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What was your first time trying meth like??

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What was your first time trying meth like??

I love reading drug stories, give me as many juicy details as possible!
 
First time I was shitfaced at a party and people were snorting lines of white powder, thinking it was blow I offered someone money for a line. He racked out a very little ammount and I bitched about it, after that he put a little more. It was average sized for a line of blow, but a fatty for a line of meth.

I wasn't happy about the size of the line for the money I paid for it, but I was drunk and it was whatever... So I sniff it, and it BURNED like a motherfucker. Right about that time I began to think that it might not have been coke that I put up my nose... Once the pain went away I got really talkative, my mouth got really dry, and I started grinding my teeth. I wasn't 100% sure what was up I just thought that the blow was cut with something that burned bad. I walked around the party for a little starting conversation with anyone and everyone looking obviously fucked up. After about an hour I noticed that I was still high, which was odd.


I go to bum a cig off of a chick who was racking lines, so we go outside and she says something about doing shit... I was like "shit, I do lots of shit."

She said "you don't really look it, how do you do it?"
Me "what?"
her: "well do you like smoking snorting or shooting"
Me: "Wait what?"

I eventually found out that it was in fact meth and me and everyone else who was tweaking stayed up till the wee hours of the morning sharing our life stories and waiting for stores to start selling alcohol again (in cali alcohol sales stop at 2 and start again at 6). At 6 we walked to 7 11 and got forties and went back to one of their houses. A bunch of them kept tweaking, a few passed out... I ended up passing out. ... It was one of those what the fuck nights.
 
I was spun the fuck out on a good one after smoking a giant bowl with some friends. I don't get that high anymore. There's not a lot of details to give, met a speedfreak neighbor, watched him load the pipe, we smoked. I was hella sweaty, giant pupils, in my own world staring and touching objects. Now I get cold and paranoid lol.
 
When I met meth.

So there was this really sweet lady that lived in my neighborhood and she had 2 kids, liked to do crafts, light her candles and drink wine. She spoke so gentle and was the nicest little lady ever. I went to her house 1 day and her bathroom door was at the top of her stairs HAHA!! Then I busted her sitting on her kitchen floor one day in a pile of Tupperware..."organizing." So 1 night we were havin a glass of wine and I hinted that I knew she did it, so she asked if I minded if she did a rail. Of course I said no I dont mind, then she offered me some and I did 2 fuckin fatty rails like the size of cigarettes and I thought I was fine.......I pulled off the drinks real well and kept my cool. Then I went home. Then for the next 3 days I watched hundreds of "bugs" crawl all over my bed!!! LOL! Not to mention I chewed my lip for 3 days and got lock jaw from clenching hahaha! Good thing I have always had good mind control and I knew that the bugs weren't really there, so I kinda enjoyed it lol. Its definitely not an easy drug to get immune to if u dont have a strong mind.......but if you do its great!!!
 
very young, very dumb



the most euphoric feeling i ever had in my life. A huge shining light of "awwhhhhhh"
 
it was amazing. like heaven.

but over time, it soon turned to hell...and i never got that high like my first time ever again. meth brought me down harder and faster. and ive done all the other drugs before. nothing else has destroyed my life quite like meth has.
 
Honestly I was like "...is that it?"
Smoked a fat cunt of a bowl like everyone else, they were all off their heads and I was like "meh".
 
For me, it was almost like ecstasy, except it had q terrible comedown and had me awake all night.
 
it was the bomb! after two hits, i knew something was up, i was fucking high. i did all my homework. i ended up having to go buy another pack of folder paper because id wasted all the paper starting my homework over, and over and over. when youre high, and writing is involved, everythings got to be perfect, and being that it was my first time high, it wasnt quite perfect, so i just kept starting over and over and over. that was back in 86 and the dope back then was superb, the stuff now dosent even rank in that class that it did back then. 8o
 
It was absolutely wonderful. I hooked up with another guy on Craiglist and he came over to my hotel room and we smoked several hits of meth over 3 hours and I felt super wonderful and extremely horny and sexy - and for the next 6 hours I stayed in that wonderful euphoric high. I end up now doing meth about once or twice a year and I love it every time.
 
