Strange and worrying experience

[Albion]

I took 50mg of MXE yesterday evening. I had been on 5-APB the day before. Everything was normal, only I couldn't get to sleep after no matter what, even well after the effects of the MXE had worn off. I started to get hot flushes running up around my temples along with the occasional shiver. Upon trying to sleep, within seconds of me laying still my face would contort and my tongue would roll back inside of me and prevent me from breathing. I'd come over all pleasurable as this happened. Then one particular bout of this left me seriously struggling to remain conscious. I had to get up, move about, in order to fight this overwhelming feeling of sleepiness. I've been fighting this feeling for a couple of hours now. It's constantly trying to sedate me. If I shut my eyes for one moment the euphoria and drowsiness overwhelms me. My body goes rapidly numb, my tongue rolls back, my face contorts. It feels as though my body is trying to put me in a coma. I feel a lot of pressure around my temples, my brain is also squelching a little. This is very unnerving. The fact that my body is blasting out this euphoria, urging me to go along with it. But it feels so, so wrong. I'm not sure how long this is going to go on for, all I know is that as long as I don't give in, I'm still alive and breathing.

What the hell is happening to me??? It feels as though my own body is trying to lure me into something awful. It's so sinister, my own body has foregone pain and instead chosen to knock me out cold with an irresistible euphoria. Like it's saying 'there there, it'll all be over soon'. Is this something anyone has encountered before?

 

[panic in paradise]

-ER please-

this can be quickly stopped rapidly often easily

 

[Albion]

I think the moment passed for me to call an ambulance. It's wearing off gradually now. Just feel very fluey and exhausted. Would be reassuring to hear some insight into what exactly happened though. Just walking out of this very dazed and confused at the moment.

 

[n3ophy7e]

How are you today JSPete?? PLEASE be more careful with your dosages in the future!

 

[adrandell]

I dont know why but, i felt compelled to search and see if anyone had tried both at once. Not that i planned on doing so myself, just mere curiosity. I find 'Methoxetamine' has a very opiate buzz after it and i cant see it mixing with stimulants all that well without the presence of those little schizophrenic thoughts we all hate so much. Buuut, i used to see 'ket' and 'md' mixed and these being apparent analogs, no doubt someone will do so with these... wise?

 

[Albion]

How are you today JSPete?? PLEASE be more careful with your dosages in the future!

I'm feeling much better thankyou.

Unfortunately the exact same thing happened yesterday, a full 3 days after I took the 5-APB and more than a day since the last incident. I just dosed the MXE, and 7 hours later I was struggling to hold it together. 1 solid hour of moving about, massaging my head, trying not to let it build up, or let myself get too panicked. I don't know whether 5-APB has such a long half-life that it was still dangerous, or whether I've developed a dangerous reaction to MXE. I'm never touching either drug again, nor any other for a very, very long time.

There is a definite pattern to this experience though.

First 1-4 hours standard MXE experience. No troubles

Hours 5-6 I return to baseline mentally, but physically weak. Coordination is awful, fingers and extremities become numbed. Vision becomes very wobbly, my eyes slide about as though on ice, unable to keep them on any particular focal point.

Hours 7-10 consciousness slips, rhythmic squelching in head, brain feels as though it is inflating. Hallucinations (vision becomes reminiscent of rain running down a window), colour distortion, detachment from reality. Speech slurred.

Hours 10 + slowly fades away (very slowly).

Like I say, shall not let myself get into this sort of predicament again. It's a very lonely place, especially if you think you're going to die. I feel blessed for surviving this multiple times, but appalled that I've let it happen all over again. All I want to know now is (1) What was going on and (2) Why it was going on, and (3) Get the message out to people that this is NOT a safe combination. And I'm sure it's not the only one. MXE does NOT play nicely. MXE CAN kill. In fact it's already happened once before. I wonder if that death was a result of what has happened here (Death came from IV'ing 70mg MXE and 400mg MDAI).

 

[Legerity]

Yeah man if you have the same reaction twice that's a good sign to stay away. That's the problem with RC's; you are the research subject in the experiment. Glad you are doing okay now.