It was a friday night, and I was invited to a party, but I am usually out every weekend and I just wanted to relax at home by myself.
I had received a new "batch" of 5-meo-dipt, and i dissolved it in 100 proof vodka so that 1mL=10mg, on a previous day. I can fit about 0.5mL into a capsule, 5mg.
I decided to try it out tonight, 2 capsules (so glad I don't have to taste it!) 10mg was ingested on an almost empty stomach. All times could be a little off, since I didn't write anything down.
T + ~0:30
I begin to feel the familiar body buzz, no nausea at all. I'm sitting at the computer typing to someone. Hands get a little shaky, as before on this substance (coming up), but not too annoying.
T + ~1:15
I'm seeing decent trails, the pitch of the music I had on was lower, as always on 5-meo-dipt. I adjusted the winamp pitch plugin to about +3% (just to see how low it was), which then sounded about the right pitch, although still "non-linear" sounding. I decide to take another 5mg capsule now.
T + 2:00
Feeling higher, long trails, some patterns on the wall, pitch is going a little lower. Nothing amazing here, but I was thinking about how intense my previous 5-meo-dipt trips were on only 10-11mg, and this wasn't quite as strong, but I think it is because I smoked some cannabis before, and for some reason that always SUPER intensify's the trip on this stuff.
T + ~3:15
Still tripping decently, I find listening to familiar music on this stuff interesting, not only is the pitch lower, but it is "wrong", when a tone goes from low to high, where the high tone should be (if the speed of the music was slowed normally) it was lower (if you can understand what I mean..). What the hell, time for another 5mg.
T + ~4:00
I've taken a total of 20mg, now I think 20mg at once would blow me away, but taking 5mg every now and then would bump up the trip nicely, and there was never any nausea or much discomfort. Now i'm tripping good, the patterns are all over the walls, the pitch is getting even lower, the walls will melt and move around when I look at them, typical visuals I guess.
T +~4:30
I was walking around the house, that got boring, i'm still tripping strong, lots of visuals. I suddenly decide to take a weak MDMA pill I had from weeks before, to see how they mix. So I take it and then decide to try and draw in a notebook (I normally do not draw, I can barely draw a damn stick-figure sober). I tried to just let the pen go..draw without much thinking. I started drawing spirals, and eventually really freaky looking fractals.
T + ~5:10
I'm feeling the MDMA, and it seems like it made the room brighter and the visuals were not as intense. So I take another 5mg (25mg total now)of 5-meo-dipt and continue drawing on every back of old school paper.
T + ~5:45
The 5mg bumped the visuals back up, and I feel pretty damn good. I'm feeling the euphoria of the MDMA, although one of these pills are weak (2 of them was REALLY strong on my last MDMA experience with these pills). I continue drawing, pages and pages, and now I am not only drawing fractals, but I do it without any effort, I just move the pen in "bursts" of lines, and curves, and somehow they come out as fractals, usually kind of spirally, but I can go in other directions and continue with the same looking fractal.
T + ~6:45
I'm still drawing, I look back through all my pages, and I start to see things like faces and other REALLY WIERD looking things, and I can add to them, making them look more complex, still keeping it in a "fractal" type image though (making sure i add the right parts to the other "right" parts of the fractal). I end up with a huge ass stack of pages. As I draw they are morphing around and long lasting trails when i rotate a page. Fun Fun
T + ~7:00
I'm done with drawing for now, so I get up and walk around, feeling good from the MDMA and checking out the rest of the quiet house in mostly dark. I sit on the couch in the other room, playing with my cat a little, and when the cat made a sound, I heard an echo..i've never heard "sound trails" like this before. I would be really quiet, and try to focus on my "head noise", and it almost resembled nitrous oxide (it was dead quiet in the room), that wah wah, only much quieter. When I say something, I hear long echo's, sounds like i'm in a very large empty room with "echo-friendly" walls. I play with this for a while, I find that higher pitched sounds tend to echo louder.
T + ~7:15
I go back in my room, and the music is so low, I wanted to see what I would have to turn the pitch control up to, to sound normal again. I had to turn it to about +7.5%! It sounded almost the right pitch, but even more non-linear then before. It seems like the main psychedelic effects are separate from the sound effect, the more 5-meo-dipt I took throughout the night, the more the pitch lowered, even though my trip was up-and-down. I sit back for a while and think about things, some introspection (5-meo-dipt is usually like this for me), still feeling the MDMA good. I think about my life, how I need to change a few things..etc.
