people promoted beyond their ability....that are jealous of ones ability
well, i ll tell y'all what makes me angry,

tho anger is too strong an emotion, im trying to be chilled, 8( lets just say it gets on my tit ends........
i returned to work last week after a 3 month absence........ i handed in my notice before i returned too
right, now after being back 2 weeks i really know ive made the right decision in gettin ready to go
ill tell ye for why GETTING UNDERMINED BY FECKIN KNOW ALL KNOW NOTHING CUNTS who know you know more than them, are scared of that fact and thus therefore STOP YOU FROM DOING YOUR JOB AS WELL AS YOU CAN AND WOULD LIKE TO which is better than they could, they get twice the money and do half the work that you do.
basically, the big top boss in my "institution" did me phased return, which she, being the big top boss decided on..... it included for the 1st week me being paired with the subject leader for the 1st week (who herself has just returned from maternity, and so herself doesnt have a fixed timetable so she may as well be doing something for her wad) now the second week, she was only meant to be with me half the time, but she took it upon herself to be with me all the time, and it looks like shes gonna try an be with me all the time next week.
further to this, shes been proper taking over my role for the half she is still meant to be with me for, and it deffo is in a "im better at this than you (but i know that you can do this with a lot more spirit and passion than me, but i dont want the
service users to see that because I AM QUEEN BEE) YOU have a rest love, let me wallow in my self importance, and martyrdom over how they get me to do things coz im the only one they can trust"
basically, the top boss has made the decision , but shes puttin her own stamp on it coz shes miffed the big boss didnt run it by her.
im not making a great deal of sense here, thing is i have to bite my tongue and toe the line coz she's gonna haveinput into my reference
see its all these cases of undermining that have driven me out of the place, and actually worked in making me give up trying in the god damn place, which led me down the bad road, and kind of ended up giving them justification for their constant undermining of me...... and now i come to think of it, any big decision "from the top" in the past 5 years when i have expressed my anger and annoyance at the decision she has always met me with a "from the top, not me" but its one of 2 things 1. her weak leadership of not being able to stick up for her staff with management 2. her instigating the decisions to the topto stop me from making progress, coz i could be a threat to her.
ahhh, thats a bit better now, it has all bcome clear in my head that that is indeed what shes been up to.
and now i do have a solution to this..... i shall tell the big boss that my phased return has been most helpful, and that i am ready to get back into full swing, and ready to take ful chrge of my own work load, and is it possible for queen bee to spend less time with me
once i have control of my own things, i shall make sure that i do indeed shine infront of her so that i can get a good reference..
im off to draft some emails now!!!