes around 5-10min then hop in the shower. While in the shower I start noticing the first effects of bodyload that I always notice very much on the upcome..this feeling of anxious,nausea,weak muscle etc at the same time.
t+30 the bodyload appears harsher then ever (i live on the county so my nearest neighbour is around 100-200meter away. i have a big garden, with a small plantation where I grow rasberries, potato, carrot etc... I walk out in the sun to stretch my body,always feel great during upcome. The cat that lives out here joins me, I pat her for a while then she seem to get frightned of me so she hastens away.
t+45 Visual wise patterns are appearing on the wall, both HD vision patterns and blurry patterns. the grass seem to breathe really intense while the grass tips swirls forth and back. I walk up to the plantation, stretch a bit more, watch flowers and I tend to see them in a higher HD vision than on LSD, almost as if I could zoom in on them(later I could).
t+1h I'm inside, I heat some spaghetti with meat that I ate previously day.My cellphone calls and I chat with a friend(that ill meet up later) for around 13-15minutes. After this the effects starts to appear more intense, and im getting ready to leave the outer world behind me and enter my own void.
t+1h.15m I'm sitting infront of my computer. Walls are breathing, morphing, growing patterns, shifting colors, the usual beautiful thing. I started some psytrance and could not help by notice that I have never heard psytrance to ever be this good ever in my life, not even on MDMA(the drug that enhances music most for me). It was very intense feeling and for the first time in my life I could understand the meaning when people say "You feel the music through ur body, as if its in your soul" this was very enjoyble i kept listening for around 15min before my next phase
t+1h.30min here comes my "kick me up high" thing I always do while I feel the trip moving toward or reaching the peak, it is to smoke a bowl or three, this time I smoked three. It did enhance the music even more. At this moment I felt as if I was god, unstoppable, im the best, most great looking, crazy ass dude ever.. this self confident i have never felt on anything before, and made me think of a friend who felt this way on many dissoactive hallucinogens. but this was a tryptamin + (mescalin cousin?) i assume. Here the feeling in the body got even more intense, I got spike rushes as if it was heavier than opiates, im not used to get this feeling and I started to notice I was really tripping hard, way harder than ever. I couldnt read letters on my screen, patterns appeard in my vision to thick to even focus...
t+2h I sit and enjoy the music. Then this fly comes around, irritating me so I grab something to kill it with but the thing is it only flies past me a couple of times a minute after a while I realsed it looped the same flight past me each time...which made me seriously consider him being a hallucination. why would I want to hallucinate a fly? I start looking around after him,while doing this I get a feeling that I'm on cocaine, I start to breathe really rough I get a bit pissed and I tell my self that I will murder this fucking fly. I never saw it land, or anything. It just flied past me in loops. I decided to walk out
t+2.15h. as I walk out the whole world looks different, it should but this time it was seriously differend. It looked staged, it looked like the world was acting towards me. I saw the fly once more in the same loop and though what the hell, I have no xanax so I can just ride it out. I walk up to my plantation and once I stare on the same plant as before I feel a feeling in my body I can only describe as "woooooosh" at the same time my vision zooms to microscopic hights to one of the plants leaves, I could see microscopic hairs on it, small 0.1mm(i guess) animals on it. This might of been interested to some, maybe to me too if my intention was to get this fucked up. I though "what the hell am i trippin on" the mindfuck really set in here, I had to repeat my name to remember it, at moments I could not remember if anything was real or not.
t+2.30h I look down towards the road thats quite close to me, lets say 150meter just to be 'sure'. I see two old tractors driving forward and back, they were really old. I was not sure if this was a hallucination so I walked across my plantation, over to the other side of my garden to get a better look, at which point it was no longer tractors. I could see 3 mens walking around a red car, three men walking quicker than men usualy do. They are looking at this car, standing as if it has crashed into the nearby sign, the car seemed to be as of 1940s model and was red. The house just behind them looked staged, Two dimensionell, as if it was a theather, I could see the grass outside my garden being the same, Two dimensionell. I looked at this for a moment, saw the guys walking the same paths over and over again, they looped. My mind really fucked me here and I thought everything was staged but I knew I had to face it and not fight it.
t+2.45h I walk in my house, the hole house has a scary vibe to it. everything is floating on the floor. I try not to look to much other than go to my room, change pants to jeans, take my christianity necklace as my guardian, and ofcourse cellphone and keys. All I could remember. I stood looping for 2minutes wheres keys? wheres keys? wheres keys? I held them in my hand at that time, when I realized that I got the hell back out and thought "should I drive the car" or "ride the bike?" I decided to take the bikes, just as I approach out I can see a car passing, its also a 1940model, I hear the two women laugh in it, laugh loud and looping the same 1sec laugh for 3sec over, I could seriously tell this was a hallucination cus the women looked like dolls.