My visuals die down during the next few hours slowly, and I am wide awake (mainly from the MDMA). I started to draw more, I would start with a simple shape, like a triangle, and then next to it, I would make it more complex, then the next triangle even more complex and fractal-like. I started to do this with letters, making some more strange, but cool looking shit. The fractals can go infinitely small, and infinitely big, but the paper is only so big.. (next time I should get some very large paper to draw on, and some other colors besides the pen that I was using).
Finally at about T + 10:00, I am feeling tired, I go outside to move the cars around and when I open/close the car door, start up the car, it all sounds so low, so alien, but amusing. I think maybe a toke off some cannabis would help me relax, and maybe I could sleep sometime soon.. Oops...that one toke took my visuals way up, back to melting walls, seeing faces and other wierd things on the wall (the wall has a lot of random dots) move around like an animation. Staring at the wall laying in my bed, colored dots were all over the patterns, no way I'm going to sleep with the lights off so I leave them on and just relax, playing with the visuals.
Eventually I fall asleep, and I wake up about 4 hours later, visuals all gone, feel a little after-glow from the MDMA, and I turn on the radio, and the sound is still way low! I go back to sleep. I get up about another 4-5 hours later, feeling sober and fine, sound has gone up in pitch, but still not normal, maybe about half way there, this effect seems to really linger on! Not a bad thing though.. Eventually in the early afternoon (T + 18-20 hours), sound is almost normal, but STILL off a tiny bit. Later on in the day it slowly returns to normal.
I had a good time, I did not get any nausea, although coming up on a dose of 5-meo-dipt gave me some muscle tension, the MDMA seemed to relax it. I think I prefer taking several small doses of 5-meo-dipt over time, seems to get rid of most of the bad side effects.
Now i'll be sure to have something to write on for future trips..I drew some wacky shit, mostly trying to draw "hands off" - without trying to draw a certain type of real thing. Looks very cool now looking at it all sober.
I had received a new "batch" of 5-meo-dipt, and i dissolved it in 100 proof vodka so that 1mL=10mg, on a previous day. I can fit about 0.5mL into a capsule, 5mg.
I decided to try it out tonight, 2 capsules (so glad I don't have to taste it!) 10mg was ingested on an almost empty stomach. All times could be a little off, since I didn't write anything down.
T + ~0:30
I begin to feel the familiar body buzz, no nausea at all. I'm sitting at the computer typing to someone. Hands get a little shaky, as before on this substance (coming up), but not too annoying.
T + ~1:15
I'm seeing decent trails, the pitch of the music I had on was lower, as always on 5-meo-dipt. I adjusted the winamp pitch plugin to about +3% (just to see how low it was), which then sounded about the right pitch, although still "non-linear" sounding. I decide to take another 5mg capsule now.
T + 2:00
Feeling higher, long trails, some patterns on the wall, pitch is going a little lower. Nothing amazing here, but I was thinking about how intense my previous 5-meo-dipt trips were on only 10-11mg, and this wasn't quite as strong, but I think it is because I smoked some cannabis before, and for some reason that always SUPER intensify's the trip on this stuff.
T + ~3:15
Still tripping decently, I find listening to familiar music on this stuff interesting, not only is the pitch lower, but it is "wrong", when a tone goes from low to high, where the high tone should be (if the speed of the music was slowed normally) it was lower (if you can understand what I mean..). What the hell, time for another 5mg.
T + ~4:00
I've taken a total of 20mg, now I think 20mg at once would blow me away, but taking 5mg every now and then would bump up the trip nicely, and there was never any nausea or much discomfort. Now i'm tripping good, the patterns are all over the walls, the pitch is getting even lower, the walls will melt and move around when I look at them, typical visuals I guess.
T +~4:30
I was walking around the house, that got boring, i'm still tripping strong, lots of visuals. I suddenly decide to take a weak MDMA pill I had from weeks before, to see how they mix. So I take it and then decide to try and draw in a notebook (I normally do not draw, I can barely draw a damn stick-figure sober). I tried to just let the pen go..draw without much thinking. I started drawing spirals, and eventually really freaky looking fractals.
