Jabberwocky
Frumious Bandersnatch
I was in a situation where I took an nbomb without knowing what it was back in July. I’m starting to develop paranoia, hypnagogic hallucinations, depression, anxiety, increased visual distortions, migraines, and brain fog.
This same thing happened to me before when I took the nbomb for the first time (both times thought it was acid but the second time I took nearly 3 times as much- so about a tab and a half). The first round of everything was horrible. I was manic depressive, having auditory hallucinations, hypnagogic hallucinations, insomnia, narcolepsy, among a few other things. It took about 9 months from the time of ingestion for me to heal to a point of normalcy after the first round, I had taken actual acid again around month 8 and did acid occasionally from month 8 to month 16. On month 16 I took the nbomb again, yes I know very stupid- I thought the first time I tried the nbomb it was just a fluke and I’d been doing acid too much so I didn’t get the regular effects.
I’m anticipating this round being much worse due to the amount taken but I’m trying to be more mindful of how I care for myself and recognize when experiences I’m having are confounded/inflated by the residual effects of the nbomb.
Was there anything that has worked for you guys to get through the after effects of Nbombs?
I’m on 200mg Lamictal, 20mg Buspar, 40mg Omeprazole, 50mcg Fluticasone Propionate, and a Flovent 220mcg inhaler.
Even though I’m more knowledgeable now, I don’t know how to navigate the situation with my therapist and psych nurse/prescriber. They’re both understanding thankfully but they aren’t familiar with Nbombs and don’t know what to look out for. I’m just terrified that this crap is going to take over my life for the next 6-12 months of my life again. I don’t want to potentially lose my job if it gets severe enough
I can already feel myself starting to get more paranoid, my visual distortions will flare up more with pain/anxiety/stress, I’m starting to get insomnia and narcoleptic symptoms, and I am feeling extremely aggravated all the time.
I want to know if regular exercise, meditation, or anything else has helped others. I’m desperate at this point, I don’t want another severely low point where I feel suicidal.
This same thing happened to me before when I took the nbomb for the first time (both times thought it was acid but the second time I took nearly 3 times as much- so about a tab and a half). The first round of everything was horrible. I was manic depressive, having auditory hallucinations, hypnagogic hallucinations, insomnia, narcolepsy, among a few other things. It took about 9 months from the time of ingestion for me to heal to a point of normalcy after the first round, I had taken actual acid again around month 8 and did acid occasionally from month 8 to month 16. On month 16 I took the nbomb again, yes I know very stupid- I thought the first time I tried the nbomb it was just a fluke and I’d been doing acid too much so I didn’t get the regular effects.
I’m anticipating this round being much worse due to the amount taken but I’m trying to be more mindful of how I care for myself and recognize when experiences I’m having are confounded/inflated by the residual effects of the nbomb.
Was there anything that has worked for you guys to get through the after effects of Nbombs?
I’m on 200mg Lamictal, 20mg Buspar, 40mg Omeprazole, 50mcg Fluticasone Propionate, and a Flovent 220mcg inhaler.
Even though I’m more knowledgeable now, I don’t know how to navigate the situation with my therapist and psych nurse/prescriber. They’re both understanding thankfully but they aren’t familiar with Nbombs and don’t know what to look out for. I’m just terrified that this crap is going to take over my life for the next 6-12 months of my life again. I don’t want to potentially lose my job if it gets severe enough

I can already feel myself starting to get more paranoid, my visual distortions will flare up more with pain/anxiety/stress, I’m starting to get insomnia and narcoleptic symptoms, and I am feeling extremely aggravated all the time.
I want to know if regular exercise, meditation, or anything else has helped others. I’m desperate at this point, I don’t want another severely low point where I feel suicidal.
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