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Stimulants i was hooked on methamphetamines for 3 years

jojo87

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I was hooked on meth for 3 years, i decided too qiut because of the psychosis, I was smoking it once a week, half a gram a week, i was woundering was it mostly because of me not ever taking downers (sleeping pills) too sleep or was it totally drug induced (the psychosis), i was staying up for about 3 or 4 days a week, i was trying too loose weight also so i would go the whole 3 or 4 days without anything but coffee. Iv now been drug free for 1 and a half years, also woundering if i went back on would i get the same symptoms back.

cheers would love your feedback.

jojo87 :)
 
Uh you shouldn't go back on them. You would most likely get the same psychotic reactions when staying up for 3-4 days on a ton of methamphetamine, yes, that would be quite safe to say.

Don't use (meth)amphetamine for weight loss. You'll gain it back once you quit.
 
yes i would smoke half a gram over a 3 day period and it was very good product so i would stay up for about 3 or 4 days, so you both think that it wouldnt have made a difference if i was taking sleeping pills or not ? i would have still got the same psychosis, sorry im kinda new too this i dont know very much. Just thought id give it a go
 
well i was thinking of going back on it because of the 40kg i gained from qiuting it, also after a while off meth you start too remember how much life sucks and the reason you went on the meth too start off it. Life is harder each day off meth allways thinking about it, allways craving it, but i geuss iv gone too far without it so i dont think ill be getting back on it, if it was as cheap as weed i would probebly go back on, but i dont know im confussed, i miss the sex it was great on meth
 
Have you tried regular exercise and eating regularly as part of a healthy diet...

as with meth use- what goes up.. must come down....
what weight you lose- will be coming back.

meth is a very expensive weight loss tool. fun though.
 
yeap it is very expensive but so effective and was so fun, iv tried diets excersize and iv been working on it for 6 months lost 2 kg witch is nothing, just cant seem too get the weight off at all. I geuss i can use weight as an excuse too get back on meth for all the other pleasures of meth. But considering the hell i went through too get off it with rehab and relapsing and all the fucking doctors and the meetings and family finding out, it was a big mess so i dont think i will get back on it. if only thier was a qiuk solution for weight loss as effective as meth
 
jojo,

Not eating temporarily does not mean you are going to lose weight permanently. What happens, is your body will start to devour its own viable muscle/fats, but at a cost; lowering your metabolism.

When you don't eat for a significant amount of time, you will eventually eat again. At which point, you will be utilizing less of the food for energy. Meaning, if you thought you looked bad before...you'll probably look worse afterward.

If you don't believe me, try to find those anorexic chicks at your public schools when you were younger. If they were anorexic for long enough, they are probably fat now (ironic huh?).

The true key to losing weight lies below:

1) regular exercise (muscular and cardiovascular)
2) eating the right foods, and enough of it (but not too much)
3) not smoking cigarettes, not drinking alcohol, not regularly abusing drugs, not being addicted to drugs
4) changing bad habits into good ones (instead of eating junk food, eat fruits and veggies for fun, they give you a boost of energy too, obviously not as big of a boost of energy as amphetamines, but still...)
5) do not be sedentary! You need to be physically active. Look at #1, it is #1 for a reason.

Not one of these alone is enough for most people to make a drastic change in weight loss, tyipcally, you need to do most if not all of the 5 steps above.

Good luck!

PS don't go back to meth. You've come a long way in quitting. You don't want to risk being psychotic again. Just my 2 cents. Meth is best used once in a blue moon, not in binges.
 
Please don't go back on meth. There are much healthier, safer ways to lose weight if that is what you're worried about. I'd say the sleep deprivation played a big role in the psychosis you had - staying up for 3 or 4 days a week can seriously mess with your head!

I'm a meth addict of 3 years as well. At my peak I was averaging around 2 grams a day, which has almost destroyed my kidneys and given me serious neurological problems. I'm now trying to quit because the drug doesn't get me off anymore... I need a lot of meth to feel the rush, and I don't enjoy staying awake like I used to.

Feel free to PM me if you need to talk, and good luck! :)
 
It's obvious you got those negative symptoms because you went too far in your use. You have developed a certain behavioral pattern in those 3 years and therefore it's extremely likely to happen again if you decide to go back using meth.

I'm not saying you cannot ever use meth again but you need to be conscious about this because it's very likely to happen all over again, especially with prolonged use.

I'm very confident about my theory because this is almost the same thing that's happened to me as well.

I've been an IV speed user for decade. It would be best for me to avoid this substance in every way but I keep craving it so much i sometimes just have give it up to the urge to get tweaked.

I'm able to keep my use in somekind of control by setting myself clear limits prior to taking speed.
Ie ---> do not ever buy an amount that allows you to stay awake more than 1 night and after that just prevent yourself from scoring more before you've resetted your sleep deprivation.

It is possible to keep on using it like this but you must remember all the time your playing with fire. This takes a lot of willpower and we addicts unfortunately are notorious for not having it.
 
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Great replies guys, especially LivingonValium and SweetP! Thank you both for sharing your experiences.

Meth definitely loses its touch if you use it more than a handful of times in a given period of time. I theorize this is because the methylated form of d-amp is more likely to release 5HT over NE, and d-amp or racemic amphetamine is more likely to release NE over 5HT.

This would also explain why meth is more euphoric and more addictive; because drugs with 5HT release are often pleasurable, addictive, and when abused (taken in excess or binged upon) can present many life problems.

