Okay, so we were at my house chilling, when me and my friend (N) started to look at www.virtualom.com. Okay, so we wanted to do some drugs, but since we're doing AMT this weekend we hesitated. Okay, so we decided we'd do it anyways and just have a fun night.
Another friend (M) says he wants to join in (his first psychedelic experience), and our tripper friend (B) also joins in. N's friend (I) joins in as well, he's quite experienced with drugs.
Setting: My place with a few of my friends
Set: Uhm, okay I guess.. not great, not depressed
So anyways, B takes 20mg (he didn't feel anything off of 10 last time and had to re-bost with another 10 to feel anything), and the rest of us take 10. All of these figures are approximate, as we eyeballed the dosages, figuring that the amount we'd be misdosing with wouldn't be high enough to cause physical/mental harm, also we don't have a scale.
The come-up for me was rough this time. I was worrying a bit since my heart rate was up (chainsmoking cigarettes helped a lot with this as well) and I had an overall bad body feeling, but I told myself to calm down and enjoy it. After a while (t+1.5) the bad body load had gone, and the trip had intensified a bit.
We were all at approx. the same level at this moment, so we basically chatted, looked at some fractal images and played around with the winamp visualiser. M couldn't believe that the same fractal poster he'd seen before now was so alive. He also now understood why we kept saying that the psychedelic experience is so great
The trip, for me at least, was mainly a mind trip combined with a body buzz that was very nice after the rough come-up had gone away. I had no CEV's and little OEV's, though colours were of course sharpened and enhanced, and one's perception of depth was altered, I mean, otherwise I wouldn't stare into a winamp visualiser for ages. I'm not fucking crazy now, am I?
We sat around, chatted, watched TV at times, winamp visualiser at times. While watching the visualiser and tripping in my head (now feeling very euphoric btw) I got this thought - don't worry, just live! All my initial worries and the anxiousness that has plagued me for a couple of weeks or so was gone. Why worry when you can live? This is the only somewhat meaningful insight I'll take with me from this trip, and I hope that it will stick and that I'll be able to live by that mantra as well.
Oh, me and M and B boosted our doses at approx t+2.25, with 10mg split upon us. We put it on our tongues. Foul taste, but washed away in a few minutes with some orange juice. The boost added nothing to the experiance.
All in all, it was a fun time, a nice way to spend a wednesday night. Nice friends, nice company, nice trip. Now (t+6.5) I'm feeling tired (its 6.30am so I should be) but otherwise well. Maybe a mild headache, but very mild. I also still have jaw clenching, something that troubles me on every trip.
So, to sum it up, a very nice trip, a recreational experience. I doubt that Foxy can be much more than that, for me at least, and I don't want to dabble in the dose ranges that would let me find out. There are better substances for me for spiritual exploration.
Oh, and how would you compare the body load of 30mg AMT to Foxy? Is it comparable? Worse? As I'm dosing AMT on saturday (I'll be cautious and start with 30mg) I just want to know what battering my body's in for
Peace and love!
Another friend (M) says he wants to join in (his first psychedelic experience), and our tripper friend (B) also joins in. N's friend (I) joins in as well, he's quite experienced with drugs.
Setting: My place with a few of my friends
Set: Uhm, okay I guess.. not great, not depressed
So anyways, B takes 20mg (he didn't feel anything off of 10 last time and had to re-bost with another 10 to feel anything), and the rest of us take 10. All of these figures are approximate, as we eyeballed the dosages, figuring that the amount we'd be misdosing with wouldn't be high enough to cause physical/mental harm, also we don't have a scale.
The come-up for me was rough this time. I was worrying a bit since my heart rate was up (chainsmoking cigarettes helped a lot with this as well) and I had an overall bad body feeling, but I told myself to calm down and enjoy it. After a while (t+1.5) the bad body load had gone, and the trip had intensified a bit.
We were all at approx. the same level at this moment, so we basically chatted, looked at some fractal images and played around with the winamp visualiser. M couldn't believe that the same fractal poster he'd seen before now was so alive. He also now understood why we kept saying that the psychedelic experience is so great

The trip, for me at least, was mainly a mind trip combined with a body buzz that was very nice after the rough come-up had gone away. I had no CEV's and little OEV's, though colours were of course sharpened and enhanced, and one's perception of depth was altered, I mean, otherwise I wouldn't stare into a winamp visualiser for ages. I'm not fucking crazy now, am I?

We sat around, chatted, watched TV at times, winamp visualiser at times. While watching the visualiser and tripping in my head (now feeling very euphoric btw) I got this thought - don't worry, just live! All my initial worries and the anxiousness that has plagued me for a couple of weeks or so was gone. Why worry when you can live? This is the only somewhat meaningful insight I'll take with me from this trip, and I hope that it will stick and that I'll be able to live by that mantra as well.
Oh, me and M and B boosted our doses at approx t+2.25, with 10mg split upon us. We put it on our tongues. Foul taste, but washed away in a few minutes with some orange juice. The boost added nothing to the experiance.
All in all, it was a fun time, a nice way to spend a wednesday night. Nice friends, nice company, nice trip. Now (t+6.5) I'm feeling tired (its 6.30am so I should be) but otherwise well. Maybe a mild headache, but very mild. I also still have jaw clenching, something that troubles me on every trip.
So, to sum it up, a very nice trip, a recreational experience. I doubt that Foxy can be much more than that, for me at least, and I don't want to dabble in the dose ranges that would let me find out. There are better substances for me for spiritual exploration.
Oh, and how would you compare the body load of 30mg AMT to Foxy? Is it comparable? Worse? As I'm dosing AMT on saturday (I'll be cautious and start with 30mg) I just want to know what battering my body's in for

Peace and love!