t+3h I started to bike, once I got to the road where I did see the car, I still saw it and thought maybe its real okay. By the time I was 50meters cloesr, it started to diminish, 50meters closer again and it was so diminished I could not see it. At this time I felt frightned, really. I was losing reality. Signs looked cartoonish and the shifted color,size,shape. Roads was cartoonish, Cars seemed cartonish, houses seemed two dimenosniell. I picked up my cellphone, I called the friend I talked to earlier(he knew i tripped) and i said i really need to talk, now ,cant be alone.
t+3h.10min the bike ride to my friend takes 20minutes. While biking everything is really sharp thanks to the sun, ive seen colors really bright before but this way on 2D objects(grass/poles) it was so bright it blinded me. I kept my eyes on the road, which looked very long and very curvy ( I knew somewhere in my gut it wasnt as I have been on these roads for 10yrs ). Cars passing by looked more real by now, but each time they approached I got the feeling that I can throw my self out infront of it and stop it, they are not real, lets do it man DO IT my brain repeated to me. Somewhere deep in my brain I thought about a kid who did this on MDPV, and died. So I struggled not to follow the mindfuck.
t+3h.20min I turn left into a smaller road(can only fit 1car at a time usualy).this road leads from county to smaller city. 400meters infront of me its uphill to a bridge, right where I am its downhill. As I am biking down, I can see my self biking down but from the uphill infront of me, after biking a while I passed myself biking(never had OOBE never seen my self in a trip) this was actully a very cool thing to experience even if I was frightned. I passed a old guy with his dog, he greeted to me but his voice was deepend, really slowed, and repeated in my head for a couple of times. I tried to say hello back but I guess he wasnt real.
t+3h.30min I try to call my friend but he refuses to pick up once again i think its a plot its all made up he was meant to get me here so i can get more fucked up, i call 7-8times before he picks up(during this time I couldnt remember who he was, or what he looked like). when he came I though it was a plot to rob me, it all felt staged so I asked him why are u going to do this when im tripin,thats when he realized how fucked up i was. hes been tripping previously before....i kept tripping hard for another 3hrs, but he was sitting with me so i could start to build up reality bit by bit again...
Im not sure if this seem like a bad trip to you or anything. its hard to explain everything that was going on. I had to ventilate, i decided to write here. I wont trip in any time soon, I will try the same combo again, I will then have 2-4mg xanax by hand. But even though the trip was not good, it did bring many good things to me.
Thank you for letting me share. dont hate. my psychonauts.
My previously trips: 5x trips on mushrooms, some as high as 100 liberty caps. 2x lsd one was 400ug. also done 2cb a couple of times.
This trip: 10mg 5-meo-mipt + 50mg Allylescaline(mescalin cousin?)
To me this didnt sound as a big dosing, to another guy whos taking it he described it as very euphoric, very calming with medicore patterns and colors everywhere.
I will describe this different, way different. I did learn alot from this trip, alot more than I have ever had.
T+00 I am shaving my hair to 1.5mm,it only takes around 5-10min then hop in the shower. While in the shower I start noticing the first effects of bodyload that I always notice very much on the upcome..this feeling of anxious,nausea,weak muscle etc at the same time.
t+30 the bodyload appears harsher then ever (i live on the county so my nearest neighbour is around 100-200meter away. i have a big garden, with a small plantation where I grow rasberries, potato, carrot etc... I walk out in the sun to stretch my body,always feel great during upcome. The cat that lives out here joins me, I pat her for a while then she seem to get frightned of me so she hastens away.
t+45 Visual wise patterns are appearing on the wall, both HD vision patterns and blurry patterns. the grass seem to breathe really intense while the grass tips swirls forth and back. I walk up to the plantation, stretch a bit more, watch flowers and I tend to see them in a higher HD vision than on LSD, almost as if I could zoom in on them(later I could).
t+1h I'm inside, I heat some spaghetti with meat that I ate previously day.My cellphone calls and I chat with a friend(that ill meet up later) for around 13-15minutes. After this the effects starts to appear more intense, and im getting ready to leave the outer world behind me and enter my own void.
t+1h.15m I'm sitting infront of my computer. Walls are breathing, morphing, growing patterns, shifting colors, the usual beautiful thing. I started some psytrance and could not help by notice that I have never heard psytrance to ever be this good ever in my life, not even on MDMA(the drug that enhances music most for me). It was very intense feeling and for the first time in my life I could understand the meaning when people say "You feel the music through ur body, as if its in your soul" this was very enjoyble i kept listening for around 15min before my next phase
t+1h.30min here comes my "kick me up high" thing I always do while I feel the trip moving toward or reaching the peak, it is to smoke a bowl or three, this time I smoked three. It did enhance the music even more. At this moment I felt as if I was god, unstoppable, im the best, most great looking, crazy ass dude ever.. this self confident i have never felt on anything before, and made me think of a friend who felt this way on many dissoactive hallucinogens. but this was a tryptamin + (mescalin cousin?) i assume. Here the feeling in the body got even more intense, I got spike rushes as if it was heavier than opiates, im not used to get this feeling and I started to notice I was really tripping hard, way harder than ever. I couldnt read letters on my screen, patterns appeard in my vision to thick to even focus...
