Well, I am just in the early hours of my first meth comedown. It was also my first time trying meth, to avoid any confusion.
Loved it.
I insufflated 1/4g over a 48 hour period, alone.
I didn't feel the need to clean excessively but anything I moved I was intent on putting back. It began with browsing the internet for interesting things to read, with intermittent "oh I must do this now" urges, but focus on original thoughts were quickly regained.s
It moves on to hours of watching porn, no need to dwell on this.
I re-dosed heavily and often, at particular stages, to experiment with obtaining an increased euphoria. This worked. The euphoria, I have to add, is like nothing else. It feels like a certain part of your brain is literally burning hot with goodness.
The high is so... kind, for want of a better word. Not at all the harsh and abrasive high I was expecting. I'd say associating it with its (probably mostly true) coverage in the media helped lead to this belief.
I must mention that I had a 7 hour interval, which consisted of one apple and no sleep, at one stage of the trip. This may of had an effect on the comedown but I'll get to that next.
I banged a 10mg diazepam roughly within 3-4 hours of my last line. Instantly I noticed a difference, as I took it on a completely empty stomach, and my condition is vulnerable. For the next 8 hours I really enjoyed myself sitting around thinking my (happy)thoughts with no negative input. 8 hours after initial diaze another 10mg. And a fat joint. This time however (as I had entered the comedown stage) momentary glimpses of bad feelings entered my mind, and I mean very infrequent momentary glimpses. I lie here now inevitably about to fall asleep.
Last words:
This drug is UNBELIEVABLY good, I'm not going to deny that.
Its comedown is potentially horrendous.
However if you do your homework and work around the side effect that is the comedown and manage your time correctly it is SCARILY easy to manage, in its early stages of use. This is what frightens me to the absolute bone.
1/4 of a gram that's all I intended to do in my life, now I find myself grappling with the decision to buy more. I am a reasonably strong willed person with a healthy life and good opportunity, and I am sitting here wondering could this ACTUALLY be my downfall.
But, hey, hopefully that realisation in itself will provide the motivation!
I'd like to add, I had a huge meal, preceded by two meals earlier in the day, covering most bases in terms of nutritional value a few hours before the fun started. On top of this I kept VERY well hydrated. This is obvious but easy to forget about. IMO it is the no.1 rule one should abide by if considering using. The muscle pain and sheer lack of energy alone, when the high ends, could only be exasperated due to lack of hydration.
Oh, and don't bother trying it unless you're happy to really risk your health and your ability to make good decisions...as soon as your out, you want more. I can understand people wanting more at ANY cost!