SqueezeTheShaman
Bluelighter
Coke (1st Time) & 5-MeO-DiPT (exp.): At a rave
Okay, so awhile back I had this dream that went like this. My day started out just like any other day. Woke up, ate breakfast, shower, all the usual stuff. However, today was the day of a party that I'd been waiting for like mad, and I'd managed to obtain some coke for my first experience as well.
4 hours before the party, I decided to try out the coke. I fixed up to lines about 75mg each and railed them straightaway. I'm not sure what all the fuss is about it. It didn't really burn, and the drip wasn't that bad at all to me. About 5 minutes later the lower half of my face began to go numb and I felt a slight euphoria. At the 15 minute mark, I was still rather disappointed, so I railed two more lines about the same size.
This raised the euphoria level a bit, it felt a lot like I was coming up on MDMA. I became very talkative and had a rapid fire conversation with my friends who had come over to visit before the party. However, about 15 minutes later the effect wore off, so I railed another couple of lines.
Over the course of three hours I managed to go through 1/2 gram of coke. I was highly disappointed in the result. I'm really not sure what the big deal with this substance is.
When I arrived at the party, I was no longer feeling any effects from the coke that I'd used earlier. I ingested a gel-cap containing 10mg of 5-MeO-DiPT just prior to entering. In less than 15 minutes I began to feel the body buzz that accompanies the trip. Coming up on 5-MeO-DiPT tends to be the most difficult part of the trip, and this trip was no different. It's mostly a matter of getting used to the body buzz and the muscle tightening that comes with it.
At one hour, I was feeling amazingly euphoric. The sensation of touch was unbelievable as usual. I walked over to the second stage area to enjoy some drum and bass while I tripped. Every bass hit would rock waves of pleasure through my body. I could feel the sound wave hit the front of me and tickle every nerve ending in my body like an ocean wave as it passed through me and out my back. It felt much like "blowing up" on MDMA, except that it was nearly instantaneous, and repeated with each successive hit of the bass. Higher pitched sounds had the effect of raising or lowering the "frequency" or "pitch" of the body buzz that I was experiencing. Once again, music is just completely unbelievable while on 5-MeO-DiPT. Normally, sounds will also drop in pitch about 1/2 an octave while tripping on 5-MeO-DiPT, but I didn't notice that in this case. Things sounded completely normal to me throughout the trip.
At approximately 2 hours into the trip, because of the muscle tension that 5-MeO-DiPT creates, I felt the need to stretch and take a deep breath. I stretched out, which felt wonderful as ever, and then I took a deep breath.
Upon inhaling deeply I was suddenly hit with a sharp pain in my chest that felt like an instant muscle cramp. It started at my collarbone, and ran along my sternum down the left side of my chest. Having done the 1/2 gram of coke earlier in the day, this alarmed me greatly. I took another deep breath - and it was there again.
I walked away from the stage to get away from the noise and focus my thoughts. I remained calm, and just became attuned to my own body for a few minutes while I sat down to rest. I found myself involuntarily rubbing my left shoulder and collarbone to try and relieve the cramping sensation. Repeated deep breaths would show that the sharp pain was still there. The pains never got any worse, nor did I experience any other negative symptoms. Yet, after 1/2 an hour of this, I was becoming concerned.
I began to consider the need for medical attention. I began keeping track of the location of the EMT's at the party while considering my condition. I wanted to check my vital signs, but I didn't want to tell them I had a chest pain.
Having worked my way through college on the graveyard shift in a major metropolitan Emergency Room, I've learned there are two things you don't go in and say unless you're dead damn sure of it: "I have chest pains" and "I'm vomiting blood". Never say them unless you mean it. But I digress.....
5-MeO-DiPT is a very 'suggestible' substance. Meaning, that if I think it, it becomes truth to me while I'm tripping. Knowing this to be true, I decided on my plan. I would go back and listen to some more music, and really get into it, and put the pains out of my mind. In 15 minutes, I would take a deep breath and see if the problem still remained. If it did, I would go see the EMT's. After the 15 minutes, the deep breath proved fruitful. The chest pain had completely gone away.
My wife and I went to a shaded corner of the party to just lie down and relax for awhile. At this point, my trip became very introspective. I began to examine some of the choices I've made in my life lately, and how I needed to make some changes. This gave me a sort of inner peace that was soon to be disrupted. Undercover officers busted two people who were sitting about six feet away from us, which momentarily wigged me out - even though I wasn't actually carrying anything that could get me in trouble, and I didn't appear obviously loaded. I got control of my faculties, and we just got up and walked away.
For the remainder of the day, I found myself to be somewhat quiet and withdrawn. Later in the day I became very tired, and achy from head to toe. Since I usually feel great after coming down from 5-MeO-DiPT, I attributed this overall crappy feeling to the coke. One more reason to not like the substance.
In summary, while 5-MeO-DiPT is wonderful for the music at a party, it is certainly not a social substance for me. I quickly reached a point of sensory overload while tripping, and was unable to completely eliminate that feeling throughout the experience.
In retrospect, I wish I'd not been under the influence of the 5-MeO-DiPT while at the party, simply because it prevented me from interacting with my friends the way that I wanted to. I would have liked to be much more social than I was (and usually am), but I spent most of the trip wishing I could just be alone in a quiet room with my wife for a few minutes to relax. Next time, it's either sober or MDMA.
Okay, so awhile back I had this dream that went like this. My day started out just like any other day. Woke up, ate breakfast, shower, all the usual stuff. However, today was the day of a party that I'd been waiting for like mad, and I'd managed to obtain some coke for my first experience as well.
4 hours before the party, I decided to try out the coke. I fixed up to lines about 75mg each and railed them straightaway. I'm not sure what all the fuss is about it. It didn't really burn, and the drip wasn't that bad at all to me. About 5 minutes later the lower half of my face began to go numb and I felt a slight euphoria. At the 15 minute mark, I was still rather disappointed, so I railed two more lines about the same size.
This raised the euphoria level a bit, it felt a lot like I was coming up on MDMA. I became very talkative and had a rapid fire conversation with my friends who had come over to visit before the party. However, about 15 minutes later the effect wore off, so I railed another couple of lines.
Over the course of three hours I managed to go through 1/2 gram of coke. I was highly disappointed in the result. I'm really not sure what the big deal with this substance is.
When I arrived at the party, I was no longer feeling any effects from the coke that I'd used earlier. I ingested a gel-cap containing 10mg of 5-MeO-DiPT just prior to entering. In less than 15 minutes I began to feel the body buzz that accompanies the trip. Coming up on 5-MeO-DiPT tends to be the most difficult part of the trip, and this trip was no different. It's mostly a matter of getting used to the body buzz and the muscle tightening that comes with it.
At one hour, I was feeling amazingly euphoric. The sensation of touch was unbelievable as usual. I walked over to the second stage area to enjoy some drum and bass while I tripped. Every bass hit would rock waves of pleasure through my body. I could feel the sound wave hit the front of me and tickle every nerve ending in my body like an ocean wave as it passed through me and out my back. It felt much like "blowing up" on MDMA, except that it was nearly instantaneous, and repeated with each successive hit of the bass. Higher pitched sounds had the effect of raising or lowering the "frequency" or "pitch" of the body buzz that I was experiencing. Once again, music is just completely unbelievable while on 5-MeO-DiPT. Normally, sounds will also drop in pitch about 1/2 an octave while tripping on 5-MeO-DiPT, but I didn't notice that in this case. Things sounded completely normal to me throughout the trip.
At approximately 2 hours into the trip, because of the muscle tension that 5-MeO-DiPT creates, I felt the need to stretch and take a deep breath. I stretched out, which felt wonderful as ever, and then I took a deep breath.
Upon inhaling deeply I was suddenly hit with a sharp pain in my chest that felt like an instant muscle cramp. It started at my collarbone, and ran along my sternum down the left side of my chest. Having done the 1/2 gram of coke earlier in the day, this alarmed me greatly. I took another deep breath - and it was there again.
I walked away from the stage to get away from the noise and focus my thoughts. I remained calm, and just became attuned to my own body for a few minutes while I sat down to rest. I found myself involuntarily rubbing my left shoulder and collarbone to try and relieve the cramping sensation. Repeated deep breaths would show that the sharp pain was still there. The pains never got any worse, nor did I experience any other negative symptoms. Yet, after 1/2 an hour of this, I was becoming concerned.
I began to consider the need for medical attention. I began keeping track of the location of the EMT's at the party while considering my condition. I wanted to check my vital signs, but I didn't want to tell them I had a chest pain.
Having worked my way through college on the graveyard shift in a major metropolitan Emergency Room, I've learned there are two things you don't go in and say unless you're dead damn sure of it: "I have chest pains" and "I'm vomiting blood". Never say them unless you mean it. But I digress.....
5-MeO-DiPT is a very 'suggestible' substance. Meaning, that if I think it, it becomes truth to me while I'm tripping. Knowing this to be true, I decided on my plan. I would go back and listen to some more music, and really get into it, and put the pains out of my mind. In 15 minutes, I would take a deep breath and see if the problem still remained. If it did, I would go see the EMT's. After the 15 minutes, the deep breath proved fruitful. The chest pain had completely gone away.
My wife and I went to a shaded corner of the party to just lie down and relax for awhile. At this point, my trip became very introspective. I began to examine some of the choices I've made in my life lately, and how I needed to make some changes. This gave me a sort of inner peace that was soon to be disrupted. Undercover officers busted two people who were sitting about six feet away from us, which momentarily wigged me out - even though I wasn't actually carrying anything that could get me in trouble, and I didn't appear obviously loaded. I got control of my faculties, and we just got up and walked away.
For the remainder of the day, I found myself to be somewhat quiet and withdrawn. Later in the day I became very tired, and achy from head to toe. Since I usually feel great after coming down from 5-MeO-DiPT, I attributed this overall crappy feeling to the coke. One more reason to not like the substance.
In summary, while 5-MeO-DiPT is wonderful for the music at a party, it is certainly not a social substance for me. I quickly reached a point of sensory overload while tripping, and was unable to completely eliminate that feeling throughout the experience.
In retrospect, I wish I'd not been under the influence of the 5-MeO-DiPT while at the party, simply because it prevented me from interacting with my friends the way that I wanted to. I would have liked to be much more social than I was (and usually am), but I spent most of the trip wishing I could just be alone in a quiet room with my wife for a few minutes to relax. Next time, it's either sober or MDMA.