Finally, abusing amphetamines can take a toll on your psychological health and well being, even using amphetamines medicinally can do this to some extent.
 
wow some very interesting responses, id like too thank you all for such intelligent feedback, also it makes me feel better knowing that thier are other people in my situation. I think for me meth is better left alone i know ill just get addicted too the stuff again, even though my addiction wasnt the worst you can possibly get only smoking half a gram a week. well i geuss ill just have too keep on fighting the urges and the cravings. ill have too try too even avoid that once in a blue moon use of meth well i allready have for one and a half years so i will keep moving forward. ill tell you the best thing about not being hooked on meth is allways having spare money and realizing how much you used too spend on the stuff. anyways do i have too close this thread or just leave it open ?
 
wow some very interesting responses, id like too thank you all for such intelligent feedback, also it makes me feel better knowing that thier are other people in my situation. I think for me meth is better left alone i know ill just get addicted too the stuff again, even though my addiction wasnt the worst you can possibly get only smoking half a gram a week. well i geuss ill just have too keep on fighting the urges and the cravings. ill have too try too even avoid that once in a blue moon use of meth well i allready have for one and a half years so i will keep moving forward. ill tell you the best thing about not being hooked on meth is allways having spare money and realizing how much you used too spend on the stuff. anyways do i have too close this thread or just leave it open ?

We can leave it open for now, in fact, maybe this thread would fit better in The Dark Side. It could stay open there so you could talk about your situation and everything as needed. :) (I mean, TDS mods would have a say so, you can talk to them if I move it there, they are great mods over there, very helpful people)

I also wanted to point out some helpful things for you that I think might help:

Alongside drinking green tea, it is better to also take Green Tea Extract supplements, containing naturally occurring EGCG (this was on the front of the bottle I bought). It helps burn fat.

You ideally want to take 500mg before each meal. Drinking green tea is good but the supplements absorb better.

There are other interesting dietary ideas, like if you have a sweet tooth, try to eat only a little chocolate, but if you do eat chocolate, you want to buy a high percentage cocoa chocolate, and eat an appropriate amount of it (1-2 oz per day? somewhere around there). I prefer 85% cocoa content or higher for eating (I really love 99% cocoa chocolate... you break off a small square and it melts in your mouth = delicious). A small amount of dark chocolate is good for you health wise, can help with hunger, and also can give you a small bit of energy.

For fruits and vegetables, red bell peppers have a good bit of antioxidants and Vitamin C which is great for weight loss.

I know this is an abbreviated list of ideas, but try to get a multi vitamin in at least once per day.

By the way, congratulations on staying away from meth for 1.5 years! I have been off of heroin for the last 19 months and am very proud of myself. Keep up the good work!

We can keep this open for now, and if you think it would fit better in The Dark Side, let me know and I won't mind moving it there. :)
 
i will be going ahead with all those suggestions thank you very much captain heroin and good on you keep off the stuff :) ill keep you posted on my situation :) thanks again

No problem! I wish you the best. I'll keep off heroin, I've been very successful with not relapsing for quite some time. Suboxone has been a life saver for me, I don't know how I would have done it without Suboxone.

Also, Bluelight is a great resource for meeting fellow ex-users and people still struggling, you will find a lot of great people to talk to here. Bluelight is one of the best support networks I have ever found my whole life, and I have met some really great people here too, I have met one fellow Bluelighter in real life (just one - wish to meet more in the future) and I can't imagine life without Bluelight. :)

I'll leave your thread in Other Drugs for now unless you think it would do better in The Dark Side (Other Drugs moderators are free to move it as they see fit too). Good luck and take care, and finally, you're welcome! :D
 
wow some very interesting responses, id like too thank you all for such intelligent feedback, also it makes me feel better knowing that thier are other people in my situation. I think for me meth is better left alone i know ill just get addicted too the stuff again, even though my addiction wasnt the worst you can possibly get only smoking half a gram a week. well i geuss ill just have too keep on fighting the urges and the cravings. ill have too try too even avoid that once in a blue moon use of meth well i allready have for one and a half years so i will keep moving forward. ill tell you the best thing about not being hooked on meth is allways having spare money and realizing how much you used too spend on the stuff. anyways do i have too close this thread or just leave it open ?

I'm glad you've decided to keep off meth. In my experience, it's one of those drugs which you can never touch again if you become addicted to it and decide to quit. Even one more hit could lead to a total relapse. A meth addiction is a meth addiction, no matter if you use half a gram a week or an ounce a week! It still causes big problems, physically and mentally. And you're right - having the extra money is a good incentive to quit! I'm only in the early stages of recovery but already I've noticed that I have a lot more spare money lying around. Makes me feel good knowing that I'm not constantly broke.
 
thanks for your info sweet p, your definately right 100% right. Try and stay off it bro, it ruins lives, also lol at the money i was allways broke also worst feeling in the world. Changing the people you hang arround with and deleting dealers numbers helps, thats what i done and now iv been drug free for a while. Its a bit wierd my drug addiction, I actually started off using extacy then smoking speed then moved on too meth, normally people start off by smoking weed but i never actually smoked it, most people find this kinda wierd, because weed is considered by many the gateway drug but in my case it wasnt even in the picture anyway keep fighting on sweet p you can do it! :)
 
What everyone else said.

Also, don't drink coffee (caffeine) and use meth at the same time.
The next time you do meth (if you do), try to get a hold of some Valium or Xanax to counter-act the psychosis. I can't tell you how many times Ativan and Xanax have saved my ass during meth binges.
 
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