I finally decided to be brutally honest. I know i'm gonna get alot of negative replies for this but fuck it, i'm just trying to get help/advice. Sorry if this is too long.
Ok so i'm 15 years old, 140 lbs 5'7 and 18+bf. 10 months ago i was diagnosed with scoliosis, 2 15deg curves. Did physiotherapy for 6 wks but stopped. Started going to the gym just before my diagnosis. (had lost 30lbs+ of fat and gained some muscle before that) my training/diet gradually got better. 5 months ago I got into a deep depression for no real reason so my diet/training sucked and eventually i stopped training at all. Ate like shit and i got better 10 wks ago. gained 10lbs in those 5 months. Ima start going back to the gym in a couple days and get my diet back on track. Okay so my scoliosis is getting worse. My mood isn't great. My torso is very short compared to my legs. So i planned to get on test so I can stunt my growth (so no more increase in scoliosis), improve my mood, and build muscle faster which is gonna help "cover" my deformity.
It's not that bad but it's pretty obvious when i take my shirt off. No legal issues as it's all legal here. This is my original plan :
Weeks 1-2 : train and get my diet right at a 200cal surplus.
Weeks 2-6 : 30mg epistane ED while cutting.
Weeks 6&beyond 250mg test e EW + proviron if needed.
I may up the test later on.
As for sides, acne is under control. I got proviron for estrogen as well as nolva. I got clomid if i ever decide to come off and can't really afford AIs now. I don't care about friends/family opinion. The increased muscle growth will also support my spine and keep it a bit healthier. I prefer being 5'7 than being 5'10 with a dead spine.
So any help/advice will be welcome and i hope you'll understand my choice. Thank you
Ok so i'm 15 years old, 140 lbs 5'7 and 18+bf. 10 months ago i was diagnosed with scoliosis, 2 15deg curves. Did physiotherapy for 6 wks but stopped. Started going to the gym just before my diagnosis. (had lost 30lbs+ of fat and gained some muscle before that) my training/diet gradually got better. 5 months ago I got into a deep depression for no real reason so my diet/training sucked and eventually i stopped training at all. Ate like shit and i got better 10 wks ago. gained 10lbs in those 5 months. Ima start going back to the gym in a couple days and get my diet back on track. Okay so my scoliosis is getting worse. My mood isn't great. My torso is very short compared to my legs. So i planned to get on test so I can stunt my growth (so no more increase in scoliosis), improve my mood, and build muscle faster which is gonna help "cover" my deformity.
It's not that bad but it's pretty obvious when i take my shirt off. No legal issues as it's all legal here. This is my original plan :
Weeks 1-2 : train and get my diet right at a 200cal surplus.
Weeks 2-6 : 30mg epistane ED while cutting.
Weeks 6&beyond 250mg test e EW + proviron if needed.
I may up the test later on.
As for sides, acne is under control. I got proviron for estrogen as well as nolva. I got clomid if i ever decide to come off and can't really afford AIs now. I don't care about friends/family opinion. The increased muscle growth will also support my spine and keep it a bit healthier. I prefer being 5'7 than being 5'10 with a dead spine.
So any help/advice will be welcome and i hope you'll understand my choice. Thank you