T + ~5:10
I'm feeling the MDMA, and it seems like it made the room brighter and the visuals were not as intense. So I take another 5mg (25mg total now)of 5-meo-dipt and continue drawing on every back of old school paper.
T + ~5:45
The 5mg bumped the visuals back up, and I feel pretty damn good. I'm feeling the euphoria of the MDMA, although one of these pills are weak (2 of them was REALLY strong on my last MDMA experience with these pills). I continue drawing, pages and pages, and now I am not only drawing fractals, but I do it without any effort, I just move the pen in "bursts" of lines, and curves, and somehow they come out as fractals, usually kind of spirally, but I can go in other directions and continue with the same looking fractal.
T + ~6:45
I'm still drawing, I look back through all my pages, and I start to see things like faces and other REALLY WIERD looking things, and I can add to them, making them look more complex, still keeping it in a "fractal" type image though (making sure i add the right parts to the other "right" parts of the fractal). I end up with a huge ass stack of pages. As I draw they are morphing around and long lasting trails when i rotate a page. Fun Fun
T + ~7:00
I'm done with drawing for now, so I get up and walk around, feeling good from the MDMA and checking out the rest of the quiet house in mostly dark. I sit on the couch in the other room, playing with my cat a little, and when the cat made a sound, I heard an echo..i've never heard "sound trails" like this before. I would be really quiet, and try to focus on my "head noise", and it almost resembled nitrous oxide (it was dead quiet in the room), that wah wah, only much quieter. When I say something, I hear long echo's, sounds like i'm in a very large empty room with "echo-friendly" walls. I play with this for a while, I find that higher pitched sounds tend to echo louder.
T + ~7:15
I go back in my room, and the music is so low, I wanted to see what I would have to turn the pitch control up to, to sound normal again. I had to turn it to about +7.5%! It sounded almost the right pitch, but even more non-linear then before. It seems like the main psychedelic effects are separate from the sound effect, the more 5-meo-dipt I took throughout the night, the more the pitch lowered, even though my trip was up-and-down. I sit back for a while and think about things, some introspection (5-meo-dipt is usually like this for me), still feeling the MDMA good. I think about my life, how I need to change a few things..etc.
My visuals die down during the next few hours slowly, and I am wide awake (mainly from the MDMA). I started to draw more, I would start with a simple shape, like a triangle, and then next to it, I would make it more complex, then the next triangle even more complex and fractal-like. I started to do this with letters, making some more strange, but cool looking shit. The fractals can go infinitely small, and infinitely big, but the paper is only so big.. (next time I should get some very large paper to draw on, and some other colors besides the pen that I was using).
Finally at about T + 10:00, I am feeling tired, I go outside to move the cars around and when I open/close the car door, start up the car, it all sounds so low, so alien, but amusing. I think maybe a toke off some cannabis would help me relax, and maybe I could sleep sometime soon.. Oops...that one toke took my visuals way up, back to melting walls, seeing faces and other wierd things on the wall (the wall has a lot of random dots) move around like an animation. Staring at the wall laying in my bed, colored dots were all over the patterns, no way I'm going to sleep with the lights off so I leave them on and just relax, playing with the visuals.
Eventually I fall asleep, and I wake up about 4 hours later, visuals all gone, feel a little after-glow from the MDMA, and I turn on the radio, and the sound is still way low! I go back to sleep. I get up about another 4-5 hours later, feeling sober and fine, sound has gone up in pitch, but still not normal, maybe about half way there, this effect seems to really linger on! Not a bad thing though.. Eventually in the early afternoon (T + 18-20 hours), sound is almost normal, but STILL off a tiny bit. Later on in the day it slowly returns to normal.
I had a good time, I did not get any nausea, although coming up on a dose of 5-meo-dipt gave me some muscle tension, the MDMA seemed to relax it. I think I prefer taking several small doses of 5-meo-dipt over time, seems to get rid of most of the bad side effects.
Now i'll be sure to have something to write on for future trips..I drew some wacky shit, mostly trying to draw "hands off" - without trying to draw a certain type of real thing.
Looks very cool now looking at it all sober.