this crazy dude wanted me to buy some cause i couldnt find any herb, so we get it from my friend and we borrow his pipe, we go smoke in a port o potty then goto this clinic/hospital thing and smoke in the elevator, then my buddy starts smoking the stem. i didnt know wtf he was doing but i remember my friend tell him not to smoke the stem when he gave the pipe to him haha, then were done he starts looking through garbages and finds an unopened yogurt and starts eating it hahaha

and fuck meth
 
The first time I did real crystal methamphetamine I IV'd it as I had already done that plenty of times with H. And oh my lordy did I get high! I remember the guy I got it from measuring out .3 on the scale of the stuff. And man, I was spun let me tell you! Like to the point where for a while I was worried along with others that I might have to go to the hospital.
I couldn't stop breathing heavy and hard because my heart was beating so fast, body temperature raised, etc. Got that tingly head times a million! When I got over the uncomfortable part of it, I found it to be quite an enjoyable high needless to say! It is the drug where I have the most respect and fear for because I am just amazed at how powerful and long-lasting it is, a rush that is downright intense as hell if you do enough. So I keep my distance to some degree, as I've never seen anyone's life get better when using it often.
 
...when youre high, and writing is involved, everythings got to be perfect, and being that it was my first time high, it wasnt quite perfect, so i just kept starting over and over and over...

So true! Whenever I'm on uppers I sit there agonizing over my handwriting, trying to make it as perfect as possible.

Glad I'm not the only one that does this.
 
That first, proper hit, blowing out that white cloud...shiiiiit, I felt everything tingle. My eyes got real wide and my mind became so crystal clear. It made everything better - and I was also better at just about everything.

It's still kind of like that, but not the same.

I don't know if I'll ever touch it again though. I abused the shit out of it for a good number of years, I don't even wanna think of all the damage I've done to my brain on that shit.
 
Well, I am just in the early hours of my first meth comedown. It was also my first time trying meth, to avoid any confusion.

Loved it.

I insufflated 1/4g over a 48 hour period, alone.

I didn't feel the need to clean excessively but anything I moved I was intent on putting back. It began with browsing the internet for interesting things to read, with intermittent "oh I must do this now" urges, but focus on original thoughts were quickly regained.s


It moves on to hours of watching porn, no need to dwell on this.

I re-dosed heavily and often, at particular stages, to experiment with obtaining an increased euphoria. This worked. The euphoria, I have to add, is like nothing else. It feels like a certain part of your brain is literally burning hot with goodness.

The high is so... kind, for want of a better word. Not at all the harsh and abrasive high I was expecting. I'd say associating it with its (probably mostly true) coverage in the media helped lead to this belief.

I must mention that I had a 7 hour interval, which consisted of one apple and no sleep, at one stage of the trip. This may of had an effect on the comedown but I'll get to that next.

I banged a 10mg diazepam roughly within 3-4 hours of my last line. Instantly I noticed a difference, as I took it on a completely empty stomach, and my condition is vulnerable. For the next 8 hours I really enjoyed myself sitting around thinking my (happy)thoughts with no negative input. 8 hours after initial diaze another 10mg. And a fat joint. This time however (as I had entered the comedown stage) momentary glimpses of bad feelings entered my mind, and I mean very infrequent momentary glimpses. I lie here now inevitably about to fall asleep.

Last words:

This drug is UNBELIEVABLY good, I'm not going to deny that.

Its comedown is potentially horrendous.

However if you do your homework and work around the side effect that is the comedown and manage your time correctly it is SCARILY easy to manage, in its early stages of use. This is what frightens me to the absolute bone.

1/4 of a gram that's all I intended to do in my life, now I find myself grappling with the decision to buy more. I am a reasonably strong willed person with a healthy life and good opportunity, and I am sitting here wondering could this ACTUALLY be my downfall.

But, hey, hopefully that realisation in itself will provide the motivation!

I'd like to add, I had a huge meal, preceded by two meals earlier in the day, covering most bases in terms of nutritional value a few hours before the fun started. On top of this I kept VERY well hydrated. This is obvious but easy to forget about. IMO it is the no.1 rule one should abide by if considering using. The muscle pain and sheer lack of energy alone, when the high ends, could only be exasperated due to lack of hydration.

Oh, and don't bother trying it unless you're happy to really risk your health and your ability to make good decisions...as soon as your out, you want more. I can understand people wanting more at ANY cost!
 
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