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Other Drugs: Strattera 25mg daily
Body Weight: ~150lbs
Dose: 14mg Orally
Well I had planned on friday (nov. 19th) being my first rave I was going to go to and I (stupidly) assumed miprocin would be a good choice for a rave oh so how very wrong I would prove myself to be.
It's about 9:30 when my ride got there to go to the rave. Soon as I got in the car we picked up another friend and headed off to the rave and then this is where I dosed the miprocin. I cracked open the gelcap and put the powder of my tongue followed by a chaser of water and then swallowing the gelcaps since there was a small amount of powder on them. The comeup took approx. 15min. I came up very fast and while I was coming up things turned slightly more funny and I kept describing my feelings. There was nausea on the comeup, I had taken it on an empty stomache.
We arrived at the mappoint and by this time I was very high and disoriented. I had to get out my $8 to pay for the rave and I have never been so confused before. I kept putting it in my pocket the money and then compeltely forgetting where it was and thinking I lost it. After around 5minutes of looking around I finally found it and paid for my ticket. During the car ride to the venue and looking for parking it exaggerated the effect of people walking alot. It seemed as though they were speeding (like on fast forward) and I laughed at it. As we are driving around the place looking for parking I kept thinking how I had no idea where we were and if we were in a ghetto. There were some cops on one of the streets we almost pulled into which scared me silly, since there was a nice amount of drugs in the car. But luckily we got away from him. During this time my thoughts were going in cycles or loops.
We finally find a parking spot and the driver wanted to smoke some weed so me and my friend joined in since he said weed synergized very well and bumped up the visuals alot. I have not smoked in 4 months so I had zero tolerence at this time and after I took my first hit I was completely oblitered. We were using a lightbulb pipe so no smoke escaped. So I took a few good hits off that and then passed it to my friend who's first time it was smoking. After taking the first hit i was looking at the street we were on and it looked very familiar like almost cliche tripping city area. The pipe came around to me the second time and my visuals were going off the chart. I was staring at the pipe and couldn't even think on how to do anything. So I was pretty much just staring at the pipe I couldn't tell if I took a hit or not. So eventually I (think) I got another hit and that set me straight for the night. There was alot of flowing of ripples after smoking on the cars and alot of rainbows on certain things. I also looked at my hand and it has never been so interesting, one interesting thing I noticied about miprocin is that its got the feeling of your on an edge of a cliff when looking at my finger and it looked really far away even though I knew it was not.
So I exited the car and had the feeling of I was forgetting something I always get this with mushrooms. I was also very disorientated and confused at this time, I had no idea what was going on. I would be asked to do something and then stop then think about something and then snap back to reality, everytime I got inside my thoughts I would forget where I was and when people joked with me I compeltely thought they were serious. My voice sounded weird it kept switching pitches like it would go quiet and loud while talking (to me it was probably normal)
After getting everything we were in walking distance of the rave but we all thought we were lost so we decided to call psilo another bluelighter for where it was but I could not even comprehend what he was saying so I passed the phone to someone who was coming up on DXM and it hadn't kicked in yet. Eventually he told us how to get there so we walked in with our wristbands and met up with him there and went upstairs. This was completely not the music I wanted to hear on this but I thought well I can get into I guess. So we went up into the main room where the djs were and just kinda chilled out there. I really wanted to talk to people but the music was so ridiculously loud and that was bothering me because I could not talk this whole time. While sitting down there psilo got a light show going on and I absolutly loved the light shows on this. The tracers added to the effect alot. Raving was pretty interesting to watch the peoples lightshows because it made me think this is them self-expressing themselves.
After that I decided to go see where my driver was and how he was doing since he took a massive dose of DXM so I ws checking the chairs out and eventually just sat down and he found me. So he decided to sit down and just enjoy the DXM while I was there just in the biggest mindfuck. I become like antielectronica and antirave during this time, what I really wanted to listen to was Pink Floyd or some other classical music. This stuff was not very original and repetative (hard house/trance) So I was sitting down there and this girl gave me a balloon at first I thought it was nitrous but she asked me if I was rolling and I said nah its something similar. So she said play with it its fun. So I grabbed this balloon and just started messing aroudn with it, it was very fun. Balloons are great trip toys. So I was just sitting there watching the people and the lightshows at the rave since I was not in a mood to dance or even try to compete over the music. I had a few people come up to me if the balloon was filled with nitrous heh.
There was very strong emotions tied to what I saw. I saw a couple kiss and it striked me very hard. I started thinking about love and myself and how I'm so shy and don't get to know many people. I thought about how awesome that must be just to have someone there that is that close with you. I wanted something like this, I am way too shy and self-concious normally so I'm not very good at holding a conversation. I almost got to the point of crying because it was such a beautiful moment for me and introspection. I told myself to get to know more people then I started going down the list of who I know that I'm good friends with and was thankful they were my friends and stick with me through the shit I do and complaining. Before hand I was having some trouble with my emotions and friends I didn't really like being around people much lately, I notice the bad side in people to much. It's like I look for it unintentionally, a very bad habit I must admit![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Alot of the people there I would like to get to know as they seem similar to me just the music was ridiculous and it was annoying me since I wanted to talk.
So I put up with about 4 hours of hard trance/ hard house some of it was alright but a majority of it I disliked esp. in this mindset, it was driving me nuts. I wanted something more soothing. Eventually we just decided to leave early as I was getting tired of the music and wanted to get some sleep. The miprocin lasted until about 1 and we left at about 2am. The trip lasted ~5 hours.
Conclusion:
There is ALOT of potential for miprocin and I'm going to continue to experiment with it. I have a 20mg dose which I was planning on taking in 3 weeks. This drug for me is very one you do with someone you trust and can switch it to music you like. It reminded me alot of mushrooms. There is deep introspection in this and the visuals are interesting. The setting I choose was a very bad idea but I didn't have a bad trip per se more like a learning experience to never do that again. I have also learned somethings about myself or what I have to work on like getting over my shyness.
substancecode_4homipt
explevel_firsttime
Body Weight: ~150lbs
Dose: 14mg Orally
Well I had planned on friday (nov. 19th) being my first rave I was going to go to and I (stupidly) assumed miprocin would be a good choice for a rave oh so how very wrong I would prove myself to be.
It's about 9:30 when my ride got there to go to the rave. Soon as I got in the car we picked up another friend and headed off to the rave and then this is where I dosed the miprocin. I cracked open the gelcap and put the powder of my tongue followed by a chaser of water and then swallowing the gelcaps since there was a small amount of powder on them. The comeup took approx. 15min. I came up very fast and while I was coming up things turned slightly more funny and I kept describing my feelings. There was nausea on the comeup, I had taken it on an empty stomache.
We arrived at the mappoint and by this time I was very high and disoriented. I had to get out my $8 to pay for the rave and I have never been so confused before. I kept putting it in my pocket the money and then compeltely forgetting where it was and thinking I lost it. After around 5minutes of looking around I finally found it and paid for my ticket. During the car ride to the venue and looking for parking it exaggerated the effect of people walking alot. It seemed as though they were speeding (like on fast forward) and I laughed at it. As we are driving around the place looking for parking I kept thinking how I had no idea where we were and if we were in a ghetto. There were some cops on one of the streets we almost pulled into which scared me silly, since there was a nice amount of drugs in the car. But luckily we got away from him. During this time my thoughts were going in cycles or loops.
We finally find a parking spot and the driver wanted to smoke some weed so me and my friend joined in since he said weed synergized very well and bumped up the visuals alot. I have not smoked in 4 months so I had zero tolerence at this time and after I took my first hit I was completely oblitered. We were using a lightbulb pipe so no smoke escaped. So I took a few good hits off that and then passed it to my friend who's first time it was smoking. After taking the first hit i was looking at the street we were on and it looked very familiar like almost cliche tripping city area. The pipe came around to me the second time and my visuals were going off the chart. I was staring at the pipe and couldn't even think on how to do anything. So I was pretty much just staring at the pipe I couldn't tell if I took a hit or not. So eventually I (think) I got another hit and that set me straight for the night. There was alot of flowing of ripples after smoking on the cars and alot of rainbows on certain things. I also looked at my hand and it has never been so interesting, one interesting thing I noticied about miprocin is that its got the feeling of your on an edge of a cliff when looking at my finger and it looked really far away even though I knew it was not.
So I exited the car and had the feeling of I was forgetting something I always get this with mushrooms. I was also very disorientated and confused at this time, I had no idea what was going on. I would be asked to do something and then stop then think about something and then snap back to reality, everytime I got inside my thoughts I would forget where I was and when people joked with me I compeltely thought they were serious. My voice sounded weird it kept switching pitches like it would go quiet and loud while talking (to me it was probably normal)
After getting everything we were in walking distance of the rave but we all thought we were lost so we decided to call psilo another bluelighter for where it was but I could not even comprehend what he was saying so I passed the phone to someone who was coming up on DXM and it hadn't kicked in yet. Eventually he told us how to get there so we walked in with our wristbands and met up with him there and went upstairs. This was completely not the music I wanted to hear on this but I thought well I can get into I guess. So we went up into the main room where the djs were and just kinda chilled out there. I really wanted to talk to people but the music was so ridiculously loud and that was bothering me because I could not talk this whole time. While sitting down there psilo got a light show going on and I absolutly loved the light shows on this. The tracers added to the effect alot. Raving was pretty interesting to watch the peoples lightshows because it made me think this is them self-expressing themselves.
After that I decided to go see where my driver was and how he was doing since he took a massive dose of DXM so I ws checking the chairs out and eventually just sat down and he found me. So he decided to sit down and just enjoy the DXM while I was there just in the biggest mindfuck. I become like antielectronica and antirave during this time, what I really wanted to listen to was Pink Floyd or some other classical music. This stuff was not very original and repetative (hard house/trance) So I was sitting down there and this girl gave me a balloon at first I thought it was nitrous but she asked me if I was rolling and I said nah its something similar. So she said play with it its fun. So I grabbed this balloon and just started messing aroudn with it, it was very fun. Balloons are great trip toys. So I was just sitting there watching the people and the lightshows at the rave since I was not in a mood to dance or even try to compete over the music. I had a few people come up to me if the balloon was filled with nitrous heh.
There was very strong emotions tied to what I saw. I saw a couple kiss and it striked me very hard. I started thinking about love and myself and how I'm so shy and don't get to know many people. I thought about how awesome that must be just to have someone there that is that close with you. I wanted something like this, I am way too shy and self-concious normally so I'm not very good at holding a conversation. I almost got to the point of crying because it was such a beautiful moment for me and introspection. I told myself to get to know more people then I started going down the list of who I know that I'm good friends with and was thankful they were my friends and stick with me through the shit I do and complaining. Before hand I was having some trouble with my emotions and friends I didn't really like being around people much lately, I notice the bad side in people to much. It's like I look for it unintentionally, a very bad habit I must admit
Alot of the people there I would like to get to know as they seem similar to me just the music was ridiculous and it was annoying me since I wanted to talk.So I put up with about 4 hours of hard trance/ hard house some of it was alright but a majority of it I disliked esp. in this mindset, it was driving me nuts. I wanted something more soothing. Eventually we just decided to leave early as I was getting tired of the music and wanted to get some sleep. The miprocin lasted until about 1 and we left at about 2am. The trip lasted ~5 hours.
Conclusion:
There is ALOT of potential for miprocin and I'm going to continue to experiment with it. I have a 20mg dose which I was planning on taking in 3 weeks. This drug for me is very one you do with someone you trust and can switch it to music you like. It reminded me alot of mushrooms. There is deep introspection in this and the visuals are interesting. The setting I choose was a very bad idea but I didn't have a bad trip per se more like a learning experience to never do that again. I have also learned somethings about myself or what I have to work on like getting over my shyness.
substancecode_4homipt
explevel_firsttime
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You don't need a party or all the other bullshit going on. Just you and some tunes. Trust me. 