t+2h I sit and enjoy the music. Then this fly comes around, irritating me so I grab something to kill it with but the thing is it only flies past me a couple of times a minute after a while I realsed it looped the same flight past me each time...which made me seriously consider him being a hallucination. why would I want to hallucinate a fly? I start looking around after him,while doing this I get a feeling that I'm on cocaine, I start to breathe really rough I get a bit pissed and I tell my self that I will murder this fucking fly. I never saw it land, or anything. It just flied past me in loops. I decided to walk out
t+2.15h. as I walk out the whole world looks different, it should but this time it was seriously differend. It looked staged, it looked like the world was acting towards me. I saw the fly once more in the same loop and though what the hell, I have no xanax so I can just ride it out. I walk up to my plantation and once I stare on the same plant as before I feel a feeling in my body I can only describe as "woooooosh" at the same time my vision zooms to microscopic hights to one of the plants leaves, I could see microscopic hairs on it, small 0.1mm(i guess) animals on it. This might of been interested to some, maybe to me too if my intention was to get this fucked up. I though "what the hell am i trippin on" the mindfuck really set in here, I had to repeat my name to remember it, at moments I could not remember if anything was real or not.
t+2.30h I look down towards the road thats quite close to me, lets say 150meter just to be 'sure'. I see two old tractors driving forward and back, they were really old. I was not sure if this was a hallucination so I walked across my plantation, over to the other side of my garden to get a better look, at which point it was no longer tractors. I could see 3 mens walking around a red car, three men walking quicker than men usualy do. They are looking at this car, standing as if it has crashed into the nearby sign, the car seemed to be as of 1940s model and was red. The house just behind them looked staged, Two dimensionell, as if it was a theather, I could see the grass outside my garden being the same, Two dimensionell. I looked at this for a moment, saw the guys walking the same paths over and over again, they looped. My mind really fucked me here and I thought everything was staged but I knew I had to face it and not fight it.
t+2.45h I walk in my house, the hole house has a scary vibe to it. everything is floating on the floor. I try not to look to much other than go to my room, change pants to jeans, take my christianity necklace as my guardian, and ofcourse cellphone and keys. All I could remember. I stood looping for 2minutes wheres keys? wheres keys? wheres keys? I held them in my hand at that time, when I realized that I got the hell back out and thought "should I drive the car" or "ride the bike?" I decided to take the bikes, just as I approach out I can see a car passing, its also a 1940model, I hear the two women laugh in it, laugh loud and looping the same 1sec laugh for 3sec over, I could seriously tell this was a hallucination cus the women looked like dolls.
t+3h I started to bike, once I got to the road where I did see the car, I still saw it and thought maybe its real okay. By the time I was 50meters cloesr, it started to diminish, 50meters closer again and it was so diminished I could not see it. At this time I felt frightned, really. I was losing reality. Signs looked cartoonish and the shifted color,size,shape. Roads was cartoonish, Cars seemed cartonish, houses seemed two dimenosniell. I picked up my cellphone, I called the friend I talked to earlier(he knew i tripped) and i said i really need to talk, now ,cant be alone.
t+3h.10min the bike ride to my friend takes 20minutes. While biking everything is really sharp thanks to the sun, ive seen colors really bright before but this way on 2D objects(grass/poles) it was so bright it blinded me. I kept my eyes on the road, which looked very long and very curvy ( I knew somewhere in my gut it wasnt as I have been on these roads for 10yrs ). Cars passing by looked more real by now, but each time they approached I got the feeling that I can throw my self out infront of it and stop it, they are not real, lets do it man DO IT my brain repeated to me. Somewhere deep in my brain I thought about a kid who did this on MDPV, and died. So I struggled not to follow the mindfuck.
t+3h.20min I turn left into a smaller road(can only fit 1car at a time usualy).this road leads from county to smaller city. 400meters infront of me its uphill to a bridge, right where I am its downhill. As I am biking down, I can see my self biking down but from the uphill infront of me, after biking a while I passed myself biking(never had OOBE never seen my self in a trip) this was actully a very cool thing to experience even if I was frightned. I passed a old guy with his dog, he greeted to me but his voice was deepend, really slowed, and repeated in my head for a couple of times. I tried to say hello back but I guess he wasnt real.
t+3h.30min I try to call my friend but he refuses to pick up once again i think its a plot its all made up he was meant to get me here so i can get more fucked up, i call 7-8times before he picks up(during this time I couldnt remember who he was, or what he looked like). when he came I though it was a plot to rob me, it all felt staged so I asked him why are u going to do this when im tripin,thats when he realized how fucked up i was. hes been tripping previously before....i kept tripping hard for another 3hrs, but he was sitting with me so i could start to build up reality bit by bit again...
Im not sure if this seem like a bad trip to you or anything. its hard to explain everything that was going on. I had to ventilate, i decided to write here. I wont trip in any time soon, I will try the same combo again, I will then have 2-4mg xanax by hand. But even though the trip was not good, it did bring many good things to me.
Thank you for letting me share. dont hate. my psychonauts.
Thanks for posting the report, sorry to hear your trip went south.