chaosbydesign
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5-MeO DMT (experienced) and Suboxone (inexperienced) - "A Blissful Peace of Mind"
I posted this TR a while back, but then deleted it before I got any replies because I wanted to change some things in the TR.
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My boyfriend (I'll call him D) gave me a tiny Suboxone (Buprenorphine) fragment in order to calm me down, because I kept going through bouts of crying at this time (I was probably PMSing or something, which tends to make me really depressed rather than simply bitchy). Because of my incredibly low tolerance to opiates of all kinds, I only took probably around somewhere from a quarter to half of a milligram of Suboxone. I started to feel better (a mild opiate-ish euphoria--not my favorite brand of euphoria, but it helped me from the state of mind I had been in). I began to open up more, talking to him about what was bothering me. I told him more about my worries about tripping. We'd had plans to trip that day to celebrate our anniversary, but it turns out it was bothering him that it seemed like I was so compelled to trip, that it seemed like I had to or else I'd become very upset. Right as we were lying down to maybe even go to sleep, we agreed that we would trip, but with 5-MeO-DMT because by that time it was already about 4AM. This was a couple of hours after I'd taken the Suboxone.
I'd smoked 5-MeO-DMT a number of times before this, but usually wasn't able to get very big hits (though sometimes I was able to), and all of these times had been a while ago, when I wasn't as used to psychedelics. We brought out the 5-MeO and our foil. At first, we were only going to do a little bit, so we each put about 5mg on our foil pieces. We smoked this in a couple of hits. After doing that though, we felt especially peaceful and connected to one another, so we decided to do more. D put about 10-12mg on his foil piece and meant to use about half of it and give me the rest, but he ended up lighting the entire thing, so just inhaled all the smoke so as not to waste it. He then couldn't keep his head up anymore, so he lied down. He seemed to be having a good experience, as he seemed very giggly and trippy. I naturally wanted to have a bigger taste of 5-MeO-DMT as well, so after he "came back", I prepared about the same amount that he'd smoked (around 10mg). I was able to get all the smoke and hold it in, and it hit me so quickly and powerfully that I could barely hold the foil anymore, but I attempted to take another hit. I think I may have gotten a little bit if there was any more, but after this I was no longer in the same world. Of course it was not the typical tryptamine world, but the sleek, very brightly lit 5-MeO world of "nothingness", if that makes sense. I've read a lot of 5-MeO-DMT experiences on here, and most people seem to agree that it's pretty hard to describe and integrate these experiences. This trip for me was different, more intense and more fulfilling than the other 5-MeO trips I'd had thus far. There was "nothing", but it didn't really matter. I felt that I was in the presence of a wonderful idea, concept or "being", but I couldn't really tell what it was. It could have been ego death, but I don’t even know because I wasn't concentrating on anything like my identity or my life-- it all fell away. All I know is that it was so peaceful, it was pure bliss. I was in another world entirely and it was one of the most enjoyable and spiritual psychedelic experiences I have had, though very short of course. Though even after coming down from the main trip, smoking weed sent me back to a similar place for a while afterward.
I'm not sure how much the Suboxone had to do with the sheer pleasantness of this trip, but it was certainly interesting and worthwhile no matter what!
D said that he got some audio distortions and had a good experience, and in addition here is something he wrote about 5-MeO-DMT: "its a fun intoxicating 2 minute hyperspace voyage without too many "visuals" but lots of distortions and is pretty.....disorienting. Coming down from it right now, that 3rd hit really got me, until then it was kinda like salvia. (third toke, haha)"
As I said, this trip was two days ago, and today I feel much better than I did before doing this. I feel renewed and I'm finding the humor and beauty in pretty much everything. I'm looking forward to smoking more 5-MeO-DMT with D, and even more so to experimenting with regular n,n-DMT!
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I have repeated this combination once since this time, and I must say that I *really* like this combination. Opiates by themselves do not tend to impress me, but I seem to like the euphoria (from both the opiate and 5-MeO-DMT) and thoughtful state of mind experienced with this combination. The second time I tried this, after wards I began thinking about how the ridiculousness of life was endlessly humorous. Even annoying situations and processes that are imposed on any given person amused me for hours, and I found myself pondering why existence is this way. Adding humor can save many situations. I also thought a lot about my past and the chemical feelings that I have sought out for my entire life (not from drugs; from interesting, new experiences). In addition to the psychological effects, I think that an opiate with 5-MeO-DMT also helps to make the body feeling a bit more comfortable, perhaps?
I posted this TR a while back, but then deleted it before I got any replies because I wanted to change some things in the TR.
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My boyfriend (I'll call him D) gave me a tiny Suboxone (Buprenorphine) fragment in order to calm me down, because I kept going through bouts of crying at this time (I was probably PMSing or something, which tends to make me really depressed rather than simply bitchy). Because of my incredibly low tolerance to opiates of all kinds, I only took probably around somewhere from a quarter to half of a milligram of Suboxone. I started to feel better (a mild opiate-ish euphoria--not my favorite brand of euphoria, but it helped me from the state of mind I had been in). I began to open up more, talking to him about what was bothering me. I told him more about my worries about tripping. We'd had plans to trip that day to celebrate our anniversary, but it turns out it was bothering him that it seemed like I was so compelled to trip, that it seemed like I had to or else I'd become very upset. Right as we were lying down to maybe even go to sleep, we agreed that we would trip, but with 5-MeO-DMT because by that time it was already about 4AM. This was a couple of hours after I'd taken the Suboxone.
I'd smoked 5-MeO-DMT a number of times before this, but usually wasn't able to get very big hits (though sometimes I was able to), and all of these times had been a while ago, when I wasn't as used to psychedelics. We brought out the 5-MeO and our foil. At first, we were only going to do a little bit, so we each put about 5mg on our foil pieces. We smoked this in a couple of hits. After doing that though, we felt especially peaceful and connected to one another, so we decided to do more. D put about 10-12mg on his foil piece and meant to use about half of it and give me the rest, but he ended up lighting the entire thing, so just inhaled all the smoke so as not to waste it. He then couldn't keep his head up anymore, so he lied down. He seemed to be having a good experience, as he seemed very giggly and trippy. I naturally wanted to have a bigger taste of 5-MeO-DMT as well, so after he "came back", I prepared about the same amount that he'd smoked (around 10mg). I was able to get all the smoke and hold it in, and it hit me so quickly and powerfully that I could barely hold the foil anymore, but I attempted to take another hit. I think I may have gotten a little bit if there was any more, but after this I was no longer in the same world. Of course it was not the typical tryptamine world, but the sleek, very brightly lit 5-MeO world of "nothingness", if that makes sense. I've read a lot of 5-MeO-DMT experiences on here, and most people seem to agree that it's pretty hard to describe and integrate these experiences. This trip for me was different, more intense and more fulfilling than the other 5-MeO trips I'd had thus far. There was "nothing", but it didn't really matter. I felt that I was in the presence of a wonderful idea, concept or "being", but I couldn't really tell what it was. It could have been ego death, but I don’t even know because I wasn't concentrating on anything like my identity or my life-- it all fell away. All I know is that it was so peaceful, it was pure bliss. I was in another world entirely and it was one of the most enjoyable and spiritual psychedelic experiences I have had, though very short of course. Though even after coming down from the main trip, smoking weed sent me back to a similar place for a while afterward.
I'm not sure how much the Suboxone had to do with the sheer pleasantness of this trip, but it was certainly interesting and worthwhile no matter what!
D said that he got some audio distortions and had a good experience, and in addition here is something he wrote about 5-MeO-DMT: "its a fun intoxicating 2 minute hyperspace voyage without too many "visuals" but lots of distortions and is pretty.....disorienting. Coming down from it right now, that 3rd hit really got me, until then it was kinda like salvia. (third toke, haha)"
As I said, this trip was two days ago, and today I feel much better than I did before doing this. I feel renewed and I'm finding the humor and beauty in pretty much everything. I'm looking forward to smoking more 5-MeO-DMT with D, and even more so to experimenting with regular n,n-DMT!
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I have repeated this combination once since this time, and I must say that I *really* like this combination. Opiates by themselves do not tend to impress me, but I seem to like the euphoria (from both the opiate and 5-MeO-DMT) and thoughtful state of mind experienced with this combination. The second time I tried this, after wards I began thinking about how the ridiculousness of life was endlessly humorous. Even annoying situations and processes that are imposed on any given person amused me for hours, and I found myself pondering why existence is this way. Adding humor can save many situations. I also thought a lot about my past and the chemical feelings that I have sought out for my entire life (not from drugs; from interesting, new experiences). In addition to the psychological effects, I think that an opiate with 5-MeO-DMT also helps to make the body feeling a bit more comfortable, perhaps?
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Also, maybe things seem more "real". I know people often report n,n-DMT experiences as "more realer than real" or whatever that phrase is... but with 5-MeO-DMT+n,n-DMT, that seems to apply even more!
That's wild. Hehe.. the taste in my mouth from the hyperspatial food I was fed was just a taste of.. dirt, mainly. haha. Didn't have much of a flavor.