badboybrian
Bluelight Crew
Ice (4-MAR) - 1st time - Amped & Still Awaiting Comedown
1am - at friend's house. was actually planning on chilling sober and kickin' it. i watch the others go at the crystals. i get ancy and decided ive changed my mind.
115am - paul van dyk on the CD player. place roughly 10mg of 4-MAR on a square of foil. empty pen tube in my mouth, i light the foil. im having trouble vaporizing the material. my friend holds the foil and lighter for me and tells me to suck in thru the pen "straw". i get a good amount of nice hits, blowin white clouds of smoke into the air. the taste was new and different. i didnt care for it much.
130am - another 10mg, second time around. this time i do it myself. by now ive gotten a good head buzz. the high is incredibly smooth. ive never done any time of amphetamine before. i assumed it would've been more speedy. to my suprise, it was a little more chill than i expected. my eyes wide open, also been givin' a lil more energy. buzz is moving throughout my body a bit.
145am - i bump a couple mg of the 4-MAR. increased my buzz a bit. eyes still wide open.
150am - we decide to smoke out. we ended up walkin around the block, smokin bowls of weed along the way.
210am - back to the house. ive noticed my high was even more chill after the weed. not as "uppity" as prior to hittin the bowl. as usual, i fall into my own world. while everyone else chats up a storm that i cannot recall, im off to the side, layin on my side, readin a comic book that another friend brought. was kinda hard to read cause i immediately want to jump to the next sentence before finishing the one i was on. listenin to the music and i do my best at trying to finish the two comic series. i finally accomplish the task. i kick back, chillin. again, really smooth and easy. groovin to music, jumpin in the conversation every so often.
next few hours - periodically i'd smoke and bump more and more 4-MAR. my high has streamlined to where i dont expect anymore peaks nor a comedown soon. head continuing to bob as i play DJ on the CD player. get into deep conversations with the others. still no desire to sleep whatsoever.
5am - i need a cigarette but i ran out. my friend asks if i wanna dip. having already been a night of discovery for me, i take a chunk of tobacco and place it between my lower lip and jaw. it fulfills my nicotine fix, but i need the action of smoking a cigarette. i thank my budd for hookin me up and i take off to 7-11 to grab a pack of smokes. smoked a cig on the way back...never tasted better.
530am - we continue to deplete the supply til we run out. still engaged in conversation. groovin' to the music. one of my friend's accidently spills a few crystals on the carpet. my two friends search frantically (like tweekers would) to find these missing crystals.
630am - we manage to find them on the carpet. we take turns smoking and bumping. we decide to smoke out again, so we walk around the block once more. i decline because i have to work in 2 hours. i want to keep that ancy feeling.
7am - we return to the house. finishing up the last of the scavenged crystal. this time, completely dry. i have to be at work in an hour and a half. i opt to leave.
730am - i leave taking two friends home. good thing too. rush hour has begun and i was able to use the carpool lane. got back to their homes and back to my work at 830am.
830am - eyes still wide open. just killed a red bull. completely amped and...happy. i happened to stop and talk to every single person in my building. i begin to work but would rather chat and surf bluelight. slowly but surely, although i didnt want to, i got my documentation entered into the system (as i do every morning).
since my first time, i wasnt aware of any comedown effects. will i crash? if so, how hard? i didnt wanna take a chance. i down'd another red bull. still completely amped. eyes wide open.
12pm - starting to come down off the red bull, i take a capsule of Ripped Fuel (dietary supplement filled with caffeine and ephedrine(sp)). this brought back my awareness to full again.
321pm (now) - now awake for 32 hours. i thought cracked out next day at work would be torture. im actually not doin bad at all. im sure im off the ice. but still ancy and "uppity" as hell. eyes wide open. hopefully by the time i get off work (5p), all the stimulants in my body will wear off...so i can go home and take a well deserved power nap.
i had an extremely awesome time. im glad i changed my mind and decided to go in on it. just being able to kick it and chill was a very nice feeling. again, completely smooth and streamlined. i was informed that the comedown is not terrible at all. actually, im lookin forward to it.
my body deserves it.
1am - at friend's house. was actually planning on chilling sober and kickin' it. i watch the others go at the crystals. i get ancy and decided ive changed my mind.
115am - paul van dyk on the CD player. place roughly 10mg of 4-MAR on a square of foil. empty pen tube in my mouth, i light the foil. im having trouble vaporizing the material. my friend holds the foil and lighter for me and tells me to suck in thru the pen "straw". i get a good amount of nice hits, blowin white clouds of smoke into the air. the taste was new and different. i didnt care for it much.
130am - another 10mg, second time around. this time i do it myself. by now ive gotten a good head buzz. the high is incredibly smooth. ive never done any time of amphetamine before. i assumed it would've been more speedy. to my suprise, it was a little more chill than i expected. my eyes wide open, also been givin' a lil more energy. buzz is moving throughout my body a bit.
145am - i bump a couple mg of the 4-MAR. increased my buzz a bit. eyes still wide open.
150am - we decide to smoke out. we ended up walkin around the block, smokin bowls of weed along the way.
210am - back to the house. ive noticed my high was even more chill after the weed. not as "uppity" as prior to hittin the bowl. as usual, i fall into my own world. while everyone else chats up a storm that i cannot recall, im off to the side, layin on my side, readin a comic book that another friend brought. was kinda hard to read cause i immediately want to jump to the next sentence before finishing the one i was on. listenin to the music and i do my best at trying to finish the two comic series. i finally accomplish the task. i kick back, chillin. again, really smooth and easy. groovin to music, jumpin in the conversation every so often.
next few hours - periodically i'd smoke and bump more and more 4-MAR. my high has streamlined to where i dont expect anymore peaks nor a comedown soon. head continuing to bob as i play DJ on the CD player. get into deep conversations with the others. still no desire to sleep whatsoever.
5am - i need a cigarette but i ran out. my friend asks if i wanna dip. having already been a night of discovery for me, i take a chunk of tobacco and place it between my lower lip and jaw. it fulfills my nicotine fix, but i need the action of smoking a cigarette. i thank my budd for hookin me up and i take off to 7-11 to grab a pack of smokes. smoked a cig on the way back...never tasted better.
530am - we continue to deplete the supply til we run out. still engaged in conversation. groovin' to the music. one of my friend's accidently spills a few crystals on the carpet. my two friends search frantically (like tweekers would) to find these missing crystals.
630am - we manage to find them on the carpet. we take turns smoking and bumping. we decide to smoke out again, so we walk around the block once more. i decline because i have to work in 2 hours. i want to keep that ancy feeling.
7am - we return to the house. finishing up the last of the scavenged crystal. this time, completely dry. i have to be at work in an hour and a half. i opt to leave.
730am - i leave taking two friends home. good thing too. rush hour has begun and i was able to use the carpool lane. got back to their homes and back to my work at 830am.
830am - eyes still wide open. just killed a red bull. completely amped and...happy. i happened to stop and talk to every single person in my building. i begin to work but would rather chat and surf bluelight. slowly but surely, although i didnt want to, i got my documentation entered into the system (as i do every morning).
since my first time, i wasnt aware of any comedown effects. will i crash? if so, how hard? i didnt wanna take a chance. i down'd another red bull. still completely amped. eyes wide open.
12pm - starting to come down off the red bull, i take a capsule of Ripped Fuel (dietary supplement filled with caffeine and ephedrine(sp)). this brought back my awareness to full again.
321pm (now) - now awake for 32 hours. i thought cracked out next day at work would be torture. im actually not doin bad at all. im sure im off the ice. but still ancy and "uppity" as hell. eyes wide open. hopefully by the time i get off work (5p), all the stimulants in my body will wear off...so i can go home and take a well deserved power nap.
i had an extremely awesome time. im glad i changed my mind and decided to go in on it. just being able to kick it and chill was a very nice feeling. again, completely smooth and streamlined. i was informed that the comedown is not terrible at all. actually, im lookin forward to it.
my body deserves it